Take me out

She wasn't sure what to do. I as he touched her thigh, it felt good in a way, but at the same time she didn't want it. Grabbing his hand, she waited until he was finished talking to give him a response. "Does it really matter? That, that isn't really important to me. As much as I want that, I don't need it." She said as he closed her eyes. "I want it to feel like you want me, that you are as surprised as I am, and excited as I am when we was together."

She was a bit confused by his response, as she would have thought him to be furious or at least weirded out that she didn't want that. Opening her eyes and blinking a few times as she listened, she nodded as it seemed that he had finished talking. Did he like her then? Or was he just saying that? He seemed a lot different then the first time she had sat on his lap, but it was as if she wasn't letting himself get close to her. She still felt as if he didn't fully feel the same as her, but she wasn't going to let that get to her. Leaning in closer to him and sighing, she let herself have out a rather big smile. "Okay."

Blinking a few times, she took the last bites of her sandwich. As it seemed that he too had finished eating, she smiled a bit as he checked something on his cellphone. As he began to talk, a small frown crossed her face. It seemed that he needed to leave, to go back to his work that she had disturbed by her presence in his office. Snarling a bit as she thought about it, she disliked the thought in her mind. Nodding to his request that she leave him alone for the rest of the day, she didn't want to force him into anything, and it seemed that their 'relationship' had been on a weird path for the last few hours. Though, the minute he mentioned trust, she froze up. She wasn't sure if she could trust him, as she still didn't fully trust him not to go back into thinking that her body was his play thing. "Yeah." Was all she could manage as she began to get up off of his lap.

As she stood up fully, it seemed that he had some type of concern, or curiosity with how she was. She wasn't alright, as now as she could think about was what he had done wrong. Growling a bit to herself, she was set off guard by a somewhat weird nudge behind her. Wanting to find the cause of it, she slowly turned around to see Deskar oddly close to her. "I'm fine." She said, not want to break her cool as she knew that they both had to leave. "I guess I'll see you around." Lucy wanted to changed the subject, but at the same time she was interested to see if he actually do care about her, or at least cared enough to see if she was really fine.

Looking at him, she sighed and looked at the ground. "Sorry, you don't deserve this." She wasn't sure as to why have was acting like this. Was it because she wasn't used to it. "Trusting really isn't my strong suit." She then looked up at him. she stepped a bit closer to him, looking into his eyes. "That's all. And I'd love to, see you as soon as possible." She smiled at him as she kissed his cheek. "Sorry for acting like a bitch."