This Is Why You're Safer With Me

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Goddamnit, why did she leave her cage?

Derek built that cage out of love and concern. She was willing to run away from him because she thought he deserved better. What? Who could possibly be better than Vicky? There was no one better than Victoria. He was sure of this. He struggled with a lot of topics, but his love for Vicky was not one of them. No one could deny him of this; not even she could. This is why it was his job to protect her and watch over her. However, he went too far with the cage. It was a snap judgment made at a bad time, and now she escaped.

He was in another room getting new clothes for his love when she slipped out of the house butt naked. When he came back to see her gone, he freaked out. He had no idea where she was; he hadn't put a monitoring system on her yet, and he had no powers that could track her. The teen went on a wild goose chase trying to find her. All the while his mind thought of various horrible scenarios. He was worried about people hurting her in various ways or worse. His sanity meter decreased heavily as he kept looking; where was she?

Then just as he went back to the house to try and figure out a new plan, he received a call from the hospital. They decided to contact the patient's residence to see if there was anyone there. Who was the patient?

Why none other than Vicky of course.

He couldn't remember how he got to the hospital, but he was soon approaching her room. What happened to her? Who or what did this to her? Why?! Most importantly would she be okay? He practically bull rushed into her room before calming down a slight bit.

"Vicky, what happened? Why are you here?"

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Victoria had hardly been conscious during the ambulance ride over here. Then they had taken it further by putting her under a light anesthetic while they removed the slugs from her skin. There was no permanent damage and she had confirmed she had all her powers, but she was in a lot of pain. She was crying and miserable ever since she woke up, alternating between quiet sobs and repeatedly asking the staff when she could leave still unsure of where she would go.

By the time Derek burst into her room she was a complete mental mess, her hair tangled and unkempt, tears soaking her face, and all the scars of her past bared to the world for it's viewing pleasure. She looked up in panic when she heard her name and the conflict was immediate in her eyes. She still loved him, and yet he had locked her up in a cage like some dog, with toys to boot!

"I'm not your pet, you do not own me and I can no longer trust you as my protector, please derrick, please just go before i call the staff," she rasped out weakly before bursting into tears and curling into a ball and all her emotions poured out at once.

"I loved you, why did you do it Derrick, why did you do that to me? you were the one person I thought I could trust and then you....you just treat me as though i'm something less than, less than human!" she practically screamed as she stood up pale and shaking as tears streamed down her face.

"You promised," she whispered pathetically.
 

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"I'm not leaving and the staff let me in here in the first place. I was even called."

He shut the door behind him. He elected to slump into a chair next to Victoria's bed. The male buried his face within his hands. The emotions within him were terrifyingly overwhelming, and he couldn't handle them very well. He had just barely enough stability to not fly off of the handle. His body even visibly trembled.

"Look at you. This is why I wanted to protect you, even if it meant locking you in. The cage was a bit much, but I did my best to accommodate you. Gave you gifts, food, and clothes."

He glanced up at her with an expression that included both a fiery glare and watery eyes.

"You've been refusing to eat or drink, and now you're running out in public all vulnerable? What were you thinking?! The world's full of assholes, Vicky!"

Derek's initial intention wasn't to scold her, but he was worried sick and spent several hours trying to figure out if she was....he didn't even want to think of the possibility or what it would do to his sanity level if that happened.

"....I'm just glad you're alive. You still haven't told me what happened."

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Victoria watched him for a moment, he looked so scared and vulnerable, so much like she felt right now. Part of her wanted to beleive that he regretted what he did, that he realized why she took the actions she did, but the idea of the cage was enough to keep her from touching him or even meeting his eyes.

"A bit much!? it was a FUCKING cage Derrick, a CAGE, how many times do i need to scream that word before it sinks in. A bit much is the understatement of the century!" she yelled tearfully as she watched him. Still she was not heartless and she could see his greif, if he were to ever just disappear without a word she would never rest until she found him, and given his extreme measures it's doubtful that he did either.

"Derrek please, I just, I've been in love with you since we were children, all my life I've only ever wanted to make you happy. I know i don't deserve you and i'll never ask you o accept my feelings, but please, try to have consideration for them, how would you feel stuck in a cage, betrayed by the one person you love with all your heart?" she asked brokenly as she pulled his hands away from his face to make him look at her.

"I was terrified in that cage, i didn't feel safe, i felt hated and afraid, i didn' know you anymore let alone what you would do to me, so i ran like a bat outta hell, because you terrified me and frankly i felt anywhere away from you was safer,"

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Surprisingly, the yandere just further buried his face in his hands as she snapped at him. While he seemed like the dominant one of the relationship, the truth was Victoria did have a lot of say. Her words could really hurt him. So even if he was the one dictating the decisions, criticism from Vicky could easily send him backpedaling. After all, she mattered a lot to him. So hearing her level of frustration bothered him deeply. He was glad he rethought her living arrangements. He made a few adjustments to what would be her bedroom. Now she could roam around the room rather than have to curl up in a cage.

"I didn't mean to hurt you....I'm sorry. The cage is gone now."

He didn't look up at her at all. He was too absorbed in his anxiety and grief to do that. Besides, she probably wasn't even giving him the pleasure of her gaze. This entire situation was an absolute mess, and he blamed himself. This was all his fault. How could he be so foolish as to lose sight of her? Why didn't he make her living space more comfortable? Why didn't he find her in time? He beat himself up over every mistake that led them to this point.

"Now you're hurt and in a hospital bed....I failed you. But maybe now you see how messed up this world is."

He moved his hands away from his face.

"I wanted to avoid that. I didn't want you to have a crash course in evil, but I became too restrictive in the process."

Of course he was planning to put restrictions on her again, but this time he was going about it in a....friendlier manner? Nicer manner? I mean, he wasn't going to use a cage again so.

"Then what happened?"

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"Oh yes, cage is gone, well that just fixes everything doesn't it Derrek. I'll just forget the fact that it occurred to you AT ALL that the cage was a good idea!" she snapped angrily and tearfully as she continued raging at him though despite her angry tone, the gentle touch of her hands and the way she kept leaning down screamed more of desperation than anger.

"Am I truly so disgusting that you can't look at me? That you have to lock me in a cage and ignore me, and even now, i'm too hideous to look at aren't i....especially after..." she trailed off and fell back upon the bed a shivering and tearful mess as her nails dug into her skin, picking at the fresh wounds and sutures her night out had gotten her.

"When i close my eyes i can still feel those....things crawling inside me, eating away at my flesh, my hideous, disgusting flesh that even my best friend can't stand to look at anymore," she whispered darkly whilst still clawing at her skin. "I just want to die, I hear when you do you become something beautiful, and maybe in death you would love me, in hindsight, when i'm no longer around,"

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Derek shut down completely. He said not a word as she spoke. Her words still registered in his mind, but he was no longer responding. His eyes went blank. They became akin to black holes. The emotions he felt didn't fade away, but it was like someone turned off a switch. Now his face became scarily less emotive. That combined with the silence made it both creepy and concerning. It was hard to figure out what he was thinking at the moment. He just became a robot staring blankly at the floor. Was it all too much?

Vicky gave him too much at once. Now she was talking about death like it was an option for her. Who was she to think that she could just die and then everything would be okay? It didn't work like that! She would leave behind a mark, regardless of how small, and it would hurt. It would probably hurt him the mouth though. The truth was he really didn't have much to him. He was just a scary Eldritch monster with human flesh. He wasn't even sure if he truly had emotions. He could certainly act a certain way, but he generally didn't feel anything unless Vicky was there.

Vicky humanized him, and now he had made her angry. He didn't know what more else he could do at that point. He drifted in his thoughts lost on the next step. He felt his meter drop a bit. This brought him too much stress. Why must he be tormented so? The only thing that signaled Derek was still alive was the occasional breath he took. He didn't even blink as he just stared at the floor. It was like he was begging it for an answer. Just give him something to fix his problems.

Finally he raised his head and just....stared at Vicky. He examined every nook and cranny of her body, or at least as much as he could without touching her. The male kept staring at her and still wouldn't blink. One could easily fall down the two black holes that were on his face.

"I love you."

Really only an empath could read his feelings. He wasn't lying. He said nothing beyond those three words as tears poured down his face. Derek broke right then and there. He just couldn't live in a world where he didn't have Victoria.

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Victoria felt her heart break as he looked at her, her powers were still in effect and every tear, every silent plead, they all stabbed at her like tiny knives, twisting and tearing her heart asunder as she looked at him. She always tried to be the strong one and keep her emotions locked away, but recently her life had turned to hell and her best friend had betrayed her, she was in no control of herself, and the blank stare he gave her, empty and soulless, made her feel alone and hated.

No words could come to her throat, it had closed in on itself the hold back the sobs and tears. She didn't want him to see her cry, she didn't want him to know how heartbroken she was, but all she could do for the longest time was stare back at him with a tearful expression. Finally she leaned forward and touched her forehead to his own and wrapped her arms around his neck. Then without warning or cause she lurched forward and clung to him as she sobbed heavily against his shoulder, her entire body shaking as she did so.

"then hold me, love me, be WITH me. I was so scared in that cage, all i wanted for so long was for you to hold me, to tell me it would be alright, that you didn't hate me and you weren't going to abandon me, please derek, try to understand, I need you in my life, and when you separate me from you by bars i....I don't know what to do," she whimpered out weakly.

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