Pain Behind The Blue Eyes

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Emily laced her fingers together and stared at them for a moment. "... I w-won't say things like that... A-Are good for you... B-But minor indulgences can b-be alright... You should a-avoid them... Whenever possible... I-I-I would need t-to know more ab-bout you to advise o-on it p-properly..."

"There's n-nothing wrong with... W-With caring about other people... Self-pr-preservation is important too... I-It's possible the scenario could paint th-things... As s-s-suicidal... O-Or as heroic... T-The c-context is important... I... I think there's s-such a thing a-as an i-invincibility complex... But you o=obviously care about others... You're sh-sharing all this w-with... A-a stranger... After all..."
 

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He gave her a slight smile, it was true, Aedan had a deep desire to help others, though the few who knew of his nightly activities say that what he does is too extreme. "I guess you could say that my method of helping others can be a bit dangerous for myself," he wasn't going to tell her that he was Knight Shade of course.

"I actually really like my life right now," he closed his eyes his smiling growing a bit, "I have a lot to live for, good job, good friends and an amazing girlfriend, I don't want to loose any of it."

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"... W-Well... A... All the m-more reason you sh-sh-should take care of yourself... I-If you're... Regularly um... Putting yourself i-i-in danger... I don't think th-that's an a-a-accident... consciously or... O-Otherwise... I-It's kind of f-fascinating..." She fidgeted a little bit, lacing her fingers together and examining them. "The Tower... Huh..."

She glanced back up at Aedan. "... W-Would it... Be okey if... Y-Y-You... Stayed in contact w-with me?" She suddenly blushed and turned away to hide her face. "N-N-Not like h-how that s-s-sounded..! J-J-Just to... T-To moniter... Th-Things... I-In case something happens..."
 

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He nodded and pulled out his cell phone, he stood and stretched a bit, "thank you." He sighed a bit, he rarely talked about his past, very few actually new what happened to him, "it felt good getting that out."

He looked at her, a small smile on his face, "so, the cards you drew...what do they mean?" he'd never actually seem tarrot cards being used before.

He stretched a bit more, "guess I'll talk to some of my friends, see about...I dont know, just talking to them about this stuff I guess."

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"S-Sometimes people don't... Understand j-just how h-helpful... It can b-be to talk a-about things..." She blushed a little as he brought up the cards. "O-Oh... Uh... Th-That wasn't really a p-proper reading... I was just ch-checking which ones seemed t-to... To be looking o-over you... right now..." She paused, fidgeting around a little and looking down at her hands.

"The tower i-is associated with... negative aspects... E-Exclusively... Misery, Ruin... U-Unforeseen catastrophe... It's over you r-right now... As is the Fool... The Fool i-is more encouraging... It's a-associated with folly and mania... A-And intoxication... Funnily enough... B-But... It's also represents th-the beginning of the j-journey..." She offered him an encouraging smile. "A-Anyway... I-I'm sure your f-friends will appreciate the t-t-trust you'll be putting i-in them..."
 

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He give a valm smile, "thank you...and yea my friends me a lot to me." His phone beeped he checked and saw that it was Tesa asking if he wanted to have dinner, he took a big brearh and smiled a bit brighter.

He looked toward her, "thank you again Emily," he saw that the sun was almost setting, "I guess I should get going....I have some talking to do."

He smiled again, "if you ever need anything come find me." He drapped his bag over one shoulder, "I better get going," he pulled a few hundreds from his pocket and placed them in her hands and quickly moved away before she could turn the money down.

"You should get something for having to deal with me," he chuckled a bit before turning and heading toward the doors. He looked back for a sec, "thank you," with his gratitude restated he walked through the doors. Healing would take time, and this had a been a step closer to it.

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