Agatha seemed a bit relieved to at least see that Hazel considered this kind of magic badly...That hasnt always been the case.
"I know...I wanted nothing to do with it. But my friends...The was nothing I could do to prevent them from making pacts. They felt like they were doing the right thing. That those elder gods would protect them against other elder gods and that they would save those they cared about. In the end it only brought their demise...And I had to follow into their madness to try to save them."
The shadow of an horrible past flickered on her face for a few seconds. She was remembering how awfull it was.
"One by one, they changed them, they became greedy, with no value for human life, only the goal...Soon they became less than human and dragged everyone with them..."
She realised how she was now ranting to herself and lowered her head.
"...I'm sorry if I'm rambling, I'm just exhausted."
She offered Hazel a weak smile
"You know...I have always wanted it to be this easy...I...Dreamed of magic since I was a little girl. But right now...I have a hard time believing this power is free...What I mostly learned about those who dont weild it however, is that they are at the complete mercy of those who have..." She looked depressed "And the more they have power, the less they see you as a human being, and more like a liability."
"I know...I wanted nothing to do with it. But my friends...The was nothing I could do to prevent them from making pacts. They felt like they were doing the right thing. That those elder gods would protect them against other elder gods and that they would save those they cared about. In the end it only brought their demise...And I had to follow into their madness to try to save them."
The shadow of an horrible past flickered on her face for a few seconds. She was remembering how awfull it was.
"One by one, they changed them, they became greedy, with no value for human life, only the goal...Soon they became less than human and dragged everyone with them..."
She realised how she was now ranting to herself and lowered her head.
"...I'm sorry if I'm rambling, I'm just exhausted."
She offered Hazel a weak smile
"You know...I have always wanted it to be this easy...I...Dreamed of magic since I was a little girl. But right now...I have a hard time believing this power is free...What I mostly learned about those who dont weild it however, is that they are at the complete mercy of those who have..." She looked depressed "And the more they have power, the less they see you as a human being, and more like a liability."