Sitting alone

She smiled taking his hand she got up realizing how sweet he was to act like such a gentleman even when they weren't a couple. She couldn't believe it, they were actually a couple. "It sounds fine with me, I think that the academy should have it and if not then I'm sure one of the girls in the dorm might. And I highly doubt they would mind letting me borrow it, seeing there's a few nice girls." She said noticing a girl in the dorms area watching them just smiling at how cute they were together.

She smiled, she never thought in a million years she could feel so wonderful. Yet... She did.

She fell into the pile of leaves, leaves falling on her. She wrinkled her nose at him and smirked. She picked up a good amount of leaves and threw some leaves at him playfully. She looked at him thinking about the future, What if they did marry? She pushed the thought of future out of her mind her eyes shining in the setting sun.

She wanted to focus on now, not what might happen, but now. She wasn't going to rush things, she just wanted to savour the time she and him had together. She smiled she truly loved him, she didn't know why but she did. He made her so happy, her world seemed to light up whenever he was around. And now, now in her heart there was happiness.

She laughed lightly, "I do not sound so squeaky." She said with a laugh looking at him she smiled thinking about when her feelings for him first started. Her mind raced then stopped thinking about the feelings and the rush of the moment. "It was when you held me in your arms, I never felt so happy my heart got all squishy, I didn't want to admit it but I knew I had gone soft."

She smiled lightly, "I didn't know going soft had such happiness in it, now I realize when I watched couples I was only jealous and didn't truly hate the mushiness they had. Just wished I had the happiness I now have." She said with a smile taking her arms and making a leave pile angel. She smiled looking at the sky thinking about how much her life had changed in the past few days.

She smiled listening to his every word, she never felt so bubbly and happy inside. She almost felt like it showed thru her a bunch of happy butterflies flying around dancing with joy and happiness and bliss. She forced herself to stop thinking about this feeling and focus on what he was saying without being too caught up in her happiness.

"Something you have to know though. I get...jealous easily. You know everything else in me other than that. Actually, why not before watching a movie together we talk a little more. I mean, I don't think I know everything, do I?"

She smiled lightly. "I'd like that. Just so you know...I kinda get jealous too, um... partly with that little joke we pulled on that rotten girl in the dorms, well.... I kinda was jealous." A light blush covered her cheeks. "I know it was a joke, but I couldn't help truly getting a bit jealous." She looked down taking off her whip. She looked at it memories flooding her mind.

"I think you should know a little more about me." She looked at the whip. "This whip I haven't used for all defending of good or helping people. I've used it selfishly as well, after my life with my dad's beatings and mistreating of people and women. I thought that all men were like that, I was so angry inside I killed some innocent men from my anger inside. I told myself it was nothing and they deserved it but I truely was lying to myself. I know I was wrong, I often beat men for little trival things because of my anger. If you don't wish to be with me I understand." She said looking down, she was a bit ashamed of her passed. Her mind had been warped then she was glad she changed but was ashamed of the torture she had put on some innocent souls.

He winked at her and smiled, "Well, now you have me for your own, unless you use that whip on me." Valentine smiled, quite happy that she liked him somewhat and had at least more than just superficial feelings, rather than that girl in the dorm.

She smiled then got anxious about the last part. What would he say? Would he not want to be with her anymore? She looked at him feeling nervous and afraid. She hoped that he cared for her enough to put up with her past.

"But...about the men that you killed. Are you sorry that you killed them?" He was curious, not that he would wreck the relationship because of that. "B-but I still care to be with you!" He was anxious now.

She looked down, "I'm only sorry for the ones who didn't deserve it, as for the ones who did I only pity their stupidity. I know I was unmerciful to a lot of people in my past. But they're are few who truely didn't deserve it and I truely now do regret my actions." She wondered if this would affect Valentine's feelings. She hoped that this wouldn't wreck the one thing that give her happiness that didn't die shortly after.