Dad Regrets His Open-Door Policy (Marie)

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Rime might only have one class to teach right now - and honestly be doubting his ability to handle even that much - but he was still a teacher and he still had students who might desire his assistance. They might not be coming for help with homework or a research project, but he still had to be available.

That led to this: sitting in his office, with nothing left to straighten and nothing left to write. His office was small, and far less impressive than the one he had held before his most recent episode of debilitating mental distress. It was windowless, though the fresh paint and carefully cleaned carpet helped it feel less dingy, and the desk was almost spectacularly unoriginal. It was, in short, just what Rime needed. Unmemorable.

He'd still made it his own. Most of the walls were covered with bulletin boards, though the back of the door was a whiteboard. The bulletin boards were completely covered in post-it notes, for the most part, with any that were meant to be up for more than a few hours secured with thumbtacks. Colour-coded post-it notes and colour-coded thumbtacks, on sorted boards that ended up being colour-coded by their contents.

His desk, in contrast, was completely empty on top, supporting only a computer monitor. There were no personal mementos. The only personality in the room, really, came from the nearly desperate blankness and the need for reminders. Not of habitual things, no, but of things to do that were not basic constant practice - or of things to not do that might be constant practice for others. Things not to think about, things to think of in their place. There were a lot of those, with the replacement thoughts carefully more eyecatching than the reminders they countered.

Some things were safe, but many things were not. Somehow, online versions of ancient-to-mortals video games mostly made it onto the safe list. Professor Rime was playing Galaga, and he didn't expect anyone to come through his open door.

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Abigal was rushing through the hallways of the college. She was careful to open and shut a few doors on her way just to make sure it wasn't a death vision. It was hard to tell when someone had accidentally looked into her eyes, ever since she started searching for her father it happened more. The replays of visions and the actually getting of new visions. She looked at the map and the circled name the lady had given her just to make sure she had the right office. She was hoping this was the right one, she didn't have much time before the surgery. She could just feel like this is the surgery that would kill her grandfather.

She quietly knocked on the door and then entered. She wasn't sure the man could hear her over the video game that was playing. She.liked video games but she was more worried about taking.care of her grandfather and finding her dad. "Excuse me professor Rime" she said over the volume of the video game. She worn folded picture of him and her.mother in her hand. This had to be him, he looked.like.the photo minus the hair color.

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The tiny knock was enough of a surprise to pull a flicker of Rime's attention away from the screen, and that was enough for the overwhelming array of enemy ships to blow him up.

He closed the game and turned towards the.... child standing in his office. He blinked. He worked with some young students, certainly, but it was exceedingly unusual for them to be in his office. Never mind alone, and he didn't immediately recognize this child.

Well. There was something familiar about her, but in a very... indirect manner. Perhaps a relative of someone he knew. That would fit.

"Yes? Is there something I can help you with?"
 

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Abigail was a blunt person, after all she had a so many years of seeing deaths and knowing that she was the person killing her family one by one. There was probably a better way of doing this but she didn't see a better way, she didn't have time to find a better way. She put the picture of her and his mom cuddled together is some weird lovey dovey thing that she didn't understand. "This is my mom Jennifer Akins, and This is you" She said pointing to the people in the photo as she spoke of them. If that wasn't enough, than she had no idea...oh yeah.

"Also, I really don't wanna be a cliche so I can just tell you that I'm half angel...and I know you're an angel the lady who sent me here said so" She waited for him to make the connection, averting her eyes not wanting t see the final member of her family die. Or possibly a non family member die, those were always the worst. The strangers who should've never been close enough to look into her eyes. Those were the people she hated to meet...to relive their deaths is like seeing all the people you would've saved.... die over and over again.

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The woman in the picture was familiar, and not in a good way at all. Rime immediately shut down that thought and stared at the part of the picture that was him instead. It was definitely from a different time. He hadn't done much with his hair then either, but it had been so much lighter. Now 'good' days were the darkest.

His hair and halo were lightening of their own accord now, though Rime fought to keep his conscious mind from the more painful points. Some things were too recent, relatively speaking, to bury deeply. Some things were too complex.

He took a very deep, very careful breath and focused on the girl in front of him. "You believe me to be your father," he said. There wasn't really emotion to it, but there wasn't a lack either. He was stating it to clarify if it was fact or opinion. Either way... so much for playing Galaga.
 

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Abigail nodded, she hoped and prayed that this wasn't a death vision. She hated how she could relive them at the worse moments. She slowly took back the picture, she didn't have many of her mother surprisingly "I believe that, there is a test we can take to see if this is true. I don't have much time to waste on possibilities"

She saw his halo and his hair, she was hoping that he search was over, the surgery was approaching and as much as she prayed that the surgery wasn't the one she was dreading she got this sick feeling in the pit of her stomach that it was. There was something in her eerie power that let her know when her vision were coming true. She hated it, she was hoping that it would go away but she knew that it would never go away.

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Test? Right. Paternity tests. Those had been a thing for... a few years, at least. He couldn't remember ever doing one himself, but then he could go decades without sexual activity at this point. It was so mood dependent, and he had to be incredibly careful with the who part of the equation.

Why he had to be careful wasn't something he ever spent time thinking about. He was quite careful about not thinking about the why.

"I am reasonably free now. What happens to be the rush, if it isn't too much trouble to ask?" He wearily pushed himself to his feet, upper back muttering a vague protest after spending so long staring at a computer screen and, well, existing. It was a familiar pain. He had no need to wince at that stiffness anymore.

The girl didn't seem particularly thrilled at finding her possible father. Rime mused on that for a moment, but really, he was hardly an ideal father figure. Ancient, boring, with a famously damaged memory and carefully little interest in most things. He existed because he could not die. He would most likely watch this girl grow old and die, as he had watched countless other people do, and might attend her funeral if it didn't pull on any unpleasant threads.

"Shall we go?" He gestured towards the door and the technically still theoretical paternity test.
 

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Abigail looked past him, careful not lock eyes because she didn't need to see anymore deaths. She didn't want to know or relive how someone was going to kick the bucket. She hated feeling responsible and then not being able to function because she was scared that she hadn't left the vision.

"When I look into people's eyes I see their deaths, and then relive the vision over and over again with perfect memory of the vision. I'm not sure whether it's reality or a vision...so if you don't mind i'd rather get this over with so I can move with my search. It's not that I'm not going to be thrilled to find you, it's just..it's not possible to live with a kid and not look them eyes...especially mine..My grandpa is the only one I have left"

She quickly turned around and walked out the door waiting for the Professor to catch up. The quicker she did this, the faster she could move on. She didn't want to get her hopes up but she was desperate for this to be the end of her search. Even if he didn't want anything to do with her, at least she had one family member she didn't see die. That was enough to keep her going...and she didn't even want to think about the orphanage...all those kids.

..."Lead the way?"

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Rime's eyes flicked over the young girl's face. There was trauma there, and his heart went out for her as much as it dared. He had enough of his own. He couldn't take on anyone else's, not even his own child's. He couldn't bear the weight of his own past without locking it into separate little boxes and pretending it didn't exist.

He had so many boxes he couldn't even count them anymore. There were so many boxes that he couldn't even see them all anymore. But that was the point, wasn't it? To push them away and save himself from them. Some things couldn't be worked through.

"Well, if it helps, I'm immortal." There wasn't much emotion to Rime's voice. "If I come close to death, my powers intervene." Weariness. Perhaps that was what was in his voice. He was tired of living, of existing in this vague endless pain. There was no escape, though, and so he kept on.

Vague as his pain was, the part of it that resided in his back was cheerfully specific as he moved to follow the girl, and once they were in the hallway he barely managed to bend enough to close and lock the door. At least he didn't need to mess with keys; he only needed to slip his hand into the small pouch that held his tome and touch the knob with his other hand.

"What is your name, if you don't mine me asking?" he asked as he led the way down the hall. His tone was pleasant enough now, if still... worn. Faded. Not exactly exhausted, but heavily used.
 

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Abigail shook her head "You think it would, but I think i'd be able to see. To see the next time you get close to death. I don't want to live that." She didn't want to live any of it, she wanted to be the nice carefree kid that everyone else got to be but instead she got a death aura that sent people running. Even if her grandfather never admitted it she knew that she scared him. After all she had killed her grandmother and mother, why wouldn't he be scared of her.


abigail was lost in her thoughts the hallways were look a bit dim so she pinched herself to make sure that she was awake. She knew she wasn't in a vision because she was never able to do anything but run and watch in a vision. She hated the way it made her feel like an foreign object, like an intruder to someone's life. "My name is Abigal" She said a bit distracted as she touched and moved things as they walked down the hall. It seemed to be a bit weird but it was all necessary to keep her from going crazy. If things were able to move than she wasn't in a vision.

"How long til we get to where we need to be"

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