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@"NightRaine"

It wasn't exactly a rejection request as much as it was a quest to figure himself out. The labels that many identified with weren't unknown to him but he wasn't sure which one described him best. He slumped forward against the bar and curled one arm in towards himself to lay his head sideways on. He fell quiet other than the slow 'tap, tap, tap' of his nails against the glass sitting in front of him.

He had a lot to take in and decide upon. Should he bring Blythe here and subject her to experimentation at his hands? No. He decided immediately that he couldn't chance hurting her physically or mentally just to decide what side of the fence he wanted to be on. Sekai was aware of certain tastes he carried both figuratively and literally but when that ray of sunshine that Blythe was was around him he felt a slip in his stomach. He couldn't rule it one way or the other simply because it could be her upbeat attitude alone that made him feel the way that he did. It was all very confusing for him.

Suddenly his sea green orbs lifted to Dorian's jaw and his brows raised. Tell her the truth he said but then suggested that he say he was with someone. He wasn't with anyone..was he or was that implied? Sekai's heart beat sped up. "Nani? .." he murmured quietly.

RE: [Temptations I][Open]

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Sekai swallowed hard against the lump forming in his throat. He wanted to shake his head and let that suffice as an answer but he didn't think that would be enough. Removing his hand from the glass tapping he would use it to press against his chest instead, hoping against hope that it would calm the organ going crazy inside it. Those soft words and gentle touches weren't helping the teenaged hormones the boy possessed or had recently tapped in to. They also weren't helping his case where Blythe was concerned either. They were good friends, they made pinky promises to be so she would understand, right?

He wanted to reason it out that way but the more cynical part of himself told him it would never be that easy. Truth he could work with though, and preferred it. He would tell Blythe just that the next time he saw her again. "I will..I know she would like that..I just don't want to hurt her since she was so nice to me.." Admitting the thing that haunted his mind seemed to lift a weight that was pressing him down and he felt better for it, though now the second thing that was always on his mind was called attention to next. "No.." Sekai's cheeks tinted with color, "I had to miss it to come here.." 'It' being the IVs he was given in order to bypass the actual horror of feeding from another. He never tasted it or felt the rush of the bite that both thrilled and scared him to death.

@NightRaine

"Ano.." he murmured softly as he felt a familiar ache in the top part of his mouth that meant his fangs were elongating under the very idea that they could get the chance to sink in to something. The IVs he recieved regularly accomplished their purpose just as they were meant to but didn't pack the punch of biting in to something. His stomach did a little flip at the idea of biting the male standing before him. Memories immediately assaulted his teenaged brain of the last time.

If it were possible Sekai's face grew even more red. He turned down in to the bend of his arm beneath his head and hid his face. Why did the man have to say such things to him right after he walked in the door and mere moments after having the conversation about Blythe? It was most certainly not Blythe's blood he was after but then he couldn't stomach the idea of biting anyone from the school if he was completely honest with himself. The idea of sinking his teeth in to Dorian's wrist made him almost giddy but he also knew the man would give it up willingly and had already endured the force that was Sekai when he was feeding.

His grasp on self control was already slipping, he could feel it but he held off with no reply for the time being. Sekai crept fingers across the bar top and found the cool glass that Dorian had poured him earlier and began to tap his nails against it again. The tapping gave him something to focus on that wasn't the bar owner's heart beat, which seemed louder all of the sudden..

@"NightRaine"

He certainly could tap out he man's heart beat if he wanted to but that wasn't the purpose of tapping on the glass but, as Dorian made his comment, his hand came to a stop in the tapping. Sekai uncurled his fingers and laid them flat against the glass ware for a moment. His mind was rushing as the adrenaline flooded his system with the 'fight or flight' scenario that plagued his weak mind. And he knew he was weak because he was even considering the man's offer even when he had removed it from the proverbial table and was busy pouring himself several shots. The boy wasn't an expert but he would call getting buzzed while the only one on duty poor judgement on Dorian's part. He would never say such a thing to him though.

Slowly he lifted his head, pony tailed hair hanging over his shoulder in wavy strands. He looked much the way he did the night he went to school. He would never tell the man how long he took to perfect his look before he deemed himself ready to walk out the door to meet his savior. Clad only in black as before, he was dressed casually but nicely as well. He hadn't planned for anything in particular, in fact he hadn't even thought about his daily feeding until the bar owner called attention to it. It was unlikely he would be pushed to attack someone before he got back to school. It was the weekend so they weren't going to be looking too closely for him, although he was underaged and that did pose a small problem..

All of this passed through his mind but his body seemed to be running on a separate circuit tonight as his arm shot out and he grasped Dorian's wrist in one fluid movement when the man moved to pour himself the last shot of the amber liquid. He could smell the alcohol, the bitterness of it stinging his sensitive senses but ignored as he yanked the man forward while pushing his boot clad feet against the lower rung of the bar stool to push himself up and across the bar counter at the same time. He meant to go for the blood, he was sure of it, but at the last moment he deterred himself and reached for the cigarette in the man's mouth instead, pulling it away and pressing it between his own lips. He lingered in that position for a moment longer before releasing Dorian and sitting back down. His heart was racing. That was so close. His eyes had churned in to a blood red color readying themselves for a feeding and signaling the vampiric side that Sekai possessed to come forth.

@NightRaine

Every nerve ending in the boy's body was on fire, or at the very least tingling and very much alive so when Dorian brought the tip of his finger up to trail under his chin Sekai tilted it up exposing the pale column of his neck. He was damning every submissive tendency he had at the moment, especially when the man issued the teasing challenge. A sneaky part of his brain wondered if this was what it was like to have a boyfriend but he stifled that track of his mind quickly. It was the worst time for the things that the other students talked about to come up now. Now was certainly not the time for those questions but perhaps some educated guesses if he could somehow keep his wits about him but he didn't think that was likely..

The cigarette was taken but he accounted for that since he didn't smoke and therefore the thing posed no use for him so he would have ended up giving it back anyway. It made him slightly uncomfortable to see Dorian smoking though since the school had informed him that such a habit was bad for him and others, second hand smoke being worse than actually smoking. He didn't know if that was true but he had no reason not to think it wasn't. "Smoking is bad..for you.." he said softly instead, those eyes of his still the same blood red but trying to slip in to a gold color conveying the struggle he was facing inside just like last time. The only difference was that the fight didn't force him in to a corner to hide. That either showed self control or a boldness he hadn't known just a month before.