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Tom Marvolo Riddle

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[tom=http://i.imgur.com/OxKuqIp.png, #483d8b]Valentine pinched the bridge of his nose at Dorian's laughter, but didn't take his cane off of his shoulder. He walked closer to him once he wasn't running anymore, staring quietly, examining the unfortunately physical reactions. It looked painfully difficult for Dorian to pretend to be casual, like he was in some form of overpowering agony and embarrassment. Honestly, in all his time of fucking with people, he'd never seen something quite like Dorian-- and Val wasn't even doing this shit on purpose.

"Is it 'forgot something in my car' or 'went out to get air'?" Val muttered. He rubbed his eyes and shook it off. "Listen, you went through a fucking bathroom window, Dorian. Has that realization hit you yet? That you, Dorian, did that in real life, to get away from me unnoticed?"

He sighed, letting the cane fall from his shoulder, leaning on it instead. "If you have something to say, could you say it to my face? Was it the mushy shit? I'm sorry. It's probably freaky coming from me, since I've been more of an ice statue for you up until now. You can tell me to water it down. It's been a while since anyone literally fled from me, though, and I'm not really that person anymore." With this behavior, was Dorian… afraid of him? Val never would've expected that, assuming the man to be immune, and this new concept shook him up a bit.

"I'm not sure what to feel if you leave without… That went pretty well, I'd thought. Was I wrong?" He gave Dorian a nervous look of his own. "Because that's a… very strongly negative reaction."[/tom]
 

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The anticipation and initial embarrassment were far, far worse than the actual thing, which he was thankful for. It was bad, but at least it was less bad than he was anticipating. Dorian calmed down by a lot, nervous behavior gone and replaced with a calmer, more calculating silence.

This whole conversation Val picked up was... Valentine wanted him to be honest, but that wasn't going to fly here. He could be, but how would that go over? I've had a massive crush on you since the day I met you? We don't talk outside class, but I'm pretty obsessed anyway? He missed him. He missed him so much it hurt, and he wished it didn't, because he didn't have a right to feel that way at all. Dorian wished he could control the things he felt — fall in love with a nice, well-meaning girl, then pursue his businesses. As it stood, they only served to make things messy and awkward.

As Dorian looked at Val and the nervousness written all over his face, his heart wrenched. Dorian supposed Val would still feel the way if he drove off, but in a rare moment of callousness, he'd be thankful he didn't get to see it. Let Val think he was an insensitive man. It was better than bearing his heart out, and getting it hurt.

"There's nothing wrong with you," he said firmly, but it trailed off at the end. He weighed some words in his mouth, trying to decide how much he really wanted to give. "But I don't think I can do this whole business adviser dynamic because I have some intense feelings for you. It's unprofessional. Gross, I know." He smiled and clapped him on the shoulder. "So... I'll see you around, Val."

He let out a breath he was holding in, then turned around to go inside his car.
 

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[tom=http://i.imgur.com/OxKuqIp.png, #483d8b]Valentine half-crossed his arms, a protective stance. Dorian seemed stable, at least. Val waited patiently for a real explanation, firmly of the opinion that he deserved something, anything, to go off of. Otherwise, it was confusing and a little hurtful. He didn't feel like letting this sour the rest of his day.

As soon as Dorian broke out the it's not you, it's me, beginning, Val's suspicion was at an all time high. That was fucking weird to hear, because when backed into a corner, Dorian usually slipped up and acted stupid. This was more sober. Not to mention, the reassurance was unfamiliarly stubborn. Luckily for Val, he didn't have to be puzzled over it for long. Dorian went on, after a tense pause.

Val blinked, looking down at where his shoulder was clapped. His brain connected everything together, even where his emotions stuttered and didn't manage to. He'd spoken to Dorian's girlfriend, heard stories about certain ways he'd acted, didn't have any room for comical misunderstandings left. He glanced up to the other man as he turned away, frowning at his back, brows furrowed.

He tapped his fingers on his thigh, then took a few steps closer, grabbing the car door and holding it open before Dorian could shut it. His own expression wasn't nervous anymore, softer. "Hey… Don't worry about it. No business is fine, you gave me a lot of quality advice already." Val wasn't in school anymore. Honestly, he couldn't relate to being shy and juvenile in this area. He supposed he'd been those things with Dorian, though-- inappropriate thoughts in class, eyes glittering too much when they had debates, getting so frustrated with him that it'd be impossible not to deduce that he cared about this asshole.

Val looked at Dorian, clearing his throat almost sheepishly, or the closest Valentine Crowther could come to that. "But did you want to get dinner with me sometime, instead?"[/tom]
 

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Dorian was surprised that Valentine handled that... really maturely. Dorian acted like an ass, and he looked even more like a little boy when his antics were met with calm acceptance. He smiled sadly when Val affirmed what he said earlier. So, this was it. Done. Wrapped up. No more Valentine for the rest of his days.

He wasn't expecting a follow up. Dinner? That parting already felt like a stab, and this was just twisting the knife. There was a part of Dorian that wanted to turn Valentine down. If this was the end, they could part at decently amicable terms. Dorian already had three significant others, and if he took on anymore, he was going to drown (he could feel icy waters and Felix's cold body and the car and the looming threat of death).

He loved Valentine so much. He wanted to try. It didn't have to be that serious. They could just try some things out. Valentine was mature, and not only that, he was married. He had bigger people in his life to handle areas he was painfully incompetent in.

"I'm going to assume... you mean, like on a date." He bit his lip a bit and looked away, straight to the wall in front of his car. He rubbed the back of his neck, feeling his face heat up. "L-listen, if you're trying to be nice 'cause I helped you out, you don't have to. I'm not really the type of guy that enjoys pity dates. Honest. But I... I mean, if you're serious... Maybe. Yes?"
 

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[tom=http://i.imgur.com/OxKuqIp.png, #483d8b]This wasn't as complicated to Valentine as it was to Dorian. It was true, he was married, along with focused on his career and living the best life he could now, curse or not. He didn't see this as anything threatening. Getting to know Dorian, being able to touch him-- there wasn't any downside, nor a particular hurry to force it. He let the other consider, leaning on the car door, half expecting to be turned down.

One of his eyebrows went up, though his face was still passive. He smiled, then. "I do mean that. Please. Can you really see me, of all people, handing out pity dates? I don't even allow pity friendships, frankly, so the suggestion is comical. I'm polite, not an extrovert. Good god, I'm too ill for that."

He leveled him with a look, then rubbing his temples and sighing. "You're… ridiculous, Dorian. I'm going to be blunt. If I didn't like you even a little, I wouldn't try to talk to or chase after you in the first place. It'd be a waste of time to get involved with, and not something I'd get emotional towards. You'd be overestimating how much I care about most individuals. I don't, and surely wouldn't have had the same reaction, even to someone I happened to dislike. I feel accomplished helping a majority and acting as a leader, but that isn't really the same."

"I'm not impressed by your fleeing out a bathroom window, but I do still think--" He scrunched his nose up at admitting it, automatically, but continued, "you're very smart, attractive, and that you made school bearable. I've always thought that." Val shrugged. "Yes, I'm serious. If you want to put aside the time, so will I. We can catch up properly and make eyes at each other. It sounds nice to me, if you're up for it."[/tom]
 

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Dorian laughed and scrubbed his face, as if he could wipe the blush off if he tried hard enough somehow. It was true. Val wasn't one for pity. Dorian only ever considered that because he knew he was an asset for business, like he could sponsor CARI, for instance. (He wouldn't, despite the crush. Bad for business.)

When the compliments came up, Dorian looked up at him with a smile. He felt immensely flattered that Valentine argued about his affections, and now this. Dorian stood up, caressed Valentine's cheek, and gave it a small kiss.

"Alright. I get it. I'm convinced." He considered this for a bit, humming. "I'll see you Friday at eight. I'll text you more details?"

With that, he went back into his car. He finally shut the door, but rolled down the window. "And hey... thanks. I'm not going to run away this time, alright?"
 

Tom Marvolo Riddle

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[tom=http://i.imgur.com/OxKuqIp.png, #483d8b]Despite the twist in the road, this meeting had settled back into the 'that went well' category, and Valentine was relieved. He wanted to keep this year on a good note, the right path for once. And he'd gotten what he wanted. A normal, perfectly amicable interaction with Dorian. As they wrapped this up, there weren't any unpleasant surprises left, no awkwardness and strained smiles.

His heartbeat jumped in his throat. It was nice to see Dorian looking at him like this, for once, nothing hostile happening, no Val tearing his own hair out, no denial and distancing. A genuine smile that he was able to witness personally, rather than spotting it directed towards someone else.

When Dorian got out of the car, Val tilted his head, unsure what he was about to do. A kiss on the cheek. His initial thought was 'that isn't enough!', and after so many classes spent daydreaming, it wasn't-- but some things could wait until after dinner. He flushed lightly pink nonetheless, brushing his fingers over the spot that'd been kissed. "As you should be. There's no reason to dance around this, and I can be convincing when I want to. Friday at eight sounds fine. Call me. Call, don't text. I hate texting!"

Val moved away from the car again so Dorian would have the room to leave this time, as opposed to trapping him for any longer. He rested his weight on the cane, drained from having an outburst and starting to feel it. He was going to take his own car back home once Dorian was gone. "You're welcome, and thanks again for the tips, I know I'll be working a lot of them into CARI." He inclined his head to the last point, acknowledging. "Good. Stick around for a while, Crawford." He smiled. "Dorian."

Finally, finally, Val waved him off. "Friday at eight, that's a promise. Drive safe, you fucking nerd!"[/tom]