So....I kinda disappeared for a month again...and to be completely honest I wasn't sure I was going to come back. Not because I don't like this site, I do and all you amazing people here too of course, but because well, life... that's really the only explanation I have. I do want to come back to the site and start RPing here again (though I probably won't be able to post as often as I did when I first joined).
I feel kind of like I left things in a bit of a mess though (or maybe that's just my stupid mind complicating things ahah), and I'm not sure how to...well come back. I don't really want to jump in with my old characters right away because it's been so long and I'm not even sure if the people I was RPing with are still interested in what we were doing. I'm kind of conflicted with that...I love my chars but I kind of want a complete fresh start (or at least just to get back into the rhythm of RPing consistently). I don't know, that seems a little selfish probably but ahh idk...I just kind of feel like maybe a fresh start with one char to focus on might make it easier to come back to the site and get back into RPing without overwhelming myself with plot lines I've left for so long?
I don't know what to do lol...I kind of want to scrap my old chars and make a new one...because both loss of interest (Enzo I haven't used much but I will probably re-use some concepts of his character, Ettein I put so much effort into and I liked the plot Porky and I had for him but idk if I'm really into it anymore or want to try and revive it and the same goes for Draven)
Ahhh....what do I do? Would people hate me if I kinda started over with a new char? (could I even do that?). Ugh I just feel like a burden on people and that I messed up so bad lol. I'm sorry everyone....but I swear if I come back, I am staying for good this time!
I feel kind of like I left things in a bit of a mess though (or maybe that's just my stupid mind complicating things ahah), and I'm not sure how to...well come back. I don't really want to jump in with my old characters right away because it's been so long and I'm not even sure if the people I was RPing with are still interested in what we were doing. I'm kind of conflicted with that...I love my chars but I kind of want a complete fresh start (or at least just to get back into the rhythm of RPing consistently). I don't know, that seems a little selfish probably but ahh idk...I just kind of feel like maybe a fresh start with one char to focus on might make it easier to come back to the site and get back into RPing without overwhelming myself with plot lines I've left for so long?
I don't know what to do lol...I kind of want to scrap my old chars and make a new one...because both loss of interest (Enzo I haven't used much but I will probably re-use some concepts of his character, Ettein I put so much effort into and I liked the plot Porky and I had for him but idk if I'm really into it anymore or want to try and revive it and the same goes for Draven)
Ahhh....what do I do? Would people hate me if I kinda started over with a new char? (could I even do that?). Ugh I just feel like a burden on people and that I messed up so bad lol. I'm sorry everyone....but I swear if I come back, I am staying for good this time!
