- Mar 13, 2015
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Adelene was drawing a blank. She'd been thinking, but right now, she's reached that point where everything was just confusing and her mind didn't want any more of it. There was only one thing in her mind: Don't you dare start crying.
But then Leon started speaking again. Dammit. They were talking about her. Right. She didn't know how to feel about that, but one thing was clear. Leaving them alone was a wrong move.
This conversation was stirring up another wave of panic inside her. She didn't want Leon to be forceful, and Lochlann was starting to scare her.
"Stop, please. Just stop."
What else was there to say?
She turned her eyes to Lochlann. She wanted to get closer, but he obviously didn't want that. She was scared and worried. "I'm sorry we delayed you, Loch. We're... not gonna stop you." She turned to Leon then. He was facing away; for some reason that made her anxious. "Leon, you don't need to do that, alright?"
Her voice was cracking, but she made sure the two would still hear her. Suddenly, there were black marks surfacing her face, her temples, her cheeks, her forehead. They were like black ink seeping out from her veins. But they disappeared just as quickly as they came. Adelene didn't even know about them, or that they appear whenever she felt intense negative emotions. For this instance, it was guilt.
"I'm so sorry... I caused this trouble, to both of you," she mumbled, her eyes reflexively turning away, landing on the ground. Not running off was challenge enough for her at the moment, anything else was almost impossible to do. She was frozen in place. "..."
@"Bolt" @"ReD"
But then Leon started speaking again. Dammit. They were talking about her. Right. She didn't know how to feel about that, but one thing was clear. Leaving them alone was a wrong move.
This conversation was stirring up another wave of panic inside her. She didn't want Leon to be forceful, and Lochlann was starting to scare her.
"Stop, please. Just stop."
What else was there to say?
She turned her eyes to Lochlann. She wanted to get closer, but he obviously didn't want that. She was scared and worried. "I'm sorry we delayed you, Loch. We're... not gonna stop you." She turned to Leon then. He was facing away; for some reason that made her anxious. "Leon, you don't need to do that, alright?"
Her voice was cracking, but she made sure the two would still hear her. Suddenly, there were black marks surfacing her face, her temples, her cheeks, her forehead. They were like black ink seeping out from her veins. But they disappeared just as quickly as they came. Adelene didn't even know about them, or that they appear whenever she felt intense negative emotions. For this instance, it was guilt.
"I'm so sorry... I caused this trouble, to both of you," she mumbled, her eyes reflexively turning away, landing on the ground. Not running off was challenge enough for her at the moment, anything else was almost impossible to do. She was frozen in place. "..."
@"Bolt" @"ReD"