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Knox! · May 19, 2014

<div align=center>William soon realized that no matter what he said Gabe's feelings about him would remain exactly the same. He settled himself back down on his side again, nestling against Gabriel and letting out a small sigh. "I just get sad sometimes." He tugged at the blankets and pushed his head against Gabe's shoulder, "but doesn't everyone? It's nothing to be concerned about." He was wrong in saying that, however. William's mood swings got worse and worse, though some were far more serious than others. He wrapped both arms around Gabriel's waist and sighed shortly, shutting his eyes and settling down there.

His previous demeanor had returned, William seemed more or less completely innocent all over again. He wasn't so scary anymore. Besides, he wouldn't hurt Gabriel, he was one person he didn't even dream of harming. It felt strange to love someone, even after all this time it was still an incredibly foreign feeling to have someone love you back. William had never had anything like this before, truthfully, there was no way he thought he deserved it. "I'm not good enough for you." He murmured, voice muffled into the older boy's shoulder. I need you. That thought rang in his head like a siren. No one needs me. He returned.

Perhaps it'd be a good time to go to the doctor, there were people he could speak to at the hospital, though he didn't think it was serious enough to need drugs or any real kind of help. I'm just in a rut right now.</div>

jenni · May 20, 2014

William was right in that respect, no matter how bad the mistakes the boy had made were Gabe would never change his mind on the boy. He'd already made up his mind that he loved William more than anyone he had ever met before, and he didn't think that could be easily changed.

Gabe was happy when the boy leaned in close to him, he liked the comfort. Even if the things the boy was talking about weren't comforting. "I know you do querido...It's okay to get sad," Gabe told him, "but..maybe you get sad a bit too often for it to be okay?" He frowned a little, "I don't mean as in it's your fault..but I think maybe you should see somebody to help with it." He bit his lip, sure everybody got sad but not to the extent Bill was talking about, "Somebody professional...I mean if I could fix it I would, but I don't think I can, miel."

"Why would you say something like that?" Gabe asked, genuinely confused. He viewed William as above everyone else in the world, so how William thought he wasn't good enough for average Gabe was beyond him, "if anything you're far too good for me." He shook his head, "I'm just Gabe, but you're William , you're brilliant."

Knox! · May 20, 2014

<div align=center>William didn't reply to Gabriel this time, mainly because he knew he was absolutely right. Maybe it was a good idea to talk to someone. Someone that understood people's heads. William would have liked it if Gabe could have just done that, but he couldn't, not alone. He purred softly at the nickname, despite not really knowing what it meant. He liked Gabriel's nonsensical Spanish ramblings, he never knew what any of it meant, but it was nice to listen to regardless of what he was saying. "I like that," he mumbled softly, "that makes me happy..." Or it comforted him, at least.

He shook his head again, frowning softly. "No." He answered, hooking both arms around Gabe and pulling himself a little closer. The warmth felt good, and Gabriel smelled nice. William could never really put his finger on what exactly the smell was, it was musky and boyish, a clean, warm smell that made Bill happy. That scent meant that Gabe was there - or that he'd been around recently - and that was a good feeling.

"There isn't anyone else like you. Anywhere." He pressed a soft kiss to Gabe's cheek, his hand moving to the top of his head. "Not in this whole world." He sighed lightly, burying his face against Gabriel and nuzzling softly. "I love you. I really do."</div>

jenni · May 20, 2014

"Hmm?" Gabe tilted his head, not sure which part William was referring to. However he guessed it was the nickname, the boy liked his nicknames. "You mean 'miel'?" Gabe asked softly, "that means honey, in case you were wondering." He didn't think William had a thirst to know what it meant but at the same time he wouldn't be opposed to learning them either.

"Do you mean no you won't go see somebody?" Gabe asked, " 'cause I don't wanna be annoying but I think you really should...I'm worried about you Billy." He pressed a kiss to the boy's nose, he just wanted his boyfriend to be safe and happy.

"Really?" Gabe laughed, a little bewildered. He was sure he was just average, nothing remarkable, not bad not good. But hearing nice words from Bill made him believe that maybe he was just a little more special that he thought he was, at least to Bill. And seen as Bill was the only person who really mattered to him no matter what...well...it was good to be loved. Gabe smiled as Bill drew their faces closer, "I love you too, more than anything or anyone in the world."

Knox! · May 22, 2014

<div align=center>William nodded a little, scrambling on top of Gabe again and staring down at him, resting his elbows on his chest. He pecked the man on the lips, only briefly though. "Yeah..." He answered softly, his arms moving forward to rest either side of Gabriel's head. "I like it when you say Spanish words..." He mumbled, "I don't really know what many of them mean, but they sound good coming out your mouth.." One hand came back up to play with a stand of the dark, wavy hair that tumbled forward over his shoulders. Gabriel was warm and comfy and Bill didn't much want to get off, it can't have been all that bad - William wasn't very heavy at all.

"No," he frowned again, "I mean... No you're not just Gabe." He answered, he'd go and talk to someone if Gabriel wanted him to. It'd be for his own benefit, he knew. He'd met the school councilor before, but he had no idea if he trusted him enough to go and see him. William was altogether too picky with the people he talked to, and he was right to be. This was a huge step, he didn't want to spill his guts to just anyone. He couldn't spill his guts to just anyone. His stutter would most likely get the better of him and he'd end up breaking down and crying. He pushed the thoughts out his head, he'd think about this when the time came to find someone.

William nodded, still staring down at the older boy. It was only at times like this Bill realized just how much he liked Gabe's face. He liked it a lot. Everything was in a good place. "I like your face."</div>

jenni · May 22, 2014

Gabe murmured happily as the boy propped himself on top of him. "Well that's a good thing." Gabe answered with a smile, " 'cause I have an awful habit of breaking out into Spanish phrases, so I'm glad they're not annoying." Gabe glanced up at Bilvy with a stupid grin on his face, and added, "doesn't everything sound good coming out of my mouth?" He craned his neck to return the kiss from earlier.

Gabe didn't much mind Bill being on top of him, the boy was light as a feather - well that might have been an exaggeration but he wasn't bothering Gabe. "Oh right," Gabe nodded, "well thanks." He smiled, realising that that meant Bill would go see someone, "you're a really good boy you know that? I'm proud of you, so very proud." It wasn't easy for anyone to admit they needed help, let alone to think about following through with seeking help.

The compliment took him a little by surprise, but he was quite pleased by it. "Why thank you, Guillermo, I think I like yours more though." He laughed softly, happy that they had gotten the dark stuff over with, at least for now.

Knox! · May 23, 2014

<div align=center>William pushed himself up for a moment, struggling out of his shirt again and shifting awkwardly to remove himself of whatever other clothes he'd put on a little while ago. Though these actions were more or less completely innocent, he just liked the way skin on skin felt. It was a comforting feeling, and besides, Gabe was warm. He settled down again, tucking his knees against the older boy and pushing his head to rest on his shoulder. He took a breath and let out a long, audible sigh. "I don't want to go to sleep." He mumbled, one hand tracing idle circles on Gabe's chest.

It still felt strange, having company like this. Gabriel took him to places he'd never even thought of, he'd never even dreamed of a person making him feel the way Gabriel did. It was something he felt embarrassed thinking about, but he loved him. He loved him a lot. "Stay awake with me?" He asked softly, eyes flickering briefly up to look at his boyfriend for a moment.

Praise felt best when it came from him. William could very well go without talking to anyone else ever again, as long as he had Gabe to talk to. Besides, he felt safe with Gabriel. Gabe didn't make him stutter, and he was perhaps the one person he didn't break into a nervous sweat in front of. At least, not usually anyway.</div>

jenni · May 23, 2014

Gabe could usually recognise when William was being dirty and when he was just being sweet and he figured this was one of the more innocent type of times. Bill was warm from the clothes he had been wearing, and Gabe was happy when their skin came into contact. It felt nice like it was supposed to be that way.

"Something else the matter?" Gabe referred to the sigh. He let his eyes flutter shut as Bilvy traced circles on his chest, it was comforting. He opened his eyes suddenly when the boy asked him to stay awake with him. He nodded violently, holding back a yawn. "If you want me to querido." He was exhausted but sleep could wait for now.

Knox! · May 23, 2014

<div align=center>William shook his head when asked if anything else was the matter, he was alright. Nothing was the matter anymore, he was too tired to talk about anything all that deep, but he wasn't tired enough to go to sleep. He just wanted to stay awake and look at Gabe for a little while, for all he knew that could lead to other things, but he didn't particularly mind the prospect of that. He wasn't the sort of boy to suggest that, though. He was far too innocent. For the most part, at least. That wasn't to say his innocent demeanor was up all the time.

His fingers fanned out across the man's skin. He pressed a kiss to his neck, remaining there for a moment, nestling himself against Gabe and pulling himself a little closer. The man was warm, it comforted William to be so close. "Maybe we should invest in a double bed, one day?" He suggested idly, his hand shifting to to Gabe's face. His cheek was rough with stubble, though William would usually complain, he liked it. He liked it when Gabe looked like disheveled. He'd taken a liking to that more masculine side of the boy over the past few days, he wasn't sure when it happened or how, but he still refused to let Gabriel grow any kind of chest hair. Ew.

"I do want you to." He answered, "we don't have to sleep, do we? I don't wanna get up in the morning, anyway..."</div>

jenni · May 25, 2014

Gabe was glad that Bill was okay for now, he didn't like it when he saw the poor kid upset but he was happy that William trusted him enough to come to him with his problems. He cared a lot, and he thought that Bill was beginning to realise that.

Gabe hadn't been thinking along the lines of other things at the moment, poor Bill seemed too vulnerable to him, but who knows what could happen in the next few hours, especially when the sleepy effect wore off him. For now though he cuddled close with Bilvy, happy to have the comforting presence of his boyfriend beside him. The kiss was sweet, and it caused Gabe to meet Bill's eyes with a smile.

"Perhaps that would be a good idea," Gabe agreed with a nod. It'd be much more practical to fit the two of them into. However his dorm wouldn't have enough room for a double bed, not if he wanted to actually have any floor space at all, and he simply couldn't afford to spend money on a double bed. "In the future we will...I promise."

Gabe was pretty chuffed with the fact that Bill had taken a liking to his face with stubble, it meant he didn't have to shave half as often, apart from his chest as Bill still insisted he shave that. "Then I will," he assured the boy, "just hit me if I start to drift off. I shouldn't but...still a bit tired." He shook his head, "nah I don't think there's anything on in the morning anyway...there might be a lecture or something but there's no way in Hell I am going to it."

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