"It probably would be, imagine someone skipping in the hospital's hallways…" She said laughing.
The laughing made her wince softly as it jostled the newly closed wounds on her back. This entire not moving thing had awakened pain that she had managed to forget earlier on. She might have had a high endurance against pain, it was like trying not to sleep, and you could manage not to sleep if you never closed your eyes or take a small nap. If you did, you'd be very tired and not be able to be awake since the body had adjusted to being asleep. Anyways…pain management was similar.
The reassurance that Cordelia would stay, she had assured the younger woman twice now, brought some warmth to her heart. Perhaps they were not all bad if she was an example of what mankind could produce.
"Just because I've got wings doesn't mean I don't have feelings…" She muttered.
She had trouble accepting what she was telling her about not being a freak; years of mistreating could do that to someone. The issue ran deeper than just her wings, her parents had never wanted her and they never skipped a chance to tell her how much a burden she was and how they had never wanted her to live.
"I'll ask you if that ever happens. I just hope I won't have to be in the hospital again for a while." She replied.
This time, she probably would have to stay at least a week because of the reaction she had had to the medication she had been given. She needed to be monitored in case something came up related to that, side effects… coma, heart problems… that sort of consequences. She'd then have to get a bracelet or necklace that told she was allergic to that sleeping drug.
Since she wasn't really registered in the public health system, it would cause some difficulties, and since she was underage, she would probably be shipped back to her parents if it was discovered that she had ran away. In either of the cases, she was screwed. She could not sign by herself and could not stay with her parents…
"They'll probably send me back…" She told scared.
She didn't want to go back; her parents were not exactly a model of the perfect couple. They would not even care she was there or if they did, they would probably just beat her for being such a freak burden.
"I don't want to go back." She whispered.
Her wings would have folded around her if she had been able to, but only one did. The other was maintained in place by the cast. It was similar to one crossing his arms and hugging himself or herself to ward off the cold, but this time it was fear. Many children in her case would have defended its parents, but she had understood that what her parents did was not exactly right, but it had been ingrained in her that she was unwanted, that nobody would ever care.
That was why she was so surprised by how Cordelia acted, by how she had suggested she stay with her. To her it had seemed foreign, but she was in no condition to hide those feelings as she usually did. What she was telling right now was what was deep down in her heart. It would take years to correct.
Loriana sure was a messed up kid.
(Once again Addie, I would need to make some minor changes to her personality and perhaps her history… Could you open up her Bio?)