Ian was at a loss of what to say. He didn't want to lie and say he didn't. Yet he didn't want to say he did because she would ask what it was and he would ahve to say, because he coulnd't keep it from her. Yet he also didn't want to just not respond because she might think something is wrong. "I want to say something to you." he said beginning very slowly, "But I think if I had said it, responding to it would have been very akward, so I was tryign to decide if I was going to tell you or not." he said still speaking slowly and with a slight hint of guilt.