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Yes, the sex talk. he said, turning towards Gabriel with a puzzled look on his face. He thought William would have told Gabriel about it, since it was kinda majorly important, considering the state of mind in which the boy has come to him that day.

Michael scoffed. The Health class? he said, raising an eyebrow. You are an idiot, Gabriel. No matter how useful the Health class can be for straight students, I seriously doubt that it ever does anything for the gay ones, and William's partner is, in the end, male, that being yourself. He frowned there, suddenly looking at Gabriel with renewed anger. Have you not thought about it at all? he said, his eyes turning into two dark ambers as he spoke. The boy is practically a child, and a shy one at that, did you honestly expect him to just know? Have you talked about it with him at all?!

He did not yell, less he woke up William again, but his voice did take a harsher tone.
 

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Gabe raised his eyebrows, he didn't like the manner Michael had picked up. It was patronising , and it almost seemed as if he thought himself above Gabe. "William never mentioned anything about having the talk with you." He responded in a cool voice, doing his level best to keep calm.

As Gabe talked about William he began to massage the boy's shoulders. He enjoyed doing that, William's shoulders and collarbones felt so nice beneath his fingers, and he knew it helped Bill to relax too. He pressed a kiss to William's cheek, trying to focus on his boyfriend's warmth and sleepy state instead of Michael's rude attitude.

"What right do you have to call me an idiot ?" Gabe narrowed his eyes, he drew a deep breath. Stay calm, stay calm , he repeated to himself, but it wasn't working. He could feel the fury rising inside him like a vicious animal trying to attack.

"Obviously I have thought about it!" Gabe snapped, "I honestly don't know who you take me for." He glanced at William, and tried to lower his voice, he didn't want to disrupt Bill's rest. "I don't think being shy has all that much to do with, he is seventeen Michael. Surely he has watched porn, most other boys his age would have, and they would have been doing so for years."

"And before you start at me, I know porn is not the most accurate representation, but it does give you an idea." Gabe could throttle the other man right now.
 

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Michael thought he was about to explode.

Porn?! he thought, his thoughts boiling with anger, and he bloody well knew this time Gabriel couldn't hear him, but there were no words that could express what he was feeling right now. Porn?! a rising tide of anger swept over his consciousness, and he was sure, as much as he could be at that state, really, that if Gabriel couldn't hear him, he could bloody well feel it.

His face a mask of anger, his dark eyes burning with flames, and a shadow of his wings behind his back, not really there because he hadn't taken the pendant off, but not really hidden anymore, not when he was this lost in anger, he stood up towering over the other man.

I don't even know where to begin. he hissed, his voice low and humming, with a sharp and poisonous edge. I have which ever right I choose for myself to call you an idiot, as does any man that chooses to call the other the same; however, for now, I choose that that you do not seem to know your boyfriend at all.

The boy blushed at the very thought of a kiss with a girl, and you think that he would have the will to watch something like porn? And I'm not even going to go into that of how much wrong one can learn from that, because it seems that you already know that at least.

And I do not care how much you thought about it, Gabriel, for for all the world knows you can have nothing but dirty fantasies in there. No, what I wanted to know was how much you have talked to him about it before he came running to me, in tears, shaking so bad that I thought he was going to break, having no idea about anything at all! He was so scared that I was at the brink of flying out and making good on my promise to to drop you from the highest point I could reach, and yet he still stopped me, asking me what it meant to be in love.
he looked at Gabriel like he was ready to throttle him right then and there, but one look at the still soundly sleeping William seemed to calm him a little. Or at least enough to take a step back and stop towering over Gabriel.

Before this, he was honestly ready to give the man a benefit of the doubt, for William and the warm friendship he had with the boy. Now, however, all of his bad opinions seemed to resurface within seconds where it took weeks to burry them.

And that, Gabriel, is why I think you are an idiot, and no good at all.

And if William woke up, he will tell him the truth, and if Gabriel told on him, he will again tell the truth, and if the boy decided never to talk to him again, well, it will hurt like Hell.
 

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The way Michael was looking right now should have caused Gabe to back down. The man looked terrifying but Gabe didn't give a shit. He wasn't easily intimidated, and not when he had himself to defend.

Gabe sprang off the bed, walking hurriedly towards Michael. He jabbed a finger at the man's chest, "don't you dare ever call me an idiot again, Michael, don't you dare." Gabe had not called Michael an idiot and he mentioned this, "you can't say I called you one, you were the one who started this," he scowled.

"Well I'm sorry that unlike you and Bill I can't read thoughts," Gabe growled, his eyes growing dark, suspicious, angry. "Perhaps he blushed thinking about kissing a girl because he is gay , Michael, kissing girls isn't his thing." Gabe frowned, "people can act more innocent than they appear, you don't always know what they get up to when they are home alone."

Gabe was half tempted to punch Michael, but the man was probably stronger than him and he didn't want to sacrifice his relationship with Bill for it. "Not everyone in the world can read minds like you, Michael." His voice was cold, "and really if you are going to read my mind, stop fishing around for dirty things and look around properly. You'll probably find more sustenance in there, than in your own." Gabe still didn't know that Michael could not read minds.

"I," Gabe started, he didn't want to admit they hadn't talked about it all that much, "tried to talk to him about it. I thought he was acting more innocent than he was, I didn't realise at that time how little he knew. Of course I realised afterwards, do you think that I don't berate myself every day about it? I feel guilty as fuck about that Michael, you have no right to use it against me."

" 'No good at all' ? " Gabe repeated. "What exactly do you mean by that Michael? Tread carefully." He warned.
 

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<div align=center>Had the temperature in the room dropped? Or was it that ice cold glare on the teen's face that could probably have made a werewolf stop in it's tracks. He'd pushed himself up to a sitting position over the past few minutes, and was sat neatly with his hands folded in his lap, neither of his friends seemed to have noticed though and he had been watching the spectacle unfold for a few minutes. His gaze locked directly to Micheal's suddenly, and his eyes narrowed. "Please," his voice was so eerily calm that it was just a little bit unnerving to listen to him speak, he tucked a stand of hair behind his ear, and took a moment to fix the other little bits that had stuck themselves up on end. "what were you saying, Micheal?" A dangerous smile crossed his features, though it didn't reach his eyes, and that was the scary part. It was so strange for William to get angry, that anger was more or less a completely void emotion when it came unto him. He didn't shout or throw things around, his demeanor was in fact exactly the same as it was usually, and that was what made it so awful.

"I honestly thought I told you about leaving him alone." William shrugged lazily, glancing very briefly to Gabe, before fixing that freezing cold stare back to Micheal again. He didn't like the way this was happening, it had been a stupid thing to mention and of course Gabriel would flip out. What else would he expect? The way this was playing out in William's mind was that it had been deliberate. Whether that was true or not was a completely different matter. The boy pushed himself slowly, carefully to his feet, shuffled past Gabe and stood level with Micheal. "Do go on, what did you have to say?"

I wonder why you say he doesn't know me at all. He continued, perhaps using his mental voice was a little bit dangerous right now. He was angry. Perhaps it wasn't all that evident, but the storm cloud building up in the back of his mind was ready to burst. His fingers curled slowly into his palms, even that notion was delicate. I'm not sure why you think you're better than him. That horrible little smile came back, and he tipped his head to one side. He was still so calm. But the sudden atmosphere of electric in the room suggested he was absolutely anything but, or perhaps that was just Gabe.</div>
 

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He knew it was dangerous. Telling the truth, being blunt, never lying, not even when it would be better to do so. He could lose a friend. No, scratch that he will lose a friend, because for better or for worse, the boy was in love with Gabriel. And he knew that. He talked about it with him for like an hour. Still, he let it flow.

Because that is how he acts sometimes. he closed his eyes, not carrying what Gabriel will think any more, not even what William will think, for he had resigned himself to losing, shutting himself off. The was he speaks, the way he acts, and the thing he say and does about you, even if it's honest, it just seems wrong looking from the side. And the way you act, the way you speak, the fact that you cried because he forgot to talk about it with you. The way you frown sometimes because had done something so stupid. The way you were so damn afraid. his worry crashed on his emotional lock down barrier like a tidal wave, being so strong that it literally made him clench his teeth while trying to suppress it. And on the surface he stayed calm, but underneath it he was a boiling mess.

And then he laughed.

I am not better, little one. he smirked on the inside, a little not of laughter in the boiling mess of the emotions trying to burst open. I am just different, because I don't like to talk. And that's why I look more.

And I listened to you. I acted normal. And you were right. He was actually a decent person. Until about seven minutes ago.


The look in William's eyes was terrifying enough to make the grown made shudder and run away in fear, yet, when Michael opened his eyes, he refused to break the contact with it even for a second. Because, he didn't care, right?

Like hell.

Still, he looked.

He knew it was gonna hurt, and it won't hurt less if he looked away, so he might as well continue as he started. Telling the truth, being blunt, never telling a lie.

I just worry, kid.

There was 90% percent chance that he has done everything wrong right now. And about that, he really did not care.

And Gabriel? I can't read minds. The only supernatural thing about me are my wings.
 

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Gabe jumped as he heard William's voice, he had been so focused on Michael he hadn't even realised the boy had woken, then again not even William could sleep through all this commotion. The temperature in the room may not have dropped, but the mood surely had,as William's emotions could influence everyone else's in the room, especially when they were this strong. Gabe turned to meet Bill's eye, he was worried the boy would start giving out to him, but it seemed he was defending him at the moment.

It's okay, Gabe tried to reassure William, you don't have to get mad at him, I don't want you to lose your best friend over me. Sure, Michael was acting out of line, but Gabe was a grown man and he had the ability to deal with it himself. He just wished Bill wouldn't get hurt because of this, but it was most likely going to be Bill who got hurt the most, he'd either lose his best friend or his boyfriend if this went much further. Not that Gabe would even consider leaving him, but he couldn't choose what William would do.

William was absolutely terrifying like this. His eyes were as cold as ice, but his smile, his smile was wide, and that was probably the most frightening part. The fact that he was smiling . It was common to see the boy frown when he got annoyed, but smiling, never. Gabe couldn't help but think about how glad he was to not be on the receiving end of William's scolding, then again it was early days yet.

Yet, as much as Gabe didn't want Bill to lose his friend, he couldn't stop the static flowing around inside him, it was ready to explode and if he didn't find a way to deal with it, Michael's dorm would be up in the air soon enough. "I think perhaps I should step outside," Gabe clenched his teeth, "before I hurt someone." He was terrified, terrified he was going to cause Bill more burns and leave him even worse off that he was now.

"I suppose you blame me for that too Michael?" Gabe snapped, he had tried so hard to stay level but he couldn't resist it anymore.
Gabe felt like he was going to explode, both physically and mentally.

The scariest thing about this whole thing, and the reason why Gabe had remained in the room even after saying he was going to leave is that right now none of the argument seemed to be verbal, neither Michael nor William were saying anything aloud right now, but they were clearing conversing.

'And Gabriel? I can't read minds. The only supernatural thing about me are my wings'. Gabe felt rather stupid after that, but instead of replying he shook his head, "I'm going outside, I'm definitely going outside." He left the room, though no doubt he'd be back in a few minutes once he'd let off some (literal) steam, he didn't exactly want to leave Bill alone in there.
 

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<div align=center>In one swift movement, William grabbed a handful of Micheal's shirt and violently yanked him to his eye level, he was snarling, he was actually snarling. There was a look on William's face that was reminiscent to a feral dog, and a crazy look in his eye to accompany it. He didn't care if Micheal was worried about him. In fact he currently couldn't care less about anything he'd ever said to him, and all of a sudden all he could think about was hitting the other boy as hard as he possibly could, which in fact probably wouldn't be that hard, it was the thought of it though. William was more or less a pacifist, the only time he drastically hurt people was by accident. That had been a long time ago, but he could feel something trying to lash out in the back of his mind, it frightened him just a little, but he disregarded it and held it down. He was angry but he sure as hell didn't want to drive poor Micheal to insanity. "Until seven minutes ago?!"

William hadn't registered that Gabe had done anything wrong, he'd questioned something that Micheal had said, sure. William had heard that part. It would probably be any lover's reaction to something like that, he imagined. "You say he doesn't know me very well," he let out a short, sadistic little bark of laughter, "and I'm wondering if you are being a little hypocritical." William tended to cry more often than not, about things that most people probably wouldn't be reduced to tears by. "I cry all the fucking time." He growled, the grip he had on Micheal's shirt tightening just a little. William didn't think he'd been this angry in a long, long time. In William's eyes this whole situation was entirely Micheal's fault, which was probably why he was as angry as he was. The pressure in his head that wanted to hurt his friend was so overwhelming that it was giving him a headache. William wondered if he should leave, but his feet didn't seem to be cooperating with his thoughts, and instead he bristled up again.

"You think you haven't done things that are so damn stupid you make everyone around you want to scream?" He asked, softly. Sure, Gabriel was an idiot, but the things he did were cute as much as they were stupid. He tried so hard for William, and that was exactly what he liked about him. He'd been trying so hard in this situation to be nice and he'd succeeded up until this point. William liked having someone that tried so desperately to keep him by their side, Gabe's choice to leave the room was probably a good one. William was trying desperately not to use his mental voice. He was ignoring everything that desperately wanted him to use it, and it was proving difficult. He could have unearthed everything that had ever happened in Micheal's life that had made him the slightest bit sad, his mind wanted to render the boy completely and utterly helpless but William wouldn't let that happen. He wasn't going to destroy a person over this. Especially not his friend. "Because you have. And no matter how much you think you help me, you always make it worse. You always have to open your fucking mouth and say something bad about my God damn boyfriend." He paused, drawing a breath. "And you know what? That makes me mad as hell." His grip tightened again, and his arm wrenched Micheal down a little further.</div>
 

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Honestly, kid? he said, actually said, speaking, instead of thinking, because, for the first time in his life, he actually didn't trust his thoughts. Usually, it was the words that let him down, their double meanings and the way the people tended to turn them around and mix them up as they saw convenient. That was, in the end, why he had stopped talking. And the fact that he had willing returned to it now, and with someone that could read his mind...

And the reason he did not trust himself was because he was still pushing himself, hard, to just stay calm, stay collected, seem as old as he felt. He knew this was bad. He could feel it hanging in the air, the bad taste, the bad smell, all of this leaving a bitter taste in his mouth... Maybe he should've really kept them shut...

And there was that. He never thought that before. Never in his life had he considered changing who he was and what he was. Not his wings, even though it would've made his life oh so much easier, not his personality, because it was just him. And here he was now, having a staring contest with a boy he had come to think of as his little brother, who was also pissed as hell and probably wanting to kill him because of something he said... And to what it all came in the end? Nothing. The tide came to a halt. He took a deep breath.

Nobody ever cared enough to scream before, kid. he said, actually feeling calm right now. He put his hand over William's that was still holding his shirt, pulling him closer to the boy. He thought about just yanking it away because he was probably stronger, but he quickly changed his mind. He tried unquenching William's fist softly as he thought.

Yes, until the seven minutes ago. Before I was reminded of what happened that day. he looked William in the eyes. Will he lose his friend? Probably. William was mad. Shouldn't be more worried about that? He was about a minute ago, but then, suddenly, it just... disappeared somehow. Was he suppressing it again? No. It felt more like... Yeah, nothing. He felt nothing. Nothing at all. And it was calm...

And yes, I can see that. he thought again, emerging from his quiet conversation with himself. Maybe you are right. Maybe he is right. Maybe this is just too much for me.

He could not help the feeling. He worried, and when he was worried he wanted to do something about it. It wouldn't just go away. And if it bothered William so much...

Will it hurt less if he says it first? a thought appeared in that private part of his mind he was 90% sure William couldn't hear.

Maybe...







((OOC-sooo much dramaa xD I love drama. But, I tend to get carried away, so tell me if I'm taking it over the top, please. I can't stop wondering about it))
 

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Guilt-ridden Gabe returned to the room, he felt awful for having left William alone with Michael, though in fact he should probably feel more sympathetic towards Michael, as he was the one receiving all the stick, not William, however since Michael was saying unfavourable things about Gabe he obviously did not feel bad for the man at all. After all, he had started this.

That was one of the things that annoyed Gabe the most, Michael could easily have avoided this by not flipping out and bringing up every silly thing Gabe had done against him. Gabe could feel his fingertips frazzling, which was why he didn't make it past the door. He stood there with his hand resting against the side of the door. He didn't think it was too dangerous to leave it there, unless the voltage got really strong it wouldn't cause that much damage, if he shocked the wood.

Besides, Gabe would be lying if he said he'd be upset to see Michael's door ruined. He really couldn't care less about it. Gabe didn't alert the two to the fact that he was in the room, he simply listened.

What is he doing? Gabe frowned to himself, what does he mean by 'no one ever cared enough to scream , he surely can't be trying to turn this around as if it's all about him. As if he hasn't done anything wrong? [/i] Gabe grunted and clenched his teeth again, usually he was one to forgive and forget, but right now, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't. Besides, it didn't seem like Michael was looking for forgiveness.

Everything was swimming around in Gabe's head and it was giving him a headache . He didn't want William to get hurt, but he also didn't want his boyfriend to be walked over like a doormat. He loved how Bill was defending him, but he also didn't want the boy to lose his friend. He wanted the argument to cease, but he didn't want to let Michael get away with everything. He was tempted to leave the room again, but he couldn't drag himself away.

Oh my god thoughts are so confusing, Gabe screamed inside his head, how does William deal with everyone elses as well as his own? The poor boy. It was the first time Gabe realised how truly crazy thoughts could drive people, and that's when he realised, Bill was a lot more dangerous than he thought.