misery loves company

Poppy

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Thorn expected — wanted Jacob to bite back. When she got like this, she knew she was difficult to deal with and she didn't want that behavior excused — she wanted people to hate her for it, because then the demented, masochistic part of her that got off on hating herself would be satisfied. Most of the time, she got what she wanted. Even Joker, the person most important to her, bit back when she got like this, and the apartment would be filled negative feelings and plate throwing until the smoke clears and they begrudgingly grab dinner together at the cheap noodle place next to their building.

She wasn't prepared for gentleness. Understanding. And in her shaking, emotional mind, she hated him for it, because — because of a myriad of reasons, the bulk of which centered around fear that she was wrong about herself and her supposed innate repulsiveness.

He sounded like a "good person". But "good people" have hurt her before.

"You don't know what you're getting yourself into," she said in warning as she rolled her sleeves up. In a matter of seconds, smoke began to exit the palm of her hands, elbows and knees.

Jacob would be transported into a metallic cell with nothing but a bed, a window and a mirror.

The window outside didn't show the sky, but rather, a view of dim, industrial lighting and glass protecting the inner building from the pressure of the ocean. If he looked closer, there was various aquatic life swimming around the biodome.

If he bothered to look at the skin he was wearing... the mirror would show the image of a girl with long, black hair and skin fresh with scars. It was Thorn, but younger, without the make-up, metal, tattoos, hair dye and tough stance she wore around people. It was almost a completely different person.

"#81056444890 is becoming problematic to keep," the man behind the mirror would say. "She stabbed a guard. This is the third strike this month. Perhaps we should just kill her?"

"She's the only one that's gotten this far with the ILLUSI-MOD. Her rebellious personality might be contributing to her progress. We'll keep her for now. If she does anything else, be prepared to gun her down."

The floor would be covered in blood.

When the illusion breaks, Thorn would be nowhere to be found.
 

Critical

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There was a tightening in his body as he prepared to receive the blowback from his outpouring of empathy and caring. No one speech was going to convince someone as scared and vulnerable as Thorn to just turn around and accept his help. People in Thorn's position continued to fight back, against other people and themselves, even when faced with honest understanding. At that point, time was as equally important as getting the words out. So Jacob readied himself and hoped that, in due time, Thorn would come around.

What he was not expecting was for Thorn to bathe the area in her smoke. He instinctively wanted to pull back, slightly fearful of what she was up to even though he was familiar with what her smoke did. But he held fast and continued to hold onto Thorn's shoulders, continuing to casually breathe in the smoke as if he did not even notice. He kept eye contact with her as long as he could before the scenery changed.

Just like when she showed him her novel, the world around him melted and reshaped itself. The first thought that came to his mind was to question why she was showing him that particular room.

He caught himself in the mirror, and he found himself to be Thorn. But she was younger and scared. Jacob immediately knew the answer to his question: This was her past. It was bloody, tortured and isolated.

What killed him the most was not simply what Thorn had gone through, and what had made her into the woman she is, but how much it felt similar to Lenn's own past. Jacob had been wrong earlier, he DID have a good idea of what it was like to be Thorn, via Lenn's own past of experimentation and manipulation. It depressed Jacob greatly to learn that he had found another young woman that had had her body and identity ripped from her.

When the illusion and the smoke cleared, Jacob remained standing and alone. The transition back to the real world was much easier this time around. He heaved a heavy sigh, picked up the cigarette butts and then left too.

Thorn needed him more than he had anticipated. He just hoped she knew that too.
 
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