Never in her life did she feel so guilty for lying. What the hell. It made no sense. Actually ever since she met him, things have gone the complete opposite! She now had a relationship, she was doubting Specter and that six-digit pay, and now she was considering something she hadn’t before; A normal life. A normal life with Jacob where she didn’t mind going out on dates with him or stopping by the academy just to drop him off some bloody lunch. She was thinking about these things so much…But how could she do all of that and continue to do what she did? She had mingled with so many bad people in the past; dangerous people that could possibly throw Jacob’s life into chaos if she didn’t stroke her client’s ego and that was the last thing she wanted happening. No, what felt worse was the possibility of Jacob never wanting to speak to her again.
Maybe she was just being overly-dramatic about this, but there was a solid reason why; she didn’t want to lose him. He wasn’t stupid; eventually he’d find out and most likely that would be a deal breaker…
Oh, she was spacing out again.
His gaze snapped her out of her daze and she smiled. How sweet of him to ask about her well-being. â€ÂFeelin’ amazing thanks to you~†She sat down beside him and enjoyed her own mug of coffee. He had the really good stuff. It calmed her nerves just a little. â€ÂOy’ was thinkin’ maybe if you didn’ hav’ anythin’ to do, we could go to the park tomorrow…Oy’ hear it’s a realleh noice place to visit.â€Â
Maybe she was just being overly-dramatic about this, but there was a solid reason why; she didn’t want to lose him. He wasn’t stupid; eventually he’d find out and most likely that would be a deal breaker…
Oh, she was spacing out again.
His gaze snapped her out of her daze and she smiled. How sweet of him to ask about her well-being. â€ÂFeelin’ amazing thanks to you~†She sat down beside him and enjoyed her own mug of coffee. He had the really good stuff. It calmed her nerves just a little. â€ÂOy’ was thinkin’ maybe if you didn’ hav’ anythin’ to do, we could go to the park tomorrow…Oy’ hear it’s a realleh noice place to visit.â€Â