Private Finished Woo Me with Fine Dining

ArcanaFate · Mar 17, 2020

Gabe looked over at Yuki curiously, attempting to gauge his meaning. He wasn't sure if his boyfriend was intentionally trying to push past the boundary they usually kept themselves at or if he was really unaware of how the words sounded coming out of his mouth as of late. Because between the comment earlier about 'Netflix and chill, the moment regarding doing something different with their mouths, and now the feeding of one another with food, Gabe was ready to assume that Yuki wanted something a little more physically intimate with their relationship.

One that just barely got back to even footing as of this morning.

What did he want, exactly? What did either of them want? Where was the line? The only way to find out was to ask and Gabe was... scared. Scared of what Yuki was going to say, regardless of his feelings. Because maybe he read too much into his boyfriend's words and it would freak him out. Maybe he was getting the message loud and clear, but was he ready for what could happen as a result? He couldn't say. But not knowing was far scarier than anything else.

"Yuki... What... where exactly is the line? I'm kind of getting confused. And it's freaking me out a little because I want to know exactly where we stand." He paused, glancing at his lap. "Physically, I mean. You've said a few different things back to back that make me think you want more. But I also know that you've been worried in the past about what we could end up doing and I'm not even sure what could happen. But I want to know. I want to talk about this... I really, really need to know because I'm... open to trying more but I don't know what you're thinking and maybe I read too much into what you said so I'm making a big deal out of nothing and look ridiculous to you."

He looked to Yuki, but was beginning to find it hard to focus on him. Why did his stupid brain have to start ruining their day? It was supposed to be a stress free day.

Hope the Bard · Mar 17, 2020

Crap. Crap. Crap.

Everything was falling apart. He was ruining everything. He was making this day horrible. He was ruining everything. Again. Again. Again.

He couldn't do anything right, could he? He couldn't get anything right. He was freaking Gabe out. He was freaking himself out. Everything was falling to pieces and it was all his fault.

Again. Again. Again.

But he couldn't let this cycle continue. He didn't want to leave. Didn't want to run. But didn't want to ruin everything either. He didn't know what to do anymore. "I..." He put everything down and stood up, looking at Gabe and distancing them.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for confusing you. Honestly, I'm confused myself. And I'm so scared that I'm going to lose you. I want to go further but I don't want to scare you. And I don't want to scare myself. I love you Gabe, but I think I'm forcing myself and you to get back to the way everything was when really... We don't want that. We want a healthier relationship. So don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to." He paused, unable to look at Gabe anymore.

"Tell me when I make you uncomfortable. Tell me when you want more. I... I want more of you. Physically. Emotionally. The only line I know to draw is that I don't want either of us to feel upset over this. I want you. I want you so badly, but when I think I'm getting closer, I feel like I'm pushing you away, and just..." He hugged himself. No. No sadness. No confusion. No panic. Not allowed. No, no, no. Stop. This wasn't meant to go like this. This wasn't meant to be this way.

"...lead me. Tell me how to be. Tell me how to act. I can't... I can't decide for myself. " He breathed. He felt sick. He didn't want to eat anymore.

ArcanaFate · Mar 17, 2020

... Oh.

They were in the same mindset. They wanted more but were afraid of the other's response. It was almost kind of funny, in a way. Definitely needed to add that to the list of things to discuss with a therapist as soon as Gabe found one, but it was amusing. He couldn't help but smile at Yuki, letting out a small laugh as he tried to lock eyes with his boyfriend's.

"Yuki, no. You're not pushing me away. Actually, this was really good. Because I think we both want the same thing. I want you. I want more of you. You read my letter, you know how I've thought about pushing across that line and seeing where it would take us. But I won't do it without your say-so. We're together, which means we decide on what we want together. I'm not going to tell you what to do; I want to hear what you want and I don't want you to ever think I don't."

Gabe moved in closer to Yuki, his smile shifting into more of a smirk. "Yuki, I love you so much. I have missed you these past days. I want to kiss you right now. I really want to kiss you a lot but I won't move another inch closer unless you say you're totally okay with it. " His cheeks were a bit pink, but who cares? This was another breakthrough in their relationship. It was important.

Hope the Bard · Mar 20, 2020

Yuki melted.

"Then kiss me."

He drew closer to Gabe with equal speed.
Waiting.

ArcanaFate · Mar 20, 2020

Gabe took a deep breath and grinned before pulling Yuki in close, sliding one hand around his boyfriend's waist while the other guided their faces together. With careful guidance, Gabe led him around anything that could cause Yuki to trip before pushing him down on the couch. He quickly moved atop of his boyfriend on his hands and knees, admiring his features with a small smile. His soft white hair, the deep purple eyes... they were utterly mesmerizing and he leaned in once more to press their lips together.

He gave a small hum, deepening the kiss as he held the other close. His tongue gently poked at Yuki's lips, wanting entrance to a place that they had yet to explore. Gabe's hands, meanwhile, remained on either side of Yuki's head, effectively keeping the boy pinned underneath as the two made out. Gabe felt his cheeks grow hot but he didn't care. The two wanted more and Gabe was going to take the initiative. They both could choose to stop at any time, but until Yuki said something, he had no intention of stopping.

Hope the Bard · Mar 20, 2020

Yuki hugged Gabe tightly from his position on the couch, adjusting himself to lie under Gabe's embrace and enjoying the warmth. The gentleness. The kindness. He only felt this way for Gabe. Why was it like that, he wondered as Gabe's lips pressed against his. The boy's breath fell on his cheek, warming his heart and his mind. He smiled.

It was an apology. It was a celebration. It was a token of thanks. It was more than words could say. He opened his lips appreciatively and tasted asparagus and fish. And rubber.

Pffft. He couldn't help but laugh at that a little. What had he expected Gabe to taste like? Love? Happiness? Those weren't even flavours. His hands found their way to Gabe's hips and he let them stay there, enjoying their warmth. It was the thousand I like yous that he wanted to say. The million I want yous that his mind kept screaming. The billion I love yous that his heart whispered. Who needed fireworks when the display was right here? He asked himself that, opening his eyes to gaze lovingly at Gabe's soft features.

ArcanaFate · Mar 20, 2020

Gabe's mind raced as Yuki seemed not only to accept the push, but actively wanting to embrace that kiss. He had never thought of the idea of French kissing to be something he'd actually want. It was... a little weird, to be honest. He could practically taste the fancy food that Yuki had ordered earlier on his tongue and he wasn't sure what he was expecting. Although, he wasn't going to complain. Being able to be this close was absolute bliss, even if he felt like his cheeks were getting darker and darker from his flustering. He loved it, he wanted more. He wanted Yuki and he wanted this moment to last forever.

Feeling Yuki's hands slide onto his hips was a nice little surprise. He opened his eyes and pulled away slowly, grinning like a lovesick fool. Which, to be fair, was a rather apt description of Gabe at the moment. He kept his focus on Yuki, peppering the boy's lips with soft kisses and quiet "I love you's" until stopping for a moment. Gabe shifted slightly and moved down, leaning in and pressing his lips gently against Yuki's neck. He waited to gauge Yuki's reaction but kept his lips lingering close. The feeling of the other boy's pulse was almost exhilarating but he wanted to see if that was too far for them or if Yuki had enjoyed the feeling as well.

Hope the Bard · Mar 21, 2020

Yuki's lips pulsed and his heart overflowed as Gabe whispered, over and over: "I love you." He let out a small noise of pleasure as Gabe pressed his lips to Yuki's anew.

They began a gentle rhythm, whispering it to each other over and over and yes, he wanted this. Yes, he liked this. The thought of Gabe drawing on his skin, sucking at his pulse drove his mind crazy. The idea was exhilarating yet terrifying, but he wanted it. He wanted to give Gabe yet another of his firsts. He wanted to give Gabe all of his firsts; all of them that were left to give. He wrapped his arms around the back of his boyfriend's neck and pulled him closer, feeling Gabe's lips press against soft skin.

He wondered if Gabe could smell his lavender scent just as much as Yuki could smell Gabe's floral essence. It was all he could do to mutter a shaky "do it" as he buried his face in Gabe's shoulder with what little strength he had. His body was trembling softly with excitement. How would it feel?

ArcanaFate · Mar 21, 2020

The faint smell of lavender against his nose. The soft noises of passion. The view of his boyfriend pulling himself closer and telling him to keep going. Gabe's head was spinning with passion and nervousness. He had no idea what he was doing; he hadn't ever done this. He'd been very, very lucky up to this point, but now he had to be very careful. Even having his mouth this close was troublesome because he knew what his teeth were like. He knew that they could cause damage. Even with the mouth guard covering them, he couldn't help but fear hurting his boyfriend.

But to hell with it.

Aiming for a lower part of the neck, Gabe leaned in and placed his lips over it. He could feel Yuki's pulse and his face seemed to be on fire. This was such a change but he wanted more. More, more, more. He gently switched between kissing the spot and sucking on the skin, gauging if he was hurting Yuki through the noises he made. He would murmer little apologies at any pained noises, moving down to along Yuki's collarbone to continue this newfound experience. His finger hooked into Yuki's hoodie, shifting it out of the way as needed to continue the path of marks he was committed to making.

Eventually, he'd pull away to gently push Yuki back down to the position they had started in with Gabe over him. Gabe's green eyes were slightly glazed over, his tanned skin flushed. His breaths were heavy but a soft smile graced his features. He quietly sat up, sliding his hands from Yuki's face, down his chest, and stopping at the other boy's waist. His hands resting on the other boy's hips, Gabe couldn't speak but held a look of questioning and sincerity.

Hope the Bard · Mar 21, 2020

Yuki felt too weak to do anything, but it was amazing. His body was wracked with heat, Gabe's lips sending fire everywhere they touched as his breath hitched and he collapsed back on the couch, eyes shut tight. He didn't want Gabe to stop. He didn't want this to end. He kept twitching, unable to control his reactions as he gasped when Gabe went a little deeper.

His eyes were completely clouded over, his gaze hazy and dreamlike when his partner eventually stopped. He felt so warm and oozy. It was like having the blanket taken off of you in the middle of the night - he wanted to return to the warmth and the heat. But he realised that Gabe wanted more. And Yuki wanted more too. He was... Oh wow...

He nodded, eyes filled with an emotion he couldn't quite label but felt so good before he lifted his hoodie to reveal some of his small frame, and...

...It wasn't for a while until they stopped and Yuki lay there, panting softly as he caught his ragged breath. His voice kept coming in small gasps along with his breathing. He felt amazing. What was this buzz? Gabe thankfully straightened out his clothes for him - the snow-haired boy was definitely too weak to fix his appearance himself at this point. He felt even more tired than before, but for the best reason. What even was that session? What had it been? A small part of Yuki was appalled at himself for letting things go that far, but the rest of him was still riding on a high. Besides, Yuki knew deep down that there was a hard line in place; that the two had already agreed not to claim each other's...

Wait. Was Gabe... Was Gabe even a virgin? He couldn't help but wonder. The thought of him possibly not being one made Yuki feel itchy for some reason, but... He was also glad that his possible experience had made him so good at this. It had hurt in places, but being that close to Gabe? Having almost no inhibitions? Letting Gabe make him feel that good? That couldn't have been something done by someone inexperienced, surely...

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