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Painter frowns as she hesitates and sets a hand on her shoulder, "Tell the truth, nothing you say will change my opinion of you..trust me." He smiles and sits down in the chair next to her bed. What is she afraid of..I have to know..
 

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She looked at him unsure of how to say things and what to say. "I... I don't want you to be in pain, I don't want you to hurt." She only said that much with her lips. She couldn't tell him about her feelings or about when she would fight Darci. Her fear was to fall in love, and lose them after seeing them die a painful death. Like a vision in her mind of two loving parents slaughtered by a dragon for her.

She didn't fear death, she feared losing someone close to her. And he was the closest person she had. And for some reason he kept getting closer.
 

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Painter chuckles, "That's it?" he smiles and pats her shoulder gently, "My whole life has been full of pain, my own parents never even loved me. If you died, it would be just another thing to add to my list of things that hurt.." He continues to smile at her weakly. "Now then..I don't think that's everything.." he says knowingly.
 

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She looked down, "I don't want you to die, but I am going to die, or it's very possible. That cabin is miles from the witch, but only being exposed to that gave me this wound. When I fight her even if she doesn't hit me... I'll most likely die, but if I don't fight her I'll regret it my entire life." She looked down tears coming to her eyes.

"Mainly it's that I... I just don't want anything bad to happen to you." She said a lone tear slipping down her cheek.
 

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Painter sighs and wipes the tear off of her face, "I'll be fine, I'm the last person you should be worrying about." He smiles to her and sits back a little, "Besides..if I were to die and you were to die..we'd still be together in the afterlife.." He pauses, realizing what he just said. On the surface he wonders why he would say such a thing, but deep within himself, the answer is more obvious to him. He is afraid of that answer however, and continues to hide it within himself.
 

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"I'll be fine, I'm the last person you should be worrying about."

She felt his warm hand on her face as he wiped the tear away, she wondered why she felt so strange, was her fear coming true?

"Besides..if I were to die and you were to die..we'd still be together in the afterlife.."

His words hit her like a fly to windsheild, We'd still be together in the afterlife. The words seemed to taunt her, she wondered if he strongly cared for her too. She didn't want to admit she possibly might be falling in love with him. So she didn't use those words, love was something she was afraid of. But yet she didn't want to seem foolish and say something, even if it was love. Deep in her heart she knew, but the her that she let out wondered why she cared as much as she did.
 

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Painter's eyes close as he struggles within himself. Getting close to someone was always something he struggled with when he was younger. He was always afraid to approach girls because his wings made him nervous about it. Now he finally knew someone who loved his wings and actually cared for him and it made him nervous. He knew within himself he loved her, or something similar to love, but he wasn't entirely sure of himself and how he'd go about it.
 

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She looked down slightly, the pain lessening in her wound. She hated hospitals, especially now that she was in the bed. She felt uncomfortable, she was afraid of doctors and nurses. They always seemed more interested in Medicine and surgeries. She tried to keep her mind off her feelings for him but was failing. She either thought about her hate of hospitals or him. She sighed picking the less frightening of the two.

She thought about how annoying doctor's were with their big needles and big pills and how they always wanted some money for shoving a pill down your throat.

"I hate hospitals...." She said with a sigh breaking the horrible silence which plagued the room.
 

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Painter breaks out of his internal trance and looking at her, "Yeah..they're always too small and stuffy..and they poke you with needles.." he looks down at where the IV was attached to his arm and sighs. His thoughts began to drift back to the war within himself. Fear and love he thinks to himself, Men's two strongest emotions clashing within me..I feel like I have a civil war happening in my body.. He closes his eyes and tries to relax himself, but failing miserably.
 

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She looked at him, her eyes were somehow different than before. Somehow softer, she didn't know they were or she'd probably would've tried to hide it. Her deep emotion was leaking, yet she didn't put a name on the inner emotion. She looked down, she bit her lip in thought.

She didn't want to say a word, one from fear and another from fear. She didn't want their relationship to die, but she didn't want a relationship because she didn't want him to die. Then if he didn't like her then it would effect her feelings for him. She sighed aloud not realizing she did so.
 
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