i won't say i'm in love

<div align=center>Mutual? Levi wasn't sure about that. He was pretty sure Tyberius was straight apart from... A couple of things. They'd gotten into situations that were a little less than innocent twice, now. Should Levi tell the older man that? He didn't know. Was it useful information? Maybe. He wasn't really sure how this whole counselling thing worked. If you don’t ask, you’ll never find out. That was true, but if it wasn't mutual then it might just end up being a little awkward for Ty rooming with someone that was more or less completely in love with you - and Levi was. No matter how much he hated that term, no matter how much his own feelings disgusted him.

Levi wasn't so sure about the second part though, Ty hadn't spoken to him for weeks after that first incident when... Well, when a lot of things had nearly happened. "We... The last time something... Happened though.." Levi frowned just a little, "he didn't want to talk to me for ages. He freaked out and said I'd used my demon powers on him but I didn't, I swear!" At least he didn't think he had, he usually knew if he'd used those on someone, he had complete control over them. "He almost kissed me and then he got scared and yelled at me and hit me."</div>

<div align=center>What his heart told him? He didn't know what his heart was telling him and that was exactly why he was sat in this damn room. He tried to push his frustration at the comment away, and merely scowled to himself instead of snapping. He knew that different people acted differently, he'd slept with enough boys to realize that some of them were cute and giggly, others flirted back and others freaked out at any sign of it. People were too complicated and right now he was beginning to wish he'd never been kicked out of his home. Demons weren't as complicated as humans, not really.

I'm losing my mind, that's what's happening to him. He'd never had to deal with any real emotions before and he really wasn't enjoying them, mainly due to the fact that he had no idea if this was good or bad. Right now, it looked like bad, and this was probably a waste of his time because no matter what the outcome of this meeting was he'd probably hide from his feelings until they blew over, or if they didn't, merely try to force them away. Good luck with that. "Great, if you didn't face her and deal with it, that means I don't have to either, right?"</div>

<div align=center>Levi didn't want to say Wong was right, but there was absolutely no denying it. Of course he was right. But if this went badly then instead of being happy he'd just be miserable, but he supposed he was used to being miserable and so would it really make much difference? If he didn't say anything now he'd never ever know and not ever knowing was worse than being rejected. At least if you were rejected you could be sure that nothing was ever going to happen but if you never knew in the first place... He didn't like this one bit. Levi was confused and scared and he wasn't used to dealing with feelings.

You'll most likely outlive most of us. Levi didn't like hearing that, it made him scowl. He knew that fact very well and he hated it. Sure if everyone he loved died, he could always just kill himself, but he had no idea what would happen then. Would he go back to Hell? He had no idea. He couldn't go back to Hell, so hypothetically speaking could he not die? That was a horrible thought, he didn't really want to be stuck on Earth until it ended completely. If you're not going to address everything now, it's going to snowball away from you.

He was ready to pull out his hair by now, he had absolutely no idea what to do. Of course the answer was right there in front of him - and usually Levi was so bold. But could he do that? He had no idea. Thinking about the prospect of that made his heart rate quicken and his palms sweat, what do I do what do I do what do I do? If he didn't do anything now then everything would slip through his fingers like water and he didn't want that. But then again, what if he did do something, and the same thing happened?

Levi pushed himself to his feet, eyes wide, face a little blanker than it had been a moment ago. What the fuck has this guy done to me? He didn't understand. This stupid, bird-brained, raven haired boy had trapped him under some ridiculous, irreversible spell that Levi was feeling the full force of right now. What was so special about him? He was stubborn as a mule and so bitter Levi could practically taste it on his tongue. But he loved it. It was cute in the strangest kind of way and there was something magnetic about that stupid boy that made Levi want to stick to him like glue.

He wasn't one for romance, but damn he wanted to be as close to Tyberius as was physically possible right now.

"Oh fuck it. Fuck this." The demon snapped, raising both hands and turning his back on Wong, heading towards the door and shaking his head. "I need to... Go somewhere. Do something. Jesus fucking Christ." Was it a good idea to be alone with his own thoughts right now? Yes. That was exactly what he needed. Everything Wong said was completely true and Levi hated that fact. Pausing before he reached for the door, he frowned just a little, "thanks, I guess." He mumbled softly, "I guess I just need to take some stuff on board."

With that, the boy vanished through the door of the Councillor's office, leaving it to click shut behind him.</div>