Florentin's expression hardened.
"What I had to," he said sharply, eyes devoid of emotion. Everything devoid of emotion. It was surreal, watching himself from behind his eyes. It seemed as if the bright, shining star he saw in the mirror was contorted into a monster. He didn't feel anything, and that scared him the most.
Florentin stood between the door and the study table. Solaris was over a foot higher than him, but he couldn't help but see himself as bigger.
"Professor Augustine, do you think it's fair that all human life are considered valuable, when among the tens of billions of people in this earth, the number of them that could be counted as great are in the mere thousands? For what purpose are they allowed to exist? They only take up space and resources, space and resources that could be given to more important people..." He met his eyes. "I know my sins against you are severe, but it's with your life that would help end Death. You've never contributed anything to anyone before. This is your chance! I'm giving you this opportunity."
It wasn't until he finished that he realized he was trembling. Insecurity and guilt flooded his head. He was too young, it said. He couldn't pull it off, it said. He was a killer and he'd kill again, it said. He pushed them back violently and with no remorse.
"It's... I... I..." His speech garbled, heart pounding in his chest.
Solaris didn't deserve — to know his reasons.
"What I had to," he said sharply, eyes devoid of emotion. Everything devoid of emotion. It was surreal, watching himself from behind his eyes. It seemed as if the bright, shining star he saw in the mirror was contorted into a monster. He didn't feel anything, and that scared him the most.
Florentin stood between the door and the study table. Solaris was over a foot higher than him, but he couldn't help but see himself as bigger.
"Professor Augustine, do you think it's fair that all human life are considered valuable, when among the tens of billions of people in this earth, the number of them that could be counted as great are in the mere thousands? For what purpose are they allowed to exist? They only take up space and resources, space and resources that could be given to more important people..." He met his eyes. "I know my sins against you are severe, but it's with your life that would help end Death. You've never contributed anything to anyone before. This is your chance! I'm giving you this opportunity."
It wasn't until he finished that he realized he was trembling. Insecurity and guilt flooded his head. He was too young, it said. He couldn't pull it off, it said. He was a killer and he'd kill again, it said. He pushed them back violently and with no remorse.
"It's... I... I..." His speech garbled, heart pounding in his chest.
Solaris didn't deserve — to know his reasons.