"That stuff I made you steal? Didn't need it. Didn't sell it. Didn't use it. Just thought it would be fun to see if I could get the first person I saw that night to help me steal."
Part of Eliana realized she might be trying to get him off this path of destruction. She was not a good person to care for. Not really. What she told him wasn't beautiful lies. They didn't suggest any hidden meaning. They were truth, and when Eliana had to hear the truth about herself, her life sounded a lot less glamourous.
Sometimes she wondered if she were a good person, in moments of truth with herself, she could wholeheartedly state that she was not. Any goodness she could have been was drowned by her selfishness.
She didn't open her eyes. Not once.
Part of Eliana realized she might be trying to get him off this path of destruction. She was not a good person to care for. Not really. What she told him wasn't beautiful lies. They didn't suggest any hidden meaning. They were truth, and when Eliana had to hear the truth about herself, her life sounded a lot less glamourous.
Sometimes she wondered if she were a good person, in moments of truth with herself, she could wholeheartedly state that she was not. Any goodness she could have been was drowned by her selfishness.
She didn't open her eyes. Not once.