Private Finished The Cost Of Intelligence

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"Oh you know how it is Tomo...it's all good," she'd flash a smile, her eyes looking down to her homework though she wasn't writing anymore. "Just doing school and all that, normal stuff I guess," she'd set her pencil aside and grab a piece of jerky, quickly eating it.

She could feel the broken pieces that were her memories piecing back together like a puzzel. It was a strange feeling, she thought it would be nice, but it was all happening to fast, her emotions weren't adjusting properly to its speed.

The cat shifter very slightly flinched as another memory induced pain hit her, not as strong as the last though. "So uh....did you want to do anything for winter break?" she'd ask, "we'll have time off for the holidays."

 

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"Normal stuff? Ew."
Was all Tomo answered, flashing a smirk but still concerned, and it showed in her eyes. Shiro was good at lying and pretending, she was Tomo's sister after all, but she wasn't good enough to fool her.
"Though with you some normal could do some good."

Tomo didn't miss the flinch, and she could see strange turmoil in Shiro's soul that made her frown deeply. What was happening? Did it have something to do with the intelligence ability? And Shiro was worried about Tomo's ability.
"Winter break? I didn't think about anything, I've never spent it in any special way."
 
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"Eh it's boring, I like exciting stuff," she'd brush hair from her face, her fingers going up to toy with the three piercings in her left ear. "Maybe we should find a party to go to or something," she liked crazy things as distractions, things to get her mind off of things from time to time.

She'd chickle, "well we have Tadashi and our friends to do stuff with, I could see if Eva wants to do something." She'd eat another piece of jerky, trying to ignore the memory scratching at the back of her mind, trying to be fully remembered.

"We gotta drag Tadashi outside for at least one snowball fight, otherwise he'll nap through it all," she'd giggle a bit at that thought.

 

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"If you want exciting go see a horror movie or something, do something 14-soon-to-be-15-year-olds do."
Tomo said, rolling her eyes, and reached to bap Shiro's forehead.
"'Cos I ain't tagging along for another party after that ball and...the other time."
Tomo was referring to the time she and the vampire chick had salvaged Shiro from that party, and Tomo did not want to do that again.

"You're the social butterfly of us three, I'm just the muscle."
Tomo said with a small grin.
"I can drag Tada anywhere, anytime."
Tomo opened her mouth and pointed at it, telling Shiro to give her some of that jerky too.
 
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"I wouldn't say I'm a social butterfly," she's toss a piece of jerky at her, aiming for her mouth, "I just like having fun it all." She'd scratch one of her cat ears, "I haven't really done much lately, just stuck to the school and stuff."

She'd look down at her homework, realizing she'd actually finished she'd push it to the side. "Maybe I'll see if Tadashi will go to a small party with me," their calm and lazy brother at a party was an interesting idea.

Another memory hit her, she'd flinch, holding her head, shaking as the images shot through her mind. It hurt, remembering all these awful things hurt so much more than she expected. Soon tears were silently rolling down her cheeks, she wasn't ready to remember any of this.

 

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"Eh, tomato, tomatoe."
Tomo made a so-so gesture as she shrugged, and snatched the jerky from air. She chewed it happily as she listened to Shiro, looking at her sister with perceptive gaze.
"Sticking to school and stuff is normal, like going to a club and hanging out with friends in a cafe after school and stuff. Or I think so. I don't really do stuff like that, but unlike you I'm a lone wolf."

Tomo let out a genuine laugh at the thought of Tadashi in a party, the idea was so bizarre.
"Yeah, sure, he'd just draw a picture to go for him and bail."

When Shiro yet again seemed to be in pain and held her head, this time even crying, Tomo spun to her knees in a second and went closer, touching her hands to Shiro's shoulders.
"Shiro? I won't buy any bullshit that you're not okay. What's going on?"
Tomo's eyes and tone were firm but worried, and her face was the same. Tomo wiped away some tears from Shiro's face, she could see that her sister's mind was in turmoil.
 

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"I-I'm remembering," she'd say, trying to push through the pain and emotional shock that was hitting her. "I'm remembering it all....my power is bringing it all back," the images continued to flash through her mind before stopping for now, she could feel more coming.

She'd let out a shaky breath and wipe her tears away, "my power, it's fixing my memory problems, so it's....it's making me remnants all the memories I lost." They weren't good memories, but they were things she wanted to know, even though she wasn't ready too.

"I'll be ok," she'd take breath, rubbing her cheeks, trying to get a hold on her emotions, "it's why I wanted the power, so that I could remember and so I'd stop forgetting things."

 

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Tomo frowned deeply when Shiro explained what was happening. She was remembering? Exactly what? It couldn't be anything good, judging from the state of Shiro's soul, and the very reason those memories had been erased was because they were bad.
Sometimes forgetting was bliss. Tomo sure as hell wanted to forget a bunch of things.
Tomo sat next to Shiro and kept an arm wrapped around her sister's shoulders.
"I know you won't let me help, but don't get lost in those memories. We're here, in this moment, and you can scream and cry and even hit me. But don't try to fight against it or bear it all by yourself."
 

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She'd lean against her, happy to have her support. "S-she took a lot of my memories," she'd finally say after a while, "took a lot things from me." The tears continued to silently flow, "it's why I couldn't remember your and Tadashi...couldn't really remember our mother."

She'd start to shake a little, "the woman who raised me....the one I called mom, she took all that away from me." She wanted to have the few good memories she had back, the few good moments fight had gifted her.

"S-she erased them when.....when she erased the other memories....memories of the experiments," she'd have scars, but the witch had of course healed them, another piece of evidence she'd destroyed.

 

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It was a relief, the fact that Shiro didn't push Tomo away like she could've done not so long ago. The three siblings had really grown closer, and Tomo was really happy about that every day. But right now that relief was pushed back by Tomo's worry, anxiousness and yes, anger. Anger towards something she couldn't do anything about. Anger towards this fucked up "mother" Shiro had had, the reason Shiro had suffered so much. Tomo squeezed her sister reassuringly and gently wiped some tears away while she listened to what Shiro was saying.

Tomo wanted to do something, anything, but right now was the worst time to attempt to soothe Shiro with Tomo's ability. So she couldn't really do anything but listen and cradle Shiro in her arms. Anger bubbled strongly inside Tomo, but she didn't express it.
"Remembering all that shit will be tough, but me and Tada and all your friends are here. And after this you will never forget me and Tada again, we'll never leave you, I promise."
 
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