don't you worry child

Muramura

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There was something about having a hand in shaping the younger generations that Madame found uniquely rewarding. Though her classes weren't as vital as say, a powers' class, she still took pride in her lesson plans and instilling her students with as much appreciation for the spoken/written word and culture as she could. To meet that goal, she had to keep a close eye on all of her students and sometimes be quite hands-on with them. Classroom participation could speak a lot to what was going on with a child...

...And that was how Sabriel Phyero caught her eye.

Resistant to interact with his fellow classmates, extremely quiet, consistently tardy... All these things caused her concern. While it wasn't necessarily her responsibility to try to figure out what was wrong — a referral to a school counselor could take care of that, theoretically — she felt compelled to do it herself. You never knew what hidden gem was hiding behind the invisible walls created by antisocial behavior.

She wanted to see him flourish, simply because she believed he could. Likely, all he needed was a motherly touch, which she was happy to provide.

First things first though — she had to get him interacting with her...Which is why she decided to keep him after class one day.

The rest of her students had already made for the door, but before Sabriel had a chance to leave, she was on the move. Her slender, corsetted frame sidled into the doorway, blocking the exit with purpose. Her posture was picture-perfect, her stance firm but non-threatening.

"Sabriel, dear. I would like to speak with you for a short while. Why don't you return to your seat, hm?" A friendly, disarming smile spread across her darkly painted lips, head canted slightly as she waited patiently.
 

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Class ended. As the other students made for the door, Sabriel began packing up his books. He was a bit slower than everyone else—he didn’t like to pack away his things before professors actually ended class, and so in that way perhaps he was a bit more polite, too. He stood from his desk and draped his coat over his arm, just about ready to leave when Madame Tarantula skittered in front of the door.

When she spoke, his eyes widened just a little bit—he hadn’t really expected her to speak directly to him—and his stomach felt full of pins and needles. “Sure,” he said. Despite the friendliness of her tone, Sabriel knew that professors only kept students after class when there was something negative to discuss. He knew because he had encountered this kind of situation before—many, many times before.

Draping his coat over the back of a nearby desk chair, Sabriel set down his bag and tried to unscramble the words he wanted to say.

“Madame, um, if this is about me being late again today—I’m sorry, I’m… trying,” he said, though he knew he wasn’t really trying. At least, not trying in the way professors expected students to be trying. “I can… make sure it doesn’t happen again?” He rubbed a palm over his face, feeling uncertain. These were the right words to say, and though he meant well, he knew already that a simple apology and a promise to be better probably wouldn’t cut it.
 

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Once it was obvious that the youth would comply, Madame stepped away from the door. Her heels clicked against the floor as she moved to stand nearer to her student. Not so much to crowd, but closer than normal. Her crystalline gaze drifted over the boy, noting his posture, his body language — the lack of confidence in his movements matched the uncertainty she felt in his words.

"Hm," The lady spider intoned softly, thoughtful. "I know you are trying to be sincere, my dear, but frankly, it seems as if that's all you are succeeding at. I would love for you to really try to be punctual and try to be active and engaged in class. Before that happens, though, I feel as if we need to tackle some possible underlying problems."

Hands folded primly behind her back, Madame peered down at Sabriel, all concern and curiosity.

"I have noticed that you are distant and avoidant, Sabriel. I do not expect you to bare all your secrets to me, but I will have you know that we will figure out how to motivate you to do better in your classes and in your engagement in life, together. Maybe not right away, but..."

She gave a small shrug of her slender shoulders, then paused. She seemed to consider, before offering a soft, compassionate...

"Have you been bullied?"
 

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What Madame Tarantula didn’t know what that Sabriel did try to be punctual. It was hard to keep track of time when he could hardly sleep at night; most nights he gave up trying, and the dark circles under his eyes were evidence of that specific difficulty. Without meaning to, he said aloud, “I am,” and instantly regretted it.

It wasn’t that he said it in any rude or forceful way—but insisting that he tried, especially once she had told him she needed more from him, would result in needing to explain. And he did not know how to explain that he was a monster, that he was trying to keep the monstrosity at bay.

“I—” He paused again, uncertain how much he wanted to protest and how much he wanted to accept. “I do think I’m doing well in class; I’ve done well on the tests, at least, and the homework—even if some of them I’ve handed in late.” Distant and avoidant he couldn’t deny. “I know I don’t like group projects, but—”

She asked a question he didn’t know how to answer.

Sabriel blinked.

The words were tangled up. There was the truth, but the truth seemed so dramatic—at twenty-three years old, he didn’t want to use the word bully. He was supposed to be an adult. Bullying was something that happened to children, something that only children ought to talk or tattle about.

“I—well—that’s—”

He stammered.

“Yeah, I mean, I guess?” he said. “Growing up, yeah, but it was just—kids. Kid stuff. Not anymore.” That wasn’t exactly the truth, but he didn’t want to admit to anything more than he had to. “I just prefer—being alone?”
 

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She was patient, her stance shifting to something a little more gentle, a little less demanding, endeavoring to radiate understanding and compassion — even if it wouldn't be fully picked up on. Her posture remained impeccable as ever though, one hand raised to fuss over a few of her immaculate curls. Lips pursed contemplatively, she took a step nearer to Sabriel...

"I see. Then something is obscuring all your efforts, my dear. All my students deserve a chance to flourish, and it truly feels as if something is holding you back."

Reaching out, she grabbed the chair of a nearby desk and pulled it over — sitting, crossing her legs daintily, and smoothing out her bountiful skirt in a series of smooth, practiced motions. This allowed her to loom less, and be more at eye level with the youth.

"Hmm," Madame lulled out, concern and interest mixing on her pale, painted features, "Bullying is not only kid stuff," She mused, neglecting to add you are still a child, as she had found out long ago the young ones weren't particularly fond of that, "You can be harassed at any age. I have seen it many times over the years. It forces otherwise bright and brilliant individuals to the outskirts, causes them to be loners... and I will not stand for that."
 

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Something was obscuring his efforts. She was right about that, and perceptive enough to see through him. She thought it was bullying, that his emotional state was at risk and that this was the problem. Sabriel frowned. He didn’t want to lie to her, but he thought it might be better for her to think this than to know the truth.

The truth was dark. The truth was ugly. The truth was he was a monster, and he had stopped feeding that hateful part of him, and there were consequences to that.

“I don’t mind being a loner,” said Sabriel. “I—I actually kind of like it? The being alone? Madame, really, you don’t—there isn’t anything you need to not stand for.”

He hadn’t worded that well.

“I mean, you don’t have to—there’s nothing you need to do. It’s all right. I’m handling everything. And really, this—this isn’t really impacting me that much. I’m just sort of—bad? At things? It’s no one’s fault but my own.”

The problem with lying was that he wasn’t very good at it.
 
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