Ardos felt the small shock when he made the mistake of reaching out to touch the baby, shaking his hand a little to get rid of the static ringing on his fingers. Was this going to be a recurring thing? They need to do something about that. Ardos didn't mind it, but he had a feeling Amphy wouldn't be able to cope as well.
As soon as he got Amphy to the bed, he was planning on leaving with the baby in tow to make pancakes... but instead he felt Amphy wrap his arms around his neck and legs around his waist.
Ardos felt his throat go dry.
His heart was threatening to break out of his chest with how fast it was beating.
He shouldn't —
He couldn't —
He wasn't allowed —
Every rational part of his brain was telling him that getting comfortable was a mistake. Amphy wasn't in any way his, and common sense dictated that the proper thing to do would be to gently extract himself from his hug even at the risk of waking up and potentially embarrassing Amphy.
Ardos wasn't a rational person. The majority of him loved this, loved Amphy's warmth against his and the baby curled up on his lap — and he hated that he loved it, because he had no right to enjoy this as much as he did. He pressed a small kiss on Amphy's head, and then he felt a painful amount of longing twisting in his chest for wanting someone he shouldn't. He pulled the baby between them and cuddled them both, waiting until either Amphy woke up by himself or Zen came in demanding breakfast.
As soon as he got Amphy to the bed, he was planning on leaving with the baby in tow to make pancakes... but instead he felt Amphy wrap his arms around his neck and legs around his waist.
Ardos felt his throat go dry.
His heart was threatening to break out of his chest with how fast it was beating.
He shouldn't —
He couldn't —
He wasn't allowed —
Every rational part of his brain was telling him that getting comfortable was a mistake. Amphy wasn't in any way his, and common sense dictated that the proper thing to do would be to gently extract himself from his hug even at the risk of waking up and potentially embarrassing Amphy.
Ardos wasn't a rational person. The majority of him loved this, loved Amphy's warmth against his and the baby curled up on his lap — and he hated that he loved it, because he had no right to enjoy this as much as he did. He pressed a small kiss on Amphy's head, and then he felt a painful amount of longing twisting in his chest for wanting someone he shouldn't. He pulled the baby between them and cuddled them both, waiting until either Amphy woke up by himself or Zen came in demanding breakfast.