Did he feel satisfied about his current position? It was obviously no. Vito wanted power, not for the sake of having it, but because he knew his higher-ups were bumbling idiots and he could do so much better. He thought of a way to phrase this without Klaus mistaking him for arrogant.
"Ideally? By your side, so I can see the system from the top. Right now, it's hard working with what I have because I have to keep my superiors' bullshit from affecting my people." He paused. "That would be ridiculous, of course, but I want to be somewhere that sees the official documentations and goes to attend official meetings. A lot of people at the top don't know the conditions of the bottom, so sometimes they send out memos that just aren't doable."
Thinking his declaration finally got to him, Vito got ready to leave. It was too awkward in the room now. Klaus' eyes bore into him. He didn't anticipate what he was going to say next, he knew it was too much —
"I've fallen in love with you."
Vito froze. The aura and desperation did nothing in holding himself back. His face was burning with embarrassment and something else. Klaus, Klaus was the one thing that could reduce him in this state. He wasn't an important person, just a young man with integrity. He couldn't resist this. Shouldn't be expected to. He wanted to run. He couldn't handle staying in the same place.
When he told Klaus he would do anything for him, he didn't mean it in accordance to his wanting. He'd do anything Klaus needed, and he didn't need a man like him as a lover. Too intense and too controlling, they said, but somehow still boring, dry, unexciting. To add insult to injury, he had a face only a mother could love.
It would be rude to leave right then. He supposed he owed him an explanation. "I didn't reject you because I wasn't interested. I rejected you because I have nothing to offer you as a lover. I don't have money, I don't have looks, and I don't have much of a personality. All I can give you is my service and my loyalty, and you already have it." He paused. "I know. I know you're easily impressed with people, and I went beyond what's expected of an employee, but that's not up to my standards. If I can't give you everything you deserve, then I won't be able to live with myself."
"Ideally? By your side, so I can see the system from the top. Right now, it's hard working with what I have because I have to keep my superiors' bullshit from affecting my people." He paused. "That would be ridiculous, of course, but I want to be somewhere that sees the official documentations and goes to attend official meetings. A lot of people at the top don't know the conditions of the bottom, so sometimes they send out memos that just aren't doable."
Thinking his declaration finally got to him, Vito got ready to leave. It was too awkward in the room now. Klaus' eyes bore into him. He didn't anticipate what he was going to say next, he knew it was too much —
"I've fallen in love with you."
Vito froze. The aura and desperation did nothing in holding himself back. His face was burning with embarrassment and something else. Klaus, Klaus was the one thing that could reduce him in this state. He wasn't an important person, just a young man with integrity. He couldn't resist this. Shouldn't be expected to. He wanted to run. He couldn't handle staying in the same place.
When he told Klaus he would do anything for him, he didn't mean it in accordance to his wanting. He'd do anything Klaus needed, and he didn't need a man like him as a lover. Too intense and too controlling, they said, but somehow still boring, dry, unexciting. To add insult to injury, he had a face only a mother could love.
It would be rude to leave right then. He supposed he owed him an explanation. "I didn't reject you because I wasn't interested. I rejected you because I have nothing to offer you as a lover. I don't have money, I don't have looks, and I don't have much of a personality. All I can give you is my service and my loyalty, and you already have it." He paused. "I know. I know you're easily impressed with people, and I went beyond what's expected of an employee, but that's not up to my standards. If I can't give you everything you deserve, then I won't be able to live with myself."