"I usually just call him Klaus," Shay said. Guardian and dad were too little and too much.
"I guess the whole adopted thing hasn't really sunken in, yet." And Shay would try to leave it there for now.
All too happy to switch to the topic of Angelo's partner, Shay's stared at the door longingly.
"That explains why he's so intimidating. I don't think I've ever met an Angel before." A regretful pause, before she asked,
"so he wouldn't hurt me then?" She could never be too careful, even if her question come off offensive.
Shay didn't move much when Angelo had slipped out of the room. The longer she sat alone, the more her anxiety grew, until it was clawing its way up her throat and practically choking her. She rubbed her face, primarily her eyes, and hoped that all the negative feelings would somehow disappear with that one action.
It was in these moments that Shay wanted nothing more than to run. Just run and hope all the negativity couldn't keep up. It took all her strength not to get up and try to leave the station. To go as far and fast as she could. To the edge of Manta Carlos. Trapped. Isolated on this stupid place, with all these stupid people, where danger still trailed her like a shadow. No escape.
When Shay withdrew her hands from her face, they were slick with tears she was quick to wipe on her pants and hide. She dabbed her face with her shirt, hoping there was no redness left behind from the tears. Now was a time for bravery, not fear or desperation.
When Angelo returned, Shay jumped, like she'd been up to no good. She smiled contritely.
"I'm --" Eroshay rubbed the back of her neck. Did she need to apologize for this mess? For everything? In the end, Shay needed to apologize for ever walking into Angelo's life.
"I'm sorry. For everything, not just this. For getting you in trouble with your partner. For being a Rosales. For meeting you. I know things haven't been easy since you met me."