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He held his wolf mask in his left hand, still wearing his steampunk style suit, his girlfriend beside him and his apartment door in front. He knew Tesa wasn't happy with him, in his stubbornness he had gone out to the ball despite his injuries.

He turned the key in his apartment door and stepped in, holding the door open so that Tesa could enter, "I could have Abe make us some tea if you want," he normally let his small floating robot take care of cooking sense he was really bad at it. As if on cue said robot appeared from the kitchen, his round body floating along, but instead of carrying a tray of tea he had a pack of cigarettes in on of his small spindly hands. He cringed a bit at this, he knew Tesa wouldn't be happy about his smoking habbit.

Aedan waved his robot off and turned to face Tesa, knowing he wouldn't enjoy what came next.

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Though they had a good time at the ball she was furious with Aedan. He should be resting, he shouldn't be strainging himself. Tesa knew now for a fact that she loved him with all her heart and she didn't want to loose him to his own selflessness. When he mentioned Abe she didn't say anything, she felt if she spoke now all of her frustrations with him would poor out of here now instead of in private where they belonged.

When the door opened and a floating robot was there holding out a pack of cigerates there was a spark of anger that could be seen in her eyes, Was Aedan smoking now? How bad was it? It wasn't illegal but it was a slower death then his more recent events that had happened to him. She could be heard slowly gringing her perfect teeth together as she pulled Aedan inside with her goddess gifted strength.

Once inside her eye flicked around the room taking in the details of the room. She saw something then that made a part of her want to scream. She saw whiskey bottles in the room. All empty, just sitting there out in the open where anyone else could see. The smoking and drinking, both while he's underage. So with her now anger enchanced strength she lifted her boyfriend up, still making sure not to hurt him in the process, and placed him down on the couch.

She proceeded to go over to Abe and yanked out the cigerates from its grip before walking with heavy feet over to the whiskey bottles and picked one up before standing in front of Aedan looking down at him. Her eyes alight with the Anger of a Goddess. She threw each of the tems in her hands onto his lap and in a ice cold voice that could freeze the hearts of mortal men. "Care. To. Explain?"
 

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He blinked at her in confusion when she set him on the couch and tossed his cigarettes and an empty whiskey bottle of whiskey asking for an explanation, "I....ugh....well...." He closed his eyes as the number of ways this could go swirled in his mind, he could have have said anything in his defense, but he decided to go with the truth.

He opened his eyes and sighed, "I'm not going to lie to you," he set the whiskey and smokes aside and looked back up at her, "I'm a mess, have been for a while." He had told her his past, the things he went through, the things he'd been mind controlled him into doing, "there are often nights where I can't sleep without whiskey, the nightmares just...don't seem to happen when I'm drunk."

He shook his head, "I'm not making excuses, I....just realize that it's long past time I told you this." He looked shamed and guilty, he hated drinking and smoking, he hated that he resorted to this to cope with his PTSD. He was always afraid he was going to lose his new life, lose his second chance, but he was often terrified to ask for help, afraid of how people would react to the things he did as the Orphanmaker.

He looked up at her, "I know it's stupid, that I'm an idiot for doing this," he sighted, "I'm a stubborn fool," he loved Tesa, and he wasn't going to screw this up by lying or trying to cover these things up.

He looked at her, his glowing eyes not as bright as they normally were, "I want to do better....," his eyes brightened as the strength and determination returned to them, "no, I will do better, because I don't wanna die. I want to live my life the best I can."

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She stood there her eyes still alight with rage and anger even as he told her his troubles. He had told her about his past after their outing into the woods with Thane. She still thought of that time fondly but right now wasn't the time to reminice. There were a few things she had to say before she felt like she could calm down. "Aedan, You remember what I'm going to school for? I hope so but to remind you I'm going to school for LAW and PSYCHOLOGY! You could have asked ME at anytime to help you up to this point."

She turned around and waved her hand at the area where there were more empty whiskey bottles before continuing as her voice chilled further as she spoke. "You are 16 Aedan! You shouldn't even be able to GET these items. It's ILLEGAL for Hades' sake. You work with the POLICE and they don't even know that you go to sleep drunk at your age!"

Tesa turned around to look at Aedan still furious. "I know you are stubborn, I can see that you're being idiotic. But if you were going to get better ON YOUR OWN you would have gotten better a long time ago..."

Her stomach was turning now. Teas did NOT like getting angry, she did not like being reminded that she was related to her mother and this anger was not helping. "I won't allow you to keep digging yourself deeper into a hole that will only lead to your death Aedan. I love you to much for that.... I'm moving in, whether you want me to or not. If you don't want me to then I won't be able to see you any more. I can't watch from the sideline and see you sink deeper into someplace I can pull you out of."

It was all true and she knew it. Tesa could not and would not sit here from a distance and see the person she loved die some way she could prevent. "Aedan...let me help you."
 

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He sat in silence as his girlfriend stated her concerns and her intention to move in with him, it meant a lot to him, to have someone care so much, he had almost forgotten what it was like to be cared about.

He looked at her, he could tell that she was angry, not just angry, it was a cold calm anger, he decided it was best he stay seated, he understood why she was angry, he had every right to be, he had been an idiot when he could have gone to her for help.

He silently nodded, "I should have gone to you, I should have told you. I am so sorry," he meant it, he was truly sorry for putting her through this, he hated when his own troubles caused others pain. He nodded again when she said she was going to move in with him, "thank you...I...I do need this."

He was going to come out with all his problems to her, he was in love with her and he needed to be open with her when it came to these things, "when I got here, I had to re-learn life, there was so much I just didn't get, I became afraid to ask for help, afraid of how people would react to the things I'd have to tell them." He closed his eyes remembering the number of people he killed as the Orphanmaker.

"I know I don't have to be afraid of that with you," he looked at her, "I know this place is meant to be a clean slate for newcomers with it comes to crimes, but sometimes I question whether or not I deserve a second chance mind control or not." He sighed and pushed the unpleasant thoughts aside, "I don't want to be like that anymore. Tesa I love you so much, and yes I need your help."

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"Aedan..." Tesa's voice wasn't hell frozen over any more as it was gaining some heat as her anger cooled...ironically. "...You don't have to tell me that, by the gods hun. Honestly." Tesa moved over so she could sit down next to Aedan and she gave him a kiss on his cheek. "I can help with everything but you have to TELL me what is wrong when it's wrong. NOT having me get told by a hospital or a call from your work."

"Now, is there ANYTHING ELSE you wish to tell me that you want to tell me while I'm starting to accept that you are going to avoid these in the future?" She raised her eyebrow at her love wondering just what else he might be hiding from her. It was beginning to be more stressful then she thought it would be to have someone she loved but she felt like she needed to stick with him otherwise her mother would be right...and Tesa refused to have her mother be right about anything.
 

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He looked at her as she sat down and kissed his cheek, he loved this girl, more than anything really, she had been the few points of light in what had been a hard life in darkness. He didn't want to lie to her, no he refused to lie to her, "Tesa have you read or watched any of the news sense you got here?" it was seemed like an odd thing to ask considering the current conversation.

Not waiting for her to answer he pulled his cell phone and pulled up the website of a local newspaper, he pulled up some of the older articles going back a month or two, and showed it to her, they described a mysterious vigilante stopping muggings and other crimes, leaving the criminals tied up for the police to find. Luckily Aedan had been able to avoid any pictures being taken of him during these missions.

He sighed and looked at her, "they ended calling me Knight Shade." He knew she'd be angry over this as well, and he didn't blame her, "I did it in the hopes of saving lives, protecting people, I became a police intern for the same reason," it was all true.

His left hand started to shake a bit, one of the things that happened when his PTSD was kicking in, "I felt like I needed to use those awful skills they downloaded into my mind to save some lives, make up for all the people I killed, and try and prove to myself...that I'm not just a weapon...that I'm not really the Orphanmaker," he grabbed his left hand with his right in an attempt to calm down, of course it didn't work.

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After looking through the articles of events and everything she couldn't help but pinch the bridge of her nose and sigh. "Aedan, you are such a selfless person. But you seem determined to work yourself into an early grave because you could care less about yourself and care more for everyone around you. It's an admirable trait if you can control it but...Aedan, love. You need to stop trying to get yourself killed!"

Tesa moved over and sad down next to Aedan putting her arm around his shoulder and pulling him close. "I want you to live a long and full life Aedan, and hopefully you want to as well. I can't stop you from doing things but I can help you from going to far. I want you to tell me that you are going to stop drinking, smoking, and going out at night and nearly getting yourself killed. Okay? If you love me, then you need to live okay? I may only get so much time with you but I want as much time as I can get. Okay?"
 

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He listened quietly as she asked him to stop doing these things, asked to live a long life with her, "I feel like I need to make up for the lives I took as the Orphanmaker," he looked at her, "so when I go out there as Knight Shade, I feel like I'm using those skills in a good cause, saving lives."

He leaned in a bit, "I want to start over, have a life, with you, but then I question whether or not I deserve too." He went quiet again, the guilt showing on his mind, "if I had been stronger, if I had been able to break through the brainwashing earlier, a lot of good people would have been alive.

He wrapped an arm around her, "I know it wasn't my fault, I know I shouldn't blame myself, but it was my hands that did it." He looked at her, the glow of his eyes shifting with his emotions, "I'm going to stop, try and focus on my internships with the police and focus on you." He gave her a small smile, "I'm gonna try, and live my life."

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"I want you to live a FULL life Aedan, I'm not trying to restrict you in any way that I don't think you could live without. By the Gods I'll let you drink with me but you need to be old enough to do so leagally Aedan. I'm would not ask this if you were already old enough. But I know for a fact that smoking leads to short lives." Tesa shook her head as he tried to explain about him being the Orphanmaker and she leaned forward and put her now empty hands on his cheeks so he had to look her in the eyes.

"Aedan, I love YOU. Every flaw and amount of ego and moment you live. But you need to understand the people change. You are no longer the Orphanmaker. Knight Shade you made because of your guilt but that same guilt is killing you, both in the physical and mental aspects of what makes you YOU." She moved forward then and planted a kiss on his lips.

"Don't look at your past Aedan, the point of a life is to strive for the future. Everyone has something they regret or don't like about themselves. From the poorest man to the richest, from the most beautiful to those society calls ugly. You need to know that those regrets and doubts shouldn't way you down. You just need to walk with your head held high and know that you have learned from that mistake."
 
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