“I don’t know…” Liliana said, “Samhain is such a difficult time for me, and others like me. I see the dead almost anywhere right now, the veil is so low, soon it will be almost gone …” she confided, “and while most spirits are good and mean no harm, there are others that scare me...” she admitted as she and Bel walked slowly towards the bonfire.
The two girls had met in the dorm hallways earlier, struck up a conversation of sorts that turned quickly to love, life and the dead and dying (a rather weird conversation for two strangers) and had decided to go and check out the Bonfire together.
“Samhain has almost always been a hard time for me too,” Bel admitted as she retied her long blond hair in a high ponytail, “I mean, I bitch and complain, and am generally unpleasant at times, even telling others to f-off and that I hate Samhain,” she told Liliana, relieved that she could be truthful with somebody, “Truth is I actually love it, the whole symbolism, festivities, the bonfires, all that. How could I not? I am a Celtic goddess, any celebration for the others is also an acknowledgment of myself.” she admitted as they neared the beach.
“So, you feel guilty admitting you like it?” Liliana asked.
“No, not guilty, it’s a bit more complicated than that… “ Bel admitted, “You ever taken a soul across and envied the love and life it lived? Hoping that you could have a life so well lived and be so loved?” Bel asked curiously.
“Yes, a few times now…” Liliana replied, kind of knowing what Bel was hinting at, “A few souls, older reincarnated souls especially, they’re the ones that are aware and you can feel that love and kindness emanating from them…”
Bel nodded, “In a way, I feel the same. Everybody loves Samhain, he doesn’t need to try, the love and adoration are there. People haven’t ever stopped loving the mystery of the festival despite the passage of time,” she explained calmly as they stepped onto the beach, each girl removing their shoes.
“Hell, even me, the goddess Beltane, likes Samhain, despite the fact it saps me of my god abilities… although I will rarely, if ever, admit that to anyone,” she told Liliana glancing at her sideways and grinned.
Chuckling at Bel's revelation, Liliana could easily understand her and how she felt.
"Hey, speaking of festive things.. I hear there are soul cakes, pumpkin bread, and candied apples, oh and cider, hot cider… Shall we try some?” Liliana asked Bel.
“Gods yes, I love candied apples, and hot apple cider with cinnamon,” Bel replied excitedly.
“Great, so do I.” Liliana said grinned, grabbing Bel’s arm in hers, “There’s a booth over there, I think, let’s check it out.”
(Open for interaction with one or both girls. : ) )