"I was hanging out in the community centre," She began to explain. "There was this uh, grey owl deer person thing? Me and a bunch of other people were all chilling out and talking and then they like, got on all fours and started growling and looked like they were about to take a bite outta me."
Technically speaking, Evie had started it, but it started with a harmless joke, as far as Evie could tell.
"They didn't actually hurt me in the end, everyone else talked them down. But it was...kind of a really scary thing to happen, y'know?"
She clasped her hands together and leaned them on the table, glancing away again, looking uncharacteristically nervous as she spoke.
"I mean, in the past I never really worried much about people hurting me because, you know, I have friggin' superpowers. If someone out there tried to jump me I could just fling them into the stratosphere or pin 'em to the ground by their own shirt. Here? I dunno what the fuck anyone is capable of. My powers might do jack shit."
Evie had spent practically her entire time on the island bottling up her feelings, and now that she was talking, the words just started to pour out of her.
"So like, ok, I just need to adjust, right? New place, new rules. That should be something I can handle, I was part of a travelling circus, I've been to heaps of different places, there's usually enough similarities for me to adjust. But the island has all this shit that...isn't the same. At all. There's things that eat people here, like I'm not supposed to be weirded out by that?"
At this point, the flood gates were open. She rambled on, barely stopping for breath.
"And if I fuck up and get hurt or piss off the wrong monster then what? All the family I ever had ditched me! If this doesn't work out I have nowhere else to go. I'm stuck here now and no one else is gonna be able to help me and the more I think about it the more I freak the fuck out and I don't...know what else I can do about it other than just not think about it..."
She finally stopped, blinking once she realised her eyes had begun to water. Oh god, don't start crying in the middle of a restaurant, she thought to herself. Before she could say anything else, the waiter placed her sandwich in front of her, the plate clattering against the table snapping her out of her little moment. She blinked the tears away before they could begin to flow in earnest, and then just...very stiffly and awkwardly picked up her lunch, still unable to really look back at Aranea, looking like she was trying very hard to pretend she didn't just spill her guts like that.
Technically speaking, Evie had started it, but it started with a harmless joke, as far as Evie could tell.
"They didn't actually hurt me in the end, everyone else talked them down. But it was...kind of a really scary thing to happen, y'know?"
She clasped her hands together and leaned them on the table, glancing away again, looking uncharacteristically nervous as she spoke.
"I mean, in the past I never really worried much about people hurting me because, you know, I have friggin' superpowers. If someone out there tried to jump me I could just fling them into the stratosphere or pin 'em to the ground by their own shirt. Here? I dunno what the fuck anyone is capable of. My powers might do jack shit."
Evie had spent practically her entire time on the island bottling up her feelings, and now that she was talking, the words just started to pour out of her.
"So like, ok, I just need to adjust, right? New place, new rules. That should be something I can handle, I was part of a travelling circus, I've been to heaps of different places, there's usually enough similarities for me to adjust. But the island has all this shit that...isn't the same. At all. There's things that eat people here, like I'm not supposed to be weirded out by that?"
At this point, the flood gates were open. She rambled on, barely stopping for breath.
"And if I fuck up and get hurt or piss off the wrong monster then what? All the family I ever had ditched me! If this doesn't work out I have nowhere else to go. I'm stuck here now and no one else is gonna be able to help me and the more I think about it the more I freak the fuck out and I don't...know what else I can do about it other than just not think about it..."
She finally stopped, blinking once she realised her eyes had begun to water. Oh god, don't start crying in the middle of a restaurant, she thought to herself. Before she could say anything else, the waiter placed her sandwich in front of her, the plate clattering against the table snapping her out of her little moment. She blinked the tears away before they could begin to flow in earnest, and then just...very stiffly and awkwardly picked up her lunch, still unable to really look back at Aranea, looking like she was trying very hard to pretend she didn't just spill her guts like that.