I just need a break.

Hey guys, I’m going to be taking a break off SA for a bit. It’s nothing serious, but lately I’ve been feeling a bit low in real life, and it’s starting to affect how I carry out roleplaying here. I can’t really think up anything creative anymore I feel, and I feel like my replies and stuff have been getting worse. School really hasn’t been helping either, as English keeps piling up assignments that are starting to become overwhelming. It’s not this place’s fault at all, though because I’m sorta paranoid I feel like there’s something wrong with me being here sometimes. I’ve been getting worse like this with pretty much everything else in my life, to the point it’s hard for me to try to accomplish something without thinking about everything that I have done or can do wrong. It’s… Hard to explain. And dumb. There’s a lot of personal events too that are contributing to this but I don’t want to delve into them now. But I do feel like it may be best to try and at least find something that’ll keep me going in real life. I’ve sort of lost that drive, and hopefully with trying new things they might reflect my drive for both real life and here.

I really like the people and plots that are here. I really do. I don’t know how long I’ll be gone, knowing me that’ll just be a week or so. But I can’t be sure. I’ll catch up to everything I need to reply to now before I head off, and I hope that it’ll be okay to continue when I get back. I really do like you guys, and this is just more of something I needed to get off my chest than a goodbye. And hopefully I’ll be able to come back with more ideas and less of a funk!

Sorry if this sounded really stupid, and holding people up because I can’t get myself together. I just need a personal break to try to improve, and come back with that motivation once again. But my skype is open, and I’ll probably come back in the mean time if anyone needs me for anything. I promise I’m not ditching right now, and hopefully I’ll get out of this rut soon. Again, sorry for the inconvenience.

Thanks guys, I've taken a few days to try and figure things out and I think I feel better. Must have been having a bad day or something, though those come and go for no reason. Still because of trying to put one last umph out for school before break I'll be scarce until then. I'm sorry for holding people up and putting my drama up here. I really don't know what works for me sometimes, and I figure that holding myself up from a place I enjoy isn't a way to fix things. I know I over think things a lot and that might be why my muse has been crappy. Hopefully, I'll really be back into the swing of things by break in a bit less than two weeks. Sorry for acting weird, hopefully towards the holidays everything will be back to normal!