Lei was big enough of a man to admit that he needed help.
All right. He wasn't. He stewed and festered on the thought for the last twelve years of his life and steadily refused to admit help until the fast-approaching High School graduation drew nearer and nearer like a looming monster — except, unlike looming monsters, High School graduation was real, and the only way to avoid graduating in disgrace was to pry some much needed humility from his prideful, stubborn fingers.
After school practice wasn't cutting it anymore. They didn't even do anything other than prune Lei's skin and the occasional unwarranted cold. He got a little progress by splashing around in some hot stranger's bathtub half-naked, but like Hell would he let Deith see him stripped to his underwear again in a non-sexual context.
That was why he was going to turn to Paschalis for help. He didn't necessarily like him. The man had a bitch face so epic it could give Lei a run for his money. He was like a pocket-sized granite statue where the sculptor decided to leave the chisel in his ass. Admittedly, he had never technically insulted Lei outright. But it was there in his eyes, in his cold, usually deadpan eyes.
The man was good, though. If he could teach the girl that drew dead babies at the back of the class, he could teach him. He was already teaching him in fact, but he needed the extra training hours, hopefully away from other people's eyes.
That was a big factor in his performance, he thought. He didn't take well to people judging him. Pressure everywhere was the reason he didn't learn anything in the village, probably. He knew he wasn't beyond hope! Deith proved that. He just needed someone that knew how to teach him, and, like it or not, that someone was Paschalis.
He read up on great ways to suck up on your teacher on the internet (safe search on, search words rephrased, never ever going to make that mistake ever again) and came up with this — clean and nicely dressed, with food for innocent bribery. Don't insult him. Take criticism like a boss. Never, ever comment on his height. His bag was filled with Wei's old scrolls and a change of clothes, just in case the bribery worked and water did what it did best.
He knocked on Paschalis' door after his regular classes. "Sir? It's Lei Feng. From... your classes. The guy that su — n-needs more practice. Are you available for consultation?"
All right. He wasn't. He stewed and festered on the thought for the last twelve years of his life and steadily refused to admit help until the fast-approaching High School graduation drew nearer and nearer like a looming monster — except, unlike looming monsters, High School graduation was real, and the only way to avoid graduating in disgrace was to pry some much needed humility from his prideful, stubborn fingers.
After school practice wasn't cutting it anymore. They didn't even do anything other than prune Lei's skin and the occasional unwarranted cold. He got a little progress by splashing around in some hot stranger's bathtub half-naked, but like Hell would he let Deith see him stripped to his underwear again in a non-sexual context.
That was why he was going to turn to Paschalis for help. He didn't necessarily like him. The man had a bitch face so epic it could give Lei a run for his money. He was like a pocket-sized granite statue where the sculptor decided to leave the chisel in his ass. Admittedly, he had never technically insulted Lei outright. But it was there in his eyes, in his cold, usually deadpan eyes.
The man was good, though. If he could teach the girl that drew dead babies at the back of the class, he could teach him. He was already teaching him in fact, but he needed the extra training hours, hopefully away from other people's eyes.
That was a big factor in his performance, he thought. He didn't take well to people judging him. Pressure everywhere was the reason he didn't learn anything in the village, probably. He knew he wasn't beyond hope! Deith proved that. He just needed someone that knew how to teach him, and, like it or not, that someone was Paschalis.
He read up on great ways to suck up on your teacher on the internet (safe search on, search words rephrased, never ever going to make that mistake ever again) and came up with this — clean and nicely dressed, with food for innocent bribery. Don't insult him. Take criticism like a boss. Never, ever comment on his height. His bag was filled with Wei's old scrolls and a change of clothes, just in case the bribery worked and water did what it did best.
He knocked on Paschalis' door after his regular classes. "Sir? It's Lei Feng. From... your classes. The guy that su — n-needs more practice. Are you available for consultation?"