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She smiled at him, happy that understood a bit of what she felt like. "I know, I wasn't trying to rush it. I just, I have always been alone I guess, o-or I felt alone." She looked up for a second. "I am not just saying that though, I really was alone. My only friends had for most of my life were animals."

"All of my friends left me. They thought that I was stupid, and ugly, and a monster for being different." She looked into Williams eyes.

"I didn't care though, but for the longest time, I just wanted someone, anyone to be there for me. To accept me, for my imperfections, behavior, past and everything." Saying that took a lot of courage. Claire still wasn't sure why she had told William all of this. Maybe she thought that he could fill the void in her heart, but that was unlikely.

After a few seconds, she sighed and leaned her head on the wall behind her. "Great, now a complete stranger knows tons about me!" She put her hands in the air, disappointed with how her reacted and what she said.
 

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<div align=center>The boy frowned, and shook his head. He didn't think she was stupid, or ugly, and he told her that. Animals were better than people sometimes, at least, when they were friendly anyhow. He sighed and shook his head, the poor girl was so desperate for someone to keep her company, and he felt for her, he really did. William was generally a person that accepted someone regardless of how they were, he had been used to having the opposite done to him, therefore he was willing to look past strange pasts and strange powers and strange personalities. No body was really different, he thought, individual differences were common, humans would be boring if they were all exactly the same. People were meant to be different, so he didn't understand why some got mocked and others didn't.

"I'm not a stranger," he murmured, "not really." He smiled softly, and laughed. They hadn't really spoken much, but William would usually offer himself as a shoulder to cry on, it didn't really matter who you were, he was nice enough to want to help. Though he was naive, too, and this was a terribly dangerous quality, it could get him into trouble one day, but not any time soon.</div>
 

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Claire smiled a bit, happy that someone understood. "Animals do get the chance to judge you as much as people. People are more worried about themselves, which is crazy." She looked down, laughing a bit. "People are so crazy sometimes." She shook her head, knowing that she was talking about herself.

She sighed relieved that she talked to someone. "Yeah, apparently from where I was from, no one liked powers. One of my step fathers,saw this as a weakness. He thought I was weak, that I didn't care..." She trailed off, then shut her eyes to forget the memory.

"Thanks by the way, I think that I needed someone to talk to, someone who didn't just get set off by my attitude." She looked at William 'He was so nice, and what had Claire done for him? Nothing.' He was trying to help her, she though, trying to tell her that she was good and that people should and can like her.

"What about you? how to people react to you?" She looked at her notebook, thinking that it was the biggest mistake she had ever done.
 

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<div align=center>William didn't know how to answer. It varied, really, some reacted badly, and some sought to be his friend. He told her that, back at home people had been scared of him, but it was different here, he tended to be ignored more than anything else. He preferred to be ignored than bullied though, it was much nicer. He frowned, he didn't think a certain someone would allow him to be bullied, he though perhaps that person might have something to say. The boy sighed and leaned back on his hands, "why do you wanna be kissed so badly?" He asked her, frowning a little. She was only fourteen, he wasn't even thinking about romance at the age of fourteen.

Now was a different story of course, romance was on his mind an awful lot nowadays, or something along the lines of romance. He explained that to her, slowly, carefully, trying not to make his words sound odd. He thought perhaps she was lonely, romance wasn't always the way to fix loneliness though, at least, most of the time it wasn't. It was nice to have someone to cuddle when you felt sad though, and not someone you merely saw as a good friend. "I guess you've just gotten to that age."</div>
 

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Claire sighed. Why did she want to be kissed? She didn't exactly know why, maybe because no one has ever loved her? OR even liked her. I guessed that it was because she was lonely. "Because, I am lonely." She paused. "Ever since my mom died, I have slowly been slipping away, not knowing that to do, where to go."

Claire put her head down for a second. "I guess I have always wanted someone to care, what ever that means. I just want someone to protect me, from me." She looked at William. "I don't want to be the girl that can't love or feel. Those aren't the most important things in life, but they help." She looked to her other side, and looked at the ground.

"I want someone to hold me, to tell me that they love me, or that everything is going to be alright." She paused breathing in and out. "I want someone to do that, and I want to know that they are telling the truth. Being there for me, helping me."

Claire shook her head a bit, puzzled as to what she had just told William. "I have never said that, because I never wanted to believe it. I never wanted to rely on someone else to give me the feeling of love and hope. I never wanted to be there for someone I guess." Claire sighed, confused on why she was saying all of this. "I don't care who they are, male or female, my age or older, I just want someone, anyone." She paused. "Have you ever felt like that? DO you have someone like that?"
 

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<div align=center>William listened to her, he didn't interrupt her, he didn't tell her she was wrong, he merely sat there and listened, frowning. No one should feel like that, he thought, being lonely was one of the worst feelings in the world, he knew that well. The girl just wanted someone to be close to her, it wasn't a matter of sexual desire or attraction, she just wanted someone to love her. He supposed he was similar, though there was some other elements in his life that needed someone else there for him to run to when he was scared or upset, he could't deal with his feelings very well on his own, and he hated that, he would always run to Gabriel or Micheal, he hated that he had to rely on someone else to deal with his emotions for him, but he also liked having someone there to help him, to make him feel better.

William placed a hand on her upper arm, merely to offer her comfort rather than anything else. It was nice to have comfort, even from someone you didn't really know very well. He sighed, "it's alright, it might seem difficult, but you just gotta wait. Waiting is hard, but it pays off." He paused, "you can't search for someone to love, it just kinda... Happens, and sometimes you don't realize that they're the person you love..." William had no idea why he seemed so wise all of a sudden, he was as clueless about love as she was, he had no idea what it felt like, nor when it came along. Although he thought maybe, just maybe he knew what it was like now, he thought that perhaps... The boy shook his head, he'd think about it later. Do you have someone like that? He supposed he did, and he nodded just a little, "yeah... I.. I do..." He almost felt guilty for saying it, but it wasn't his fault, he really hadn't meant for it to happen. It was a nice feeling, and he completely understood why she wanted to experience it. He wondered how long she'd have to wait, he didn't really recall waiting, he hadn't really been searching.</div>
 

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'Of course he did, he is nice, good looking and more.' She thought. "That's good for you. I thought that this school would be different, and I guess that it is." She looked at William. "That person is lucky to have you." Claire smiled a bit.

"I don't want to rush it, but, no one has loved me since I was six. I have never really loved anyone, because I still don't know what it is like." She sighed, she had no idea what she was trying to say. That she wanted someone, but it wasn't that easy.

"No one has ever held me, or told me they love me. I guess I just feel, weird, hurt inside. As if, there is a void inside me that wants and needs to be full, but it never is." Claire frowned.
 

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<div align=center>William laughed, he full on laughed, and shook his head. "Lucky to have me?" He asked, as if it were a joke, "I'm lucky to have him." He sighed, and let out a few more estranged barks of laughter. He thought that was funny, Gabe had to deal with him more than he would have liked, he was annoying to have to look after all the time, and he knew that he was. He didn't know really if what he felt for Gabriel was love, though, he didn't know what love felt like, therefore that thought crowded his mind an awful lot, he confused himself a lot trying to work out what it was like.

"I'm a pain in the ass." He laughed again, "Gabriel isn't lucky to have me at all, he deserves someone so much better." He smiled, and let out a short sigh, he thought all of this was very funny. Gabe had told William that he loved him, and William had taken that well, though he hadn't said it back just yet, he didn't feel comfortable saying it back just yet, it was a scary prospect for now. He'd put it off for a bit, Gabe had said it was okay. "I actually had my first kiss right up here." He thought this was funny, too, apparently.</div>
 

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How was what she said funny? She guessed that there was a passed experience with what she said, even though he kind of told her. "Really? Wow." Claire looked at William with his mouth open. "That's lucky, and odd." She looked around, trying to figure out where he had his first kiss, if it was actually up here.

"Are you with them now? I mean dating, or is it still, undetermined? Or did it not really mean anything?" Claire really wanted to kiss someone, because of how she felt about all of it. Having it be with someone she liked or a complete stranger, she didn't care. For her, A kiss was a kiss, at least she thought.
 

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<div align=center>William scratched the back of his head, staring idly off into the distance ahead of him. "It was kinda heat of the moment..." He coughed quietly, a small frown upon his features. He'd regretted that kiss when it had happened, but now he looked back on it, it had been more or less perfect. Because God knows William was a sucker for romance. He let out a dreamy little sigh and giggled, he liked to think about that, it made him happy. Are you with them now? She had asked, well, no, he wasn't with his boyfriend, not right at this moment, anyway. But she hadn't meant that, and he knew it.

"Yes, I am." He stated, nodding a little, a tiny smile crossed his face, he was proud of that. As a young teen his friends seemed to have girlfriends all the time, they came and went but he always seemed to be without. It was alright now, though, Gabriel was better than any of them. He scowled at himself, wow stop being such a sap. He couldn't help it though, that's exactly was, if he thought about it. "We're going steady," he answered, nodding just a little. They hadn't really done anything past kisses and cuddles, though.</div>