The days and weeks that followed that eye-opening evening in the park were a mixed bag. Jacob had made it clear--or mostly clear--that the feelings of love were mutual between them, and that he would do whatever was necessary to maintain what they had even in light of... job as a hitman. Logically, it worked out for the better. Lenn's feelings were genuine, and Jacob believed a person's past should not completely overshadow their present or future lives, especially when they were being so honest. Her being a killer-for-hire seemed to have nothing to do with the woman he knew, and was easily swept under the rug.
However, there was always that nagging question in the back of his head, the tiny itch of curiosity and possible-suspicion that sunk many a relationship. She may have been honest with her feelings, but being a hitman did not leave a person untouched, right? Killing was a HUGE deal when it came to the human psyche. No one was immune from what it did to a mind. So, what could it have possibly done to Lenn? Was she changed ever so slightly in a way that even she did not notice? Jacob had to know. But he also did not.
So life went on between them as normal. Jacob still smiled and hung out with Lenn, went on dates, and slept with her. Sometimes he even forgot that she was a hitman. But those moments of bliss were quickly followed by the urge to question, usually when he was alone again. But how was he supposed to ask? If the big secret was an ex-boyfriend, that was mildly easy to slip into a conversation. This was far from easy. So the urge to question slowly snowballed as he felt guilty about now following up on his promise to understand.
It weighed on him even as he finished up practicing with his sword out in the sports field again. It was the first instance of him being so distracted that it interfered with his calm, meditative state that let him access his abilities. Eventually he had to stop and pack things up for the day. Students were filing onto the field to being their after school sports clubs. That was when Lenn's ringtone came over his phone, a ringtone many students had heard before when she called up to talk.
"Sounds like your trophy girlfriend is buggin' you again, Mr. Cunningham."
A few of his students had taken notice of him dating a younger woman, and hassled him about it. Jacob easily shrugged off the jibes.
"Whatever. I'm getting regularly laid with a lingerie model. You can't even hurt my feelings."
That shut the kid up quick, and he raised the phone to his ear.
"Hello there, honey! What's going on?"
However, there was always that nagging question in the back of his head, the tiny itch of curiosity and possible-suspicion that sunk many a relationship. She may have been honest with her feelings, but being a hitman did not leave a person untouched, right? Killing was a HUGE deal when it came to the human psyche. No one was immune from what it did to a mind. So, what could it have possibly done to Lenn? Was she changed ever so slightly in a way that even she did not notice? Jacob had to know. But he also did not.
So life went on between them as normal. Jacob still smiled and hung out with Lenn, went on dates, and slept with her. Sometimes he even forgot that she was a hitman. But those moments of bliss were quickly followed by the urge to question, usually when he was alone again. But how was he supposed to ask? If the big secret was an ex-boyfriend, that was mildly easy to slip into a conversation. This was far from easy. So the urge to question slowly snowballed as he felt guilty about now following up on his promise to understand.
It weighed on him even as he finished up practicing with his sword out in the sports field again. It was the first instance of him being so distracted that it interfered with his calm, meditative state that let him access his abilities. Eventually he had to stop and pack things up for the day. Students were filing onto the field to being their after school sports clubs. That was when Lenn's ringtone came over his phone, a ringtone many students had heard before when she called up to talk.
"Sounds like your trophy girlfriend is buggin' you again, Mr. Cunningham."
A few of his students had taken notice of him dating a younger woman, and hassled him about it. Jacob easily shrugged off the jibes.
"Whatever. I'm getting regularly laid with a lingerie model. You can't even hurt my feelings."
That shut the kid up quick, and he raised the phone to his ear.
"Hello there, honey! What's going on?"