[End!] wake up call

Before he could fall of off the edge he was pulled back with quite a bit strength in it being able to move or not didn't really matter as he didn't care. I grew up with a human group, demon slayers and i want to return to them his voice may be calm but it was not nearly as cold as it had been.I think i am quite stable, i have a goal and the means to complete it, then shouldn't i complete it. He responded to Williams words of not being stable, sure a person who want to do suicide isn't stable but if you take it in context that a warrior who fail to kill his target and the enemy refuses to kill him then it seemed like the only action, for a warrior. H*e was indeed aware that the three could kill him in numerous ways in the current situation but that was fine if it meant dying like a warrior though he would rather not loose his middle part that Wolf seemed to guard.

He used what muscles he had in his tail to move it to his hand which he couldn't move I did everything correct and regret it he said reminding William about what they had talked about When i was little and did the survival test instinct took over and killed the others who where going to kill me, i survived but i also lost my place with the group.. He stroke his tail at the best of his ability in the situation he had gotten into My wolf feature was called the mark of a sinner and if i would get stuck in an animal form i would be a demon and id rather be a demon then a mass murderer he didn't used any power to let the words come out, though they did and his body was lifeless, not that he was dead but his body was relaxed as he had put all cards on the table. You know, i couldn't kill you he said, while he probably physically could kill the student, he couldn't because his subconscious stooped him.

The concept of family is an interesting thing, while he grew up where he did he was disliked for his powers however those who where humans called each other for family and the mood between them was nice, it was a thing Azrael wanted to but he never cared for being a demon slayer though if that was what was required then he would accept it. Now was the time to accept the other truth. There is no such thing as a demon only people who are as evil as a demon whether they have powers or not, in this truth his human group had been the demons and while Azrael did kill people with powers he wasn't neccesary evil.

He slowly stood up again rubbing the different body parts which hurt If i accept that there are no demons then i will have to accept that i am a mass murderer he said it slow and at the end he fell to the ground, sitting on his knees while looking down, there was no way to make amends for what he had done. He didn't cry he had been trained that that was a weakness and wheter or not he cared for his training didn't matter as such training was beaten into his subconcious.

What would he do now he wondered, if he stayed he would probably be sent to the electrical chair or perhaps al he would deserve was a shot in the back or maybe even being caged at the school to let the students stone him and serve as an example and.. there where many plausable and horrible wasy for him on what would happen next but there wasn't anyreason to ponder such things because as of yet William had yet to tell anyone. He was truly afraid, a feeling he hadn't felt since his survival training, it had been beter if he hadn't come to the school at al or if he had failed his survival test, he also felt pathetic sitting there with his head facing the ground.

Eheh it was a tiny laugh, something he hadn't honestly done before, it came after what Azrael thought William was joking about the demons in his class. No, what mattered was how he would redeem himself, most would probably want his head on a plate but how would he make that happen whitout scarring William any more. He finaly stood up again, turning his back to the kid and started walking towards the door. Walking slowly as a sign that he had given up, he was never a teacher and he never wanted to be a mass murderer.

You are a strange kid he said with a honest smile yes, class is over, with William's questions he felt revitalized and once again took on the role of a teacher however this time he intended to be just a teacher. He stretched himself and looked like he tried to reach the sky go to sleep with you he said, it wasn't an order just confirmation that he had said that the class was over for this day or morning are we just gonna pretend like nothing have happened? he mumbeled though he didn't want an answer he still wanted to let those words slip.