This is the song I've been singing my whole life

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Enelya Norvayn

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Close your eyes
Until the sunlight dies
In your head a thousand stars
Through the darkness you can see a light
And if they steal your life
Your heart is still mine



enelya norvayn haldis.
age unknown.
nature's daughter.</div>



{_June Bug, skipping like a stone;; the friends

We don’t even care, as restless as we are;; best friends
I know you better than you fake it;; good friends
Justine never knew the rules;; average
Double-cross the vacant and the bored;; acquaintances / name basis / friend of a friend
And we don’t care to shake these zipper blues;; on and off / fake friends
No apologies ever need be made;; childhood friends / enemy turned friend
And we don’t know exactly where our bones will rest;; partners in crime
As you can see, there’s no one else around;; inseparable


{_Cause you don’t want me no more;; the hate

To dust, I guess;; annoyance
Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls;; tension
This gun is loaded, devoted;; disliking of Enelya / mutual dislike
We were sure we’d never see an end to it all;; rivals
I’m torn apart, decrying;; enemies / ex-friend
Cause they scratch-scratch my door;; scary
How unjust you are, breaking my black heart;; death wish


{_So let the clouds roll by your face;; the lovers

This feeling shivers down your spine;; crush on Enelya
All along, we knew we’d carry on;; final


{_I’ll be under your stars, forever;; other

So old in my shoes;; student
I send this smile over to you;; child
But I want you to know that I need you right now;; hero
I’ll be here, just waiting for you;; protect / respect
I’m shattering glass, shattering fast;; other [specify]


{__Don’t let your life wrap up around you;; the code

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[Various lyrics from The Smashing Pumpkins]

 
birdie

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haldis, allen
  • 711 // immortal

  • We don’t even care, as restless as we are;; best friends
    All along, we knew we’d carry on;; final
    But I want you to know that I need you right now;; hero
    I’ll be here, just waiting for you;; protect / respect    [/list:u]"I'd gone to the ocean, watching angrily as the waves crashed mercilessly against the shore. I was so perfectly content there, angry, my blood pressure probably sky high, when I felt something bump into me. With even more frustration, I stared down at her, ridiculing everything I could from her purple eyes to her blue hair. I never would have guessed that day what such a meeting would entail.

    We became friends — while I'm sure you had many, I had more enemies, really, than I could count. We made an unlikely, awkward couple as friends, didn't we? You were the happy-go-lucky, kind-hearted Plant Lady and I was the abandoned, misled Tin Man. Enelya, I'll never forget that first kiss you gave me. Not only did you save my life because your blood had antioxidants and would kill the poison, but for the first time in centuries... I was feeling alive. Even if it wasn't to express affection, having you in my life somehow brought be back before I reached the point of no return. After everything you had to suffer through, you never once put yourself before others and Enelya, I admired that and still do to this day. But I digress... the first time you kissed me, I knew you were the one. The one.

    And then we were a couple... and before I knew it... we were on that lake and I was proposing to you. From then on everything was spinning and we were married. Let me tell you, Enelya — knowing I'd be yours forever was all I think I could have ever wanted. As soon as we were married, I knew my life was complete and no matter what happened to me afterward, it would never compare to that day.

    Well, until I found out you were pregnant. That day is a close second to our wedding day. I'll admit, I was afraid that the Tin Man wouldn't be a great daddy — but with Plant Lady by my side, I knew everything would be fine. The day the twins were born... it was bittersweet. It should have been the beginning of our lives when really... it was the end. You died, and to be honest, I died too. I just had to force myself to recover quickly for the sake of the babies. I know you would probably be sad to know that I blame myself because, well, you know — you wouldn't have gotten pregnant without me — but I can't help it, Enelya. But know this, wherever you are now, whether you be in the trees or in the air or in the flowers, or anywhere else — I will never regret knowing you, loving you, making you happy, and bringing Alderic and Adelle into the world with you. I know you're here, watching them grow by my side, even if you aren't here in the physical sense. I know you wouldn't abandon us, and I think that's all that's going to pull me through this. There are days when I feel like I just can't go on, simply for the fact that everything is without you now, and I go back to being a Tin Man and stop believing in everything you'd ever said. But then I think to myself "Why are you pushing her memory away like this?", and then I calm down, suck it up, and save it for another day when I can force myself to cry. Every moment with you was pure bliss, Enelya, whether I said it to your face or not. It's going to be so hard not to have you here to hold, talk to, and just be with... but for your sake, I promise I'll try, okay?

    So what words do you say about the person who means most to you in life? What words can express the feeling of emptiness, loss, and numbness when they pass? Certainly none that I know of. But words don't matter when this sort of thing happens — all that matters is that you keep your memories intact and never bury them away. Even if it causes pain, you get over it, and you have to embrace the good times... Enelya, you've taught me so much in such a short time, and I'm so glad I'm not the same anymore. I will always love you, no matter what, no matter how many years go by... because I always will be, and always have been, yours."

    "To My Dearest Allen,

    First things first, you’re going to be a Daddy! I have inside my womb our child, and boy does this little baby kick! I think this baby is completely ready to come meet you. The child is due soon, and kicks me even more each day. Sometimes I think I might have twins inside me! They are always so restless! I always look down at my big belly thinking about what a wonderful time we’re going to have together, being parents. I didn’t know if this day would ever come, but I too am finally going to become a Mommy. Remember that day in the forest? When we asked each other what we wanted to do with our lives? Looks like I’m finally getting my chance! I’m so excited Allen. And I have to be honest; I couldn’t have picked a better partner to help raise a child. I love you so much, Allen, and I am proud to be called your wife. Seeing this baby will be the best thing in the world. I can’t wait to see them, and see your face as they come to greet the world. Oh Allen, can you just imagine? Little feet, curious eyes, tiny little fingers grasping onto yours? I bet they’ll have all your charm and my good looks!

    Allen, you have grown so much from the first time I met you. I remember it so clearly. I was dancing on the beach, and you had a scowl plastered on your face like stone. I have to admit, you were a little scary! However, if my memory serves me right, the ocean whispered in my ear and told me that I should hang on to you, and that’s exactly what I did. And look at us now! Married, and soon to be parents! Though, I must say, my charm definitely did its part with you. I didn’t think you’d ever smile when I first saw you, but now you’re laughing and grinning all the time. Just keep up the good work, okay?

    I’d write more, but the baby is kicking again, I need to go lie down. Hopefully you’ll be home soon from the school. Allen, I love you, and that will never change, I assure you. We’re in this mess together, thick and thin, and all the way baby! Keep this so our child can see what their mother was like before she became a Mommy so that they’ll know she wasn’t crazy! And if I do go crazy, we can blame it on them! Deal? See you when you get home.

    I love you.
    Enelya."
 
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