Current Status:
10/21/15:
I am extending my hiatus.
A friend of mine died last week, which was the original reason for my hiatus. She was not married, her parents are dead, and she has no extended family.
They still haven't released her body. There's no funeral plans.
I haven't even had time to mourn because I have three huge projects due in the next few hours. My group project, neither of my partners have responded.
I keep waking up in the middle of the night or hours before my alarm goes off with my heart tracing.
My stomach is acting up. I am, quite literally, starving. I'm starving from eating food.
I'm going to the doctors again. And again. And again.
Three times in the next week.
I'm lurking around SA because it's nice to randomly chat, but things are hard. I really appreciate everyone here, and I want to be there, and be helpful, but it's really hard when I can't care for myself right now.
Please forgive me if I sound short or cross with everyone--it's definitely not my intention. I am just not in good place.
I don't normally post these kind of things here, but I feel like I've been dropping the ball on a lot of things lately, and I want to let you all know why. It's not because I don't care--I'm just caring about too much right now.
Expected Return:
10/26/15