Jamie was trying to think about the ocean.
He'd seen it for the first time on the plane, staring down at the island and trying to concentrate on beaches and shells and clear blue water and anything but the Academy, looming huge and imposing a while away from the rest of the town. And then the plane landed and he couldn't see the ocean anymore and he'd spent a half hour waiting for his luggage and another twenty minutes working up the nerve to ask someone where it was. They informed him that it was on the next flight and told him to come back tomorrow, and then he was outside and trying to figure out how to get to the school from the airport, and was reintroduced to the thought of the Academy and all that it entailed and implied and he'd panicked and began walking desperately in the opposite direction of the school.
He'd ended up on the beach, and was now sitting on a boulder a few yards into the surf, hugging his knees to his chest and staring blankly at the waves. His hands were shaking and his head felt light and he was trying to think about the ocean but it wasn't distracting him any more.
Instead he was wondering how many students went to Starlight, and trying desperately to recall superpowers from the X-men comics he used to read. The thought that there was an entire Academy full of people with powers was still something he couldn't completely wrap his brain around. His own power freaked him out enough, and the thought of hundreds of other teenagers with hundreds of different powers was enough to make him sick - precisely what he was trying to avoid at the moment.
He yanked at the knot of his already-loosened black tie, pulling it completely undone and dropping it on the rock next to him. He always felt self-conscious in ties and dress shirts, and was reluctant to dress so uncomfortably, but he heard the annoyance in his mother's voice when he'd come downstairs that morning in a too-big hoodie. She'd finally asked him, 'why don't you put on something nicer?' and he hadn't had the heart to argue over clothes when he knew he wouldn't be seeing her again any time soon. When he'd came back down in an untucked white dress shirt and jeans, pulling awkwardly at unbuttoned cuffs and feeling foolish, she's beamed and handed him the tie without saying a word. Now he was realizing he'd have to sleep in his clothes, wear them until his luggage arrived, and suddenly keeping the peace felt like a pretty stupid move. He tugged on one earring listlessly, wondering if his roommate would be skinny enough that he could borrow some clothes from him.
...Oh crap, he was gonna have a roommate.
He'd seen it for the first time on the plane, staring down at the island and trying to concentrate on beaches and shells and clear blue water and anything but the Academy, looming huge and imposing a while away from the rest of the town. And then the plane landed and he couldn't see the ocean anymore and he'd spent a half hour waiting for his luggage and another twenty minutes working up the nerve to ask someone where it was. They informed him that it was on the next flight and told him to come back tomorrow, and then he was outside and trying to figure out how to get to the school from the airport, and was reintroduced to the thought of the Academy and all that it entailed and implied and he'd panicked and began walking desperately in the opposite direction of the school.
He'd ended up on the beach, and was now sitting on a boulder a few yards into the surf, hugging his knees to his chest and staring blankly at the waves. His hands were shaking and his head felt light and he was trying to think about the ocean but it wasn't distracting him any more.
Instead he was wondering how many students went to Starlight, and trying desperately to recall superpowers from the X-men comics he used to read. The thought that there was an entire Academy full of people with powers was still something he couldn't completely wrap his brain around. His own power freaked him out enough, and the thought of hundreds of other teenagers with hundreds of different powers was enough to make him sick - precisely what he was trying to avoid at the moment.
He yanked at the knot of his already-loosened black tie, pulling it completely undone and dropping it on the rock next to him. He always felt self-conscious in ties and dress shirts, and was reluctant to dress so uncomfortably, but he heard the annoyance in his mother's voice when he'd come downstairs that morning in a too-big hoodie. She'd finally asked him, 'why don't you put on something nicer?' and he hadn't had the heart to argue over clothes when he knew he wouldn't be seeing her again any time soon. When he'd came back down in an untucked white dress shirt and jeans, pulling awkwardly at unbuttoned cuffs and feeling foolish, she's beamed and handed him the tie without saying a word. Now he was realizing he'd have to sleep in his clothes, wear them until his luggage arrived, and suddenly keeping the peace felt like a pretty stupid move. He tugged on one earring listlessly, wondering if his roommate would be skinny enough that he could borrow some clothes from him.
...Oh crap, he was gonna have a roommate.