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Melanie let Lochlann carry her books to his table, pulling out one of the seats and settling down. Her face was placid, perhaps bored looking, but deep in thought as she considered the implications of what he was telling her, like a scientist measuring small quantities of cobalt and mixing together a concoction. It was just in her nature. She was a witch, she'd always been a witch. Coldly and calculatingly measuring everything around her was just how she had to do things.

"It sounds like you want more control over your subconscious, like a..." she gestures in circles somewhat vaguely. "Lucid dream, but stronger."

Then, there was the matter of the other person in the place he planned to go. Looking at his face she surmised that it was a place he didn't want her to know about. Perhaps he didn't want her thinking certain things about him, like potentially incriminating things. She found herself wondering if he was going to be murdering someone.

She shook her head. She needed to stop immediately jumping to conclusions of murder every time someone is vaguely suspicious. Blame it on the CSI.

Melanie gave a thoughtful nod. "Well, I'm pleased to be able to tell you that it's definitely possible for you to exercise some control over your dreams. Perhaps it'll be harder to get good enough at it to resist manipulations, but you can get it."
 

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She gestured in circles and Lochlann cocked his head to the side.

'What's a lucid dream?" he asked. His English had improved tenfolds since coming to the academy but occasionally, there were phrases that he didn't fully understand. His mind struggled to break apart lucid, which sounded a little bit like loony, so he could surmise it had something to do with the mind. Since it was talking about dreams which took place in the head, it made sense, but she said the phrase in a way that suggested there was more meaning to it than the definition, be what it may.

Melanie's thoughtful nod and suggestion that he could gain control was probably the best news Lochlann had received all week. he perked up considerably, leaning forward in interest. The apparent age difference made no difference. He had all the attention of an interested pupil.

"I'm okay with hard," he said, and for the first time in his life Lochlann said it 100% free f innuendo. "Although I am a bit of a bitch when I'm frustrated. Someone told me I should spend more time trying to clear my mind, but I dont know if that would help with dreaming?"
 

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"Ah. A lucid dream is a dream that you can control. Your brain is still your brain--it doesn't go completely off the rails when you start dreaming. So once you realize a dream is, in fact, a dream, you can begin exercising some amount of control over the elements in it." Melanie explained making small, simple gestures with her hands as she explained the science behind it. She found it uniquely interesting as a being whose whole existence revolved around people not being able to understand or control their subconscious mind or what they were afraid of.

Looking at Lochlann, someone who she was beginning to see wasn't completely able to control his own mind, trying to become someone who could resist dream control was interesting. She wondered if she could convince him to let her use him for a series of tests. After all, it sounded like her powers would be extremely similar to whoever he was going to, so it might be worthwhile to hear his thoughts on exactly how it felt to have his dreams manipulated and to go off from there.

"So, for your dream walking friend, and the person who can manipulate your dreams, if you can exercise more control over your dreams, it'll probably solve your problems." She took one of the books out from the bottom of her part of the stack. 1001 Fears Everyone Has. "I mean, as long as its just dreams. Dreams are easy."
 

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When Melanie explained this, Lochlann nodded, storing the information in his head. After a moment, he pulled a small notebook out of the pile and jotted this down. He liked the sound of this. he liked the word control. it made him feel less....whatever he'd been feeling. Apprehensive. Nervousness. pre-game jitters.

"okay, that makes a lot of sense," Lochlann said.

He decided to share some of his thoughts on the whole experience.

"We were supposed to be looking for information in my own head," he started. "Only when we actually got in there it uhh....it spiraled. I couldn't stop one thing from blending into the next. It kept showing things I didn't want to see. I mean, we found it, but we also saw a bunch of stuff that didn't really need to come up."

He was making notes about lucid dreaming, controlling his dreams, and resisting control in his book.

"How do you start lucid dreaming? he asked her. "Have you lucid dreamed?"
 

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Melanie's eyes were glued to her book, but it was clear that she was listening by the way she would nod her head whenever his sentence punctuated. The feeling of your own dreams spiraling out of control. Feeling helpless, and unable to stop what your mind was conjuring up even though they were your memories, created by you and from your experiences. Accidentally baring parts of yourself you didn't want others to see, and the potential feelings of vulnerability that could come from someone knowing your secrets that your never meant to share.

It sounded like the most perfect test case she'd ever heard. But she kept a level tone. It'd be weird if she got too excited by the prospect of this guy uncontrollable subconscious. Perhaps if it was bad enough, even she would be able to do it. She'd definitely have to ask him if that was okay.

At the question of lucid dreaming, she looked up, her hand on her chin as she thought. "Hmm.... most people start by giving themselves a signal. For example, some people think 'if i see a big red ball in my dream, then I know I'm dreaming." She touched her pointer finger to her temple to illustrate. "And then its a matter of getting your brain to conjure that image while you sleep, and from there, lucid dreaming is more or less as easy as... thinking about what you want to have in your dream."
 

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Lochlann nodded, and then jotted that down into his notes.

“So I just think really, really hard before I go to sleep?” he asked.

Usually, he thought about what he didn’t want to see in his dreams. He never thought about what he did want to see. His did this thing with his mouth where the side lifted like he was going to say something, changed his mind, but still had the taste of the words in his mouth.

“So I can imagine anything I want in my dream, but does that mean I can imagine things…..out of my dreams?” Lochlann said. He chewed on the inside of his cheek. He’d been doing it a lot over the last few days and the skin was starting to get jagged, which of course, made it more tempting to chew on.

“I don’t know if it would help if I give an example, so bear with me here,” Lochlann said. “Okay so, I dream about…swimming a lot. It’s something that I enjoy. It’s something that relaxes me. Only sometimes the dream switches over to drowning, and I can’t back up to the relaxing part after the drowning part,” he said.

Of course Lochlann neglected to mention that he wasn’t the one drowning.
 

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Melanie listened, resting her chin on her hand as she thought pensively. "Yes, I suppose you could will things out of your dreams. Most people don't realize they're sleeping until they almost wake up, which is too late to do anything about your dreams."

She hummed and closed her book, looking at Lochlann. She supposed to someone else that he would look very handsome, but her fear senses were telling her that there was something that he wasn't quite being honest about. She twigged on that his fears were tied to water and his relationship to it, but what exactly that relationship was was alien to her. Did he fear drowning? Or did he fear water itself? Maybe he feared something that was in the water?

Ugh. Nothing made sense.

"Ah, yes. As... well, not... humans, but... you know what I mean." She gestured vaguely before moving on with her thought. "Its hard for our brains to move on without completing a task. Its easy for it to get stuck into a spiral if we leave our minds to wander. Lucid dreaming can allow you do.... 'kick' your mind out of that rutt, if you understand me."
 

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Lochlann was surprised that he was excited to hear what Melanie was telling him. he nodded and jotted this down, too, into his notebook.

"Yeah," Lochlann agreed. "I don't think I really know i'm asleep until I'm awake again."

And sometimes he wasn't sure he was actually awake.

When she pointed out the humans but not but he knew what she meant part, Lochlann did know what she meant. he wondered if it was bad that he wasn't forthright with her, but Lochlann was so used to pretending to be human that it wasn't in his nature to confirm or deny what he was.

"I do understand, or at least, I'd like to think I do," Lochlann said. He asked to clarify that they were on the same page, "It's like when you have a song stuck in your head--because brains like patterns, so it will play part of it over and over again?"

He wondered if it was okay to ask her a question, but he realized he wouldn't know if it was okay until he at least, well, asked.

"Is it, uh, okay if I ask you a question about being a nightmare?" he asked, and then he added, "It's okay if it's not okay. I just didn't want to ask and then have to stick my fist in my mouth."

Foot.

The phrase Lochlann was looking for was foot in the mouth.
 
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