Varvara looked at the boy with a serious expression. She did not know what those feelings felt like, she couldn't begin to comprehend. But she wondered how she would feel if she knew that she had had a life before...this. A life where she had had friends, family, maybe even one of those things they called boyfriend. Varvara sighs, giving Jacky one more pat and then turns to the boy.
"I am Varvara, yes, and you are a boy I don't know. A boy I feel great sorrow for now, a boy trapped in a 'messed up world', as he says it. A boy I know has a family, friends, brother, people he has met. A boy I now envy."
Varvara smiled and finally sat down opposite of the boy, with calm smile on her face.
"I am Varvara, I come from somewhere I don't know, or maybe nowhere. I will not compare my experiences, or pity myself, and I know you are not doing so either. You are hurting, and she knows that."
Varvara waved towards Jacky.
"She cares for you, just as your family cared for you, your friends cared for you. Now, will you let me care for you, nameless boy? At least a little. And if you say no..."
Varvara pushed herself up and grinned.
"I won't care. I shall care for you now, you can't avoid it. In your face, or so they say."
Varvara laughed and looked excited. She loved caring about things, it made the cared things look beautiful.
"I am Varvara, yes, and you are a boy I don't know. A boy I feel great sorrow for now, a boy trapped in a 'messed up world', as he says it. A boy I know has a family, friends, brother, people he has met. A boy I now envy."
Varvara smiled and finally sat down opposite of the boy, with calm smile on her face.
"I am Varvara, I come from somewhere I don't know, or maybe nowhere. I will not compare my experiences, or pity myself, and I know you are not doing so either. You are hurting, and she knows that."
Varvara waved towards Jacky.
"She cares for you, just as your family cared for you, your friends cared for you. Now, will you let me care for you, nameless boy? At least a little. And if you say no..."
Varvara pushed herself up and grinned.
"I won't care. I shall care for you now, you can't avoid it. In your face, or so they say."
Varvara laughed and looked excited. She loved caring about things, it made the cared things look beautiful.