Private Finished The Cape Of Secrets

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Eve just stood for a second before following Jake, looking at his back. Eve was afraid that Jake would distance and close himself off now, because of Eve. This was why Eve normally avoided close relationships with people. His...condition made them stand on their toes and eventually distance themselves. Eve usually let it happen, but now he didn't want to. Not with Jake.
Eve started swimming after Jake, leisurely. His intention was not to catch up to Jake so he took his time.

At the shore Eve did something that surprised even himself; he didn't put on his pants. Eve emerged from the sea and let his scars be in full-view. If Jake hadn't seen them before he sure did now. And it was okay. Eve was sure Jake had scars too, outside or inside or both.
Eve shook his head like a dog and almost immediately his hair tried to return to their original mess. He took off his tank top, soaking wet, and tried to squeeze some water off. After these rituals Eve was like Jake, just in his swimming trunks.

Eve turned to look at Jake, who was sitting against the rockface. Eve went to join him and sat next to him, about a meter away to give him space. Eve didn't pull his legs against his chest but kept them straight before himself, resting against the sand. Eve couldn't tell if it was hot or not.
"Six years ago..."
Eve began carefully, tracing his finger along one of his scars. The burns weren't the only ones, Eve had many small ones. But they were so small and faded they could barely be seen. But these burns, they would never disappear. They would always remind Eve of who he had been, what he had survived. Sometimes it made him stronger. And sometimes weaker. Now it made him sure.
"I found this cape then. I was a different person, and this place was a good place to come and forget. During those times I pushed everyone away, and never even dreamed I'd be able to open my heart enough to show this place to someone. Jake..."
Eve turned his head slightly to look at Jake and small gentle smile lit up his face.
"You being here has more meaning to me than you think. That scene earlier too would never have happened if you weren't my friend, if I didn't care for you. So, thank you. For making me care."
 

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Jake watched as Eve emerged out of the water, his hair swishing from side to side. Theburns on his legs were fully visible now and it filled Jake with even more heartache towards his friend. He was sorry that anyone should have to endure such feats. As he sat down beside him, Jake just looked out into the distance without saying anything. He didn't know what to say. Most of the time, it was hard to shut him up but now, no words seemed right.

As Eve spoke, he felt... honoured? It meant a lot to him that out of everyone in the word, he was the one to make someone feel that way. For someone to let him in to their life in such a way that they haven't felt they could with anyone else. The more he got to know Eve, the more he wished he had met him sooner. Maybe then he could have made a difference. Now, he felt useless. Again, unsure of what to say, he just listened.

He felt as though, since Eve was making the effort to open up to him, maybe he should to. Jake opened his mouth a couple of times before closing it, hesitant to let words leave his lips. Turning to Eve, he finally spoke. "I'm..." his voice faultered as he struggled to allow those words to leave his lips for the first time. After a moments pause, he stood up, turned around and punched the cliff face, a short yell escaping as shards of rock shooting outwards. He was infuriated. Why couldn't he just say it? He knew Eve was like him and yet he still couldn't allow himself to tell him. Jake kept his eyes at the wall as he controlled his breathing. He couldn't turn to face Eve; to look him in the eyes. "I'm gay."
 

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Eve wasn't exactly waiting for a reaction, he had just...wanted to explain. Wanted to tell Jake that he was appreciated, that Eve cared. Only a few people had ever told that to Eve, but he knew it had a really big effect. Eve wanted to give Jake some peace of mind, even if it was just a little. Who knew, maybe Eve's presence wasn't big enough to affect Jake's peace of mind. That was also okay. After all, this was all just Eve's selfishness.

It seemed like Jake did want to say something, and Eve looked at him as he seemed to struggle to say something. Eve became a little worried, was something wrong? Had Eve's words made Jake uncomfortable? Eve wanted to apologize and almost opened his mouth to do so. But then Jake turned to him and was able to speak, only one word bit it was something. Eve patiently waited for Jake to finish, still worried. What was this thing that caused Jake so much distress?

When Jake suddenly stood up and punched the cliff face Eve quickly stood up too, surprise in his eyes. The punch had been strong enough to break the rock. Immediately he looked at Jake's hand and he did indeed see it was hurt. A small cold flame instinctively flared next to Eve's head but he didn't approach Jake, not yet. He still seemed to be struggling. And then he was finally able to say the words that had pained his mind.
"I'm gay."

Eve's first reaction was a big mix of emotions that didn't show on his face. Surprise, confusion, irritation, joy, sadness. But on the top stood concern. Concern for Jake's hand, concern for his mental state, concern for why it distressed him so much to say his sexuality. To admit it.
Eve stood still and silent for a short second, not knowing what to do. Wrong kind of reaction would probably hurt Jake deeply, and Eve would never forgive himself for that. Finally, after a few seconds, Eve exhaled a bit and looked at Jake.
"Thank you for telling me Jake. I'm honoured you thought I was worthy of knowing this."
Eve's tone was quiet and gentle, but serious. This was a serious matter for Jake so Eve would also take it seriously.
 

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Jake continued to look forwards at the rock face whilst Eve talked. He knew that his sexuality wouldn't have mattered to Eve; he himself was also gay. Despite it, he still struggled to let him know. Now that he had finally said it himself, it just felt... wrong. No matter what anyone said, the whole concept just made him feel like an outcast, a disappointment. No, he had to stop thinking that way. Plenty of people on the island were gay and it was perfectly acceptable. Jake knew it to be true yet there was still a war waging inside himself.

His stomach writhed as he turned to face Eve. Only then did he notice the pain searing on his knuckles. He looked down, flexing his fingers one by one, blood trailing down one of them. The pain didn't bother him. At least, not the physical pain. The harm done to himself: he could endure. It would subside and eventually heal. It was the hidden scars that burdened him more.

Eve's words were comforting. The fact that he also felt honoured by the fact that Jake had opened up to him mad early him feel a little better. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. You've been so honest with me and...." His voice was small and uneasy. His eyes still couldn't meet his friend's, a furrowed brow on his face. Jake now felt a sense of guilt that he hasn't really told Eve much about himself despite him sharing his past. A sigh left his lips as he raised his gaze to meet Eve's, his head still lowered.
 

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Eve could see that Jake was still pained, and that pain resonated in him. Eve had never really struggled with his sexuality, it had just been one part of him. His problems at the time had been far greater and the sexuality had just slipped by in the chaos. But Eve understood it could be painful for many. It was painful for Jake. The reasons didn't matter, not at the moment. All that mattered was that Eve was going to do all in his power to help Jake accept that side of himself, or at least make him feel better about it.

When Jake turned to face Eve he took a small step closer, only a small one. He didn't want to corner Jake. But when Jake looked down and flexed his fingers Eve brought forward his cold flame.
"Let me help. We need to cool it down."
Eve said carefully and enveloped Jake's hand in his flame. It would feel like ice and cool the wound. Hopefully it would ease the pain. At least the physical.

Eve didn't get hurt that Jake couldn't meet his eyes, it was understandable. Eve wasn't smiling but the expression in his eyes was that of understanding and acceptance.
When Jake spoke Eve shook his head a bit.
"I tell you things because I wish for you to understand me, who I am. It's selfishness from my part. I do not expect anything in return. But I am grateful for any small part of you you show me."
When Jake lifted his gaze to Eve's eyes he smiled a little.
"I am repeating myself, but I care about you. So I will support you Jake. Because that is what friends are for. Because I want to."
 

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Cold. Cold but soothing. The flame seemed to ease the pain as its tongues licked around his knuckles. It was nice and though he didn't want to admit it, it was better than the pain. Growing up, he felt like he had to project the image that he was tough, that pain didn't phase him. Otherwise, he would end up in more pain. Perhaps that was just one of the many burdens he carried with him from his past. Jake felt the need to pretend to fit in more.

But this was different. He smiled gently as he looked up at Eve. "Thank you." It was not just for easing the pain. His words had more depth than some may have realised. He watched as the light danced around his fingers, the red and orange writhing in between them. What Eve could do really was amazing. Not to mention, pretty nice to look at.

A thanks wanted to leave his mouth again after Eve spoke. It truly meant a great deal to hear someone say that to him, to know that someone finally had his back. He knew that his friends did, even though they didn't outright say it. However, this was different. It meant something more to him. But what? Eve was a friend like any other but it meant more that he had said it. Not wanting to repeat himself, he just looked with a smile. A hug was maybe too much since he remembered Eve felt awkward with physical contact sometimes; much like himself. The previous hug was meant to comfort Eve. Now, he just looked on with a grateful smile.
 

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The flames Eve projected from himself were his very soul. Normally that fact didn't faze Eve, they were just flames among the rest that he could control. But now, when a small part of Eve's soul was wrapped around Jake's wounded hand he felt strangely embarrassed. It was somehow intimate, to use his own soul to soothe Jake's pain. The more Eve thought about it the more flustered he became. But he didn't let it rise to the surface, not in this situation. So Eve kept his face calm through sheer willpower. But when Jake thanked Eve and watched his flame, his soul, dance around his hand Eve couldn't help but let a small blush creep on his cheeks. He answered Jake's gentle smile with his own.
"It is quite alright. I am happy I can help you."

Eve stood firm and brave under Jake's gaze, although it near drove him crazy. Naturally Eve didn't let it show on his face and the small blush on his cheeks could very well be mistaken as a sunburn. Jake didn't know Eve couldn't get sunburned.
But after a while of silence Eve had to supress the need to squirm. So Eve looked at Jake's hand briefly, the swelling wasn't that bad.
"I have some disinfectant and bandages in my bag. I shall get them."
Eve turned away and went to his bag, still under the shadow of the cliff. In the shadow while crouching down to dig in his bag Eve let his cheeks get completely flushed. But only for a second.

Eve returned to Jake with some spray-on disinfectant and bandages. He sent a small smile at Jake before sitting down again, setting the bandages on his leg. Didn't want any sand getting on them.
"Would you like to apply the disinfectant yourself? I can bandage your hand in turn, I am quite skilled at it."
 

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"Do you just happen to carry that around with you?" Jake was starting to return back to his normal self. Hopefully, it was not something that they needed to mention again - it was not a topic he enjoyed. The secret was carried by him, and him alone, for many years and now that people knew, it felt like that part of himself that was his own was now a part of everyone he knew. It was no longer his own little secret and he still did not like the idea of that. It wasn't just his to hold on to anymore.

Either Eve was just well-prepared, a lot clumsier than Jake initially thought or he foresaw that Jake was likely to hurt himself yet again. He wasn't too sure on which one was the most liable. Smiling, he took the disinfectant from Eve. "Thanks. I think I can manage to do this right, at least." After shaking the can, Jake took off the lid and applied its contents to the area where the skin had been broken. There was a slight tingle sensation where the spray met wound.

Jake didn't quite like the thought that someone else was going to baby him over a small graze; he could probably put the bandage on himself. However, it was probably for the best that Eve took over. It would probably only go wrong for him. Putting the lid back on the cannister, he moved closer to Eve. "It really doesn't need this much fuss. It's barely a scratch."
 

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Eve smiled slightly when spoke again, and he also felt like he was returning to normal. Eve was glad Jake felt comfortable enough to do so, he didn't want to ruin his mood.
"Usually yes. I may be tough but when I run alone I get distracted easily, and accidents happen."
Eve shrugged and seemed a bit embarrassed.

Eve waited for Jake to apply the disinfectant, trying not to frown at the self-degrading joke. Eve understood self-degrading humour though he himself did not use it. But it took quite a lot from Eve not to start listing what things including disinfecting his own hand Jake could do right.
After he was done Jake moved closer to Eve. The situation had distracted Eve from the fact that they were both shirtless and even now he was concentrated on Jake's hand. Eve unraveled some of the bandage and started wrapping it around Jake's hand. His hold on Jake's hand was gentle and Eve applied the bandage like he was really used to it.
"I suppose I am fussing. Forgive me. Physical wounds make me restless."
Especially when it's you.
But Eve couldn't say that. Besides, Eve was sure Jake was even more wounded inside than outside.
 

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Contempt began to slowly return to his striking eyes as the curls of his mouth grew also. He understood completely why Eve felt the need to carry medical supplies since Jake was accident prone himself. In fact, it would probably have been wise for Jake to start doing the same thing. Unfortunately, wise ideas rarely crossed his mind. "I get ya. That's a pretty good idea."

Jake raised his arm to make it easier for Eve to apply the bandages, wrapping it around and around until his knuckles were surely protected. He shoved his other hand into his pocket, unsure of what to do with it. The idea of having no clothes over his torso was making him uncomfortable but just putting the one arm across himself would look stupid so he just played it cool. "Cheers," Jake said once Eve had finished, moving both of his arms to cross them in front of himself. "Don't worry about it. I should probably take more care, though my immune system is pretty good. I think I've only really been sick because of that supernatural virus from last year," he explained. That was one weird time in his life but it was the only occurrence of illness that he had ever encountered.