Hari was utterly desperate for contact, finding whenever they stopped to be unbearable. It was too late to be hesitant about this stuff now, so Hari took the situation as permission that his hands were allowed to roam, so they did. Feeling was different from seeing. Sebastian's skin was warm and smooth, but tight with muscles. His favorite part was his strong, steady back.
He made a low whining sound when Sebastian move from his lips, but he started sucking on his neck and — it was crazy, how sensitive it was, making him squirm and gasp underneath him. His nails dug into Sebastian's back, wanting to move away from the ticklish wave of pleasure.
And then Sebastian moved away to remove even more of their clothes. He pinned him to the bed, and at this angle... Hari could see everything. Sebastian's ruffled hair, the hard-on straining against the tight black shorts he saw him in that morning. He bit his lip — and that was when he realized Sebastian was staring right at him.
He realized he must be in a similar state.
Sebastian was indirectly asking him to take off his pants and — this — this whole thing was going to be more than a kiss, he knew it, they both did, and — were they really going to pursue this? Hari had never... He would say he imagined it happening in a different way, but he never imagined it at all. He never thought he'd be able to touch anyone, let alone have that person on top of him making a mess of him.
This had got to be an anxiety-induced wet dream about meeting a new roommate, because a pretty blonde boy with seduction powers and an interest in him? It was too good to be true. Still, he wanted to. There weren't many opportunities to do this sort of thing, and Sebastian was pretty and on top of him and he was seriously beginning to feel a lot of squishy, intimate feelings for him he didn't want to delve into right now.
Hari raised his hips and let Sebastian remove his pants, kicking it off to the haphazard pile on the floor.
"I... I've never..." Hari bit his lip. "Don't, um, expect too much from me, I've never done this sort of thing before."
He made a low whining sound when Sebastian move from his lips, but he started sucking on his neck and — it was crazy, how sensitive it was, making him squirm and gasp underneath him. His nails dug into Sebastian's back, wanting to move away from the ticklish wave of pleasure.
And then Sebastian moved away to remove even more of their clothes. He pinned him to the bed, and at this angle... Hari could see everything. Sebastian's ruffled hair, the hard-on straining against the tight black shorts he saw him in that morning. He bit his lip — and that was when he realized Sebastian was staring right at him.
He realized he must be in a similar state.
Sebastian was indirectly asking him to take off his pants and — this — this whole thing was going to be more than a kiss, he knew it, they both did, and — were they really going to pursue this? Hari had never... He would say he imagined it happening in a different way, but he never imagined it at all. He never thought he'd be able to touch anyone, let alone have that person on top of him making a mess of him.
This had got to be an anxiety-induced wet dream about meeting a new roommate, because a pretty blonde boy with seduction powers and an interest in him? It was too good to be true. Still, he wanted to. There weren't many opportunities to do this sort of thing, and Sebastian was pretty and on top of him and he was seriously beginning to feel a lot of squishy, intimate feelings for him he didn't want to delve into right now.
Hari raised his hips and let Sebastian remove his pants, kicking it off to the haphazard pile on the floor.
"I... I've never..." Hari bit his lip. "Don't, um, expect too much from me, I've never done this sort of thing before."