Lochlann was the sort of person who tended to see things as either/or scenarios despite being a creature that existed in the gray areas of life. For example, he understood all too well the doctor's polarization of life and death. He understood, too, not being able to have the self-control to stop.
When Lochlann killed it was automatic, like a reflex. It wasn't that he lost control--he was fully cognizant when it happened--it was just that he wasn't sure how to stop himself. It was like blinking when something came too close to his eyes, or jerking his hand back when it touched a hot surface.
He said, "Then..."
He stopped.
Maybe.
Maybe....
Maybe they could help each other then. Lochlann swallowed. He was looking at the person on the ground, and thus he missed the doctor's sudden stillness and the widening of his eyes.
Lochlann through out his suggestion, in a solid rush of words before he lost the courage to.
"Maybe we could help each other then," Lochlann said. "You can feed on me, and I can stop you before you get too far. Then you won't have to kill."
And neither would I, Lochlann thought.
He was oblivious to the fact that he just made William's own plans to kill him that much easier.
When Lochlann killed it was automatic, like a reflex. It wasn't that he lost control--he was fully cognizant when it happened--it was just that he wasn't sure how to stop himself. It was like blinking when something came too close to his eyes, or jerking his hand back when it touched a hot surface.
He said, "Then..."
He stopped.
Maybe.
Maybe....
Maybe they could help each other then. Lochlann swallowed. He was looking at the person on the ground, and thus he missed the doctor's sudden stillness and the widening of his eyes.
Lochlann through out his suggestion, in a solid rush of words before he lost the courage to.
"Maybe we could help each other then," Lochlann said. "You can feed on me, and I can stop you before you get too far. Then you won't have to kill."
And neither would I, Lochlann thought.
He was oblivious to the fact that he just made William's own plans to kill him that much easier.