Even though she made some room for her, she told her that she didnt have to tell her if she didnt want to, and by what she said she had a fairly good idea of what happened to her...For a split second she thinks she should take this advice...Her wounds have not healed at all afterall...It wasnt wise to dig too much into them right now. She took a deep breath and decided to trust Hazel for now and sat next to her on the bed, although she didnt lay but remained seated...Looking right in front of her.
"I'm only going to say as much as I can...It's...It happened over the course of barely 2 months, and it's barely a week old. For all that I know it's going to follow me there and..."
She took a deep breath. Not was not the time.
"...I joined high school for the first time 2 months ago. From the first day in, I got bullied. I had a couple of friends there, but they were far too concerned about what the other students would think about them if they intervened than actually taking my defense. Something...Horrible happened to me on the first day of school something..."
She paused for a second, her gaze losing itself in her thought before she snapped out of it.
"...I think I dont need to elaborate it. All that there is usefull to know was that it broke my spirit and my heart...The only friend I made on that day died...She was murdered and her body was found in a pool. There was no magic involved yet...But I was already broken thanks to what happened that night...Those who tried to call themselves my friend...They finally went to take me out on a trip after I barricaded in my room for an entire week...That's on the trip that we were face to face with the first creature...It was hideous and strong...Too strong for us. We ran away but I snapped a picture of it first...I...Was willing to do anything so I wouldnt have to think about me...And the perspective of finding a solace by studying the supernatural was everything I could do at the time...But the monster came back to recover the picture I took from it...He even kidnapped other kids of my school that saw him...So we had to go after it...To save them..."
She sighed and held her head...
"We walked straight into a trap...No one wanted to go, but I wanted to. I wanted to find magic...I wanted to see it was real...So maybe...Maybe it could take me away from my life..."
She started sobbing softly
"If only I knew...If only I knew..."
"I'm only going to say as much as I can...It's...It happened over the course of barely 2 months, and it's barely a week old. For all that I know it's going to follow me there and..."
She took a deep breath. Not was not the time.
"...I joined high school for the first time 2 months ago. From the first day in, I got bullied. I had a couple of friends there, but they were far too concerned about what the other students would think about them if they intervened than actually taking my defense. Something...Horrible happened to me on the first day of school something..."
She paused for a second, her gaze losing itself in her thought before she snapped out of it.
"...I think I dont need to elaborate it. All that there is usefull to know was that it broke my spirit and my heart...The only friend I made on that day died...She was murdered and her body was found in a pool. There was no magic involved yet...But I was already broken thanks to what happened that night...Those who tried to call themselves my friend...They finally went to take me out on a trip after I barricaded in my room for an entire week...That's on the trip that we were face to face with the first creature...It was hideous and strong...Too strong for us. We ran away but I snapped a picture of it first...I...Was willing to do anything so I wouldnt have to think about me...And the perspective of finding a solace by studying the supernatural was everything I could do at the time...But the monster came back to recover the picture I took from it...He even kidnapped other kids of my school that saw him...So we had to go after it...To save them..."
She sighed and held her head...
"We walked straight into a trap...No one wanted to go, but I wanted to. I wanted to find magic...I wanted to see it was real...So maybe...Maybe it could take me away from my life..."
She started sobbing softly
"If only I knew...If only I knew..."