@"Reignfinite"
Sebastian was bored again. There was nothing to do in his room, his boyfriend being absent again for a book club-or was it a work shift this time? Which day was it today again? He wasn't sure, but did not care enough to raise his head and look at a clock. He wasn't even sure there was one in the lounge. The TV was one though, its volume playing low, making it so that he could barely understand the whispers of the man currently on the screen. Not that he cared much for him anyway. He did not even know what show or channel it was on.
It was probably the news though. It sounded like the news. Sebastian glanced at the TV. The man was wearing a suite, his expression sullen and serious. There were no flashing headlines around his sullen though, so he couldn't be sure. Maybe it was a movie after all. Or a TV show. He didn't care either way, though. The only reason why the TV was turned on was because the silence in the lounge was deafening. He had come down from his room seeking some sort of entertainment, as, as he had already reminded himself, his boyfriend was otherwise occupied and thus not in their room, taking that way his usual pastime from him. He had found the room empty of people though making him wonder whether he was missing class again. Hari would not be happy if that was so.
He frowned. He did not want to make his boyfriend angry again. He still flinched at any and all reminders of their last fight, including his own memories of it. If he did not fight with Hari again if his life, it would be too soon, he thought, as he closed his eyes, one of his hands falling on the floor from where he was selfishly taking a one whole couch for himself. Was it really selfish though if there was no one else in the room with him? He didn't care either way.
What was he thinking about again? Something about Hari. Most of his thoughts were about Hari though (and wasn't that somewhat pathetic?) and not all of them were safe to think in public. He was alone in the lounge though, so he let his mind wonder as if did when he was bored (and he was so completely, utterly, absolutely bored) jumping from thought to thought, never sticking to one for more than a few moments.
Sebastian was bored again. There was nothing to do in his room, his boyfriend being absent again for a book club-or was it a work shift this time? Which day was it today again? He wasn't sure, but did not care enough to raise his head and look at a clock. He wasn't even sure there was one in the lounge. The TV was one though, its volume playing low, making it so that he could barely understand the whispers of the man currently on the screen. Not that he cared much for him anyway. He did not even know what show or channel it was on.
It was probably the news though. It sounded like the news. Sebastian glanced at the TV. The man was wearing a suite, his expression sullen and serious. There were no flashing headlines around his sullen though, so he couldn't be sure. Maybe it was a movie after all. Or a TV show. He didn't care either way, though. The only reason why the TV was turned on was because the silence in the lounge was deafening. He had come down from his room seeking some sort of entertainment, as, as he had already reminded himself, his boyfriend was otherwise occupied and thus not in their room, taking that way his usual pastime from him. He had found the room empty of people though making him wonder whether he was missing class again. Hari would not be happy if that was so.
He frowned. He did not want to make his boyfriend angry again. He still flinched at any and all reminders of their last fight, including his own memories of it. If he did not fight with Hari again if his life, it would be too soon, he thought, as he closed his eyes, one of his hands falling on the floor from where he was selfishly taking a one whole couch for himself. Was it really selfish though if there was no one else in the room with him? He didn't care either way.
What was he thinking about again? Something about Hari. Most of his thoughts were about Hari though (and wasn't that somewhat pathetic?) and not all of them were safe to think in public. He was alone in the lounge though, so he let his mind wonder as if did when he was bored (and he was so completely, utterly, absolutely bored) jumping from thought to thought, never sticking to one for more than a few moments.