Alone, forever

She felt his finger touch her face brushing away a tear, she had never had someone wipe away her tears. She never had anyone take interest in her pain or comforting her, somehow Sonlath seemed different. More mature and less childish, She looked up at him her eyes looking at his as if asking why he did what he did. She just stared at him, her eyes confused, alone and helpless. She didn't know why someone would wipe the tears from her cheeks, let alone truly care. Sonlath was different in some ways, but for the better.

She held back tears, she then hugged him tight. She cried lightly on his shoulder, she had been completely alone without her best friend. She wanted him to not end up leaving her alone again, but she knew he was the type that kept to themselves. She was sucessfully soaked from the rain, but she wasn't effected by it because her ability and because of being part werewolf. She imagined he'd probably push her away shortly, but what she would've gave to be hugged back. To feel truly cared for, another tear dripped from her face onto his shirt.

He had hugged her back, tears came down harder. She knew they were only friends, she wished it could be more. But they hadn't seen eachother in such a long time she knew that they'd have to grow to really close friends for that to be possible. She knew she always seemed to wreck things, but for the short time they hugged she felt such a overwealming bit of happiness. To have someone actually care even if only as friends was something that meant so much to her. She hugged him a bit tighter as she cried partly from joy and partly from all the pain she had held inside.

She chuckled lightly through her tears, she didn't want to break the hug. Not because his arms felt good around her, even though they did. But because it was the first time she was hugged back, this time she felt geniunely cared for. She hugged him tight never wanting to let go of the first person who truly cared even if it wasn't the strongest way. She still had feelings for him, but she wasn't going to obsess over it seeing he didn't feel the same way about her.

She sensed it letting go, she lowered her head slightly. "I'm sorry." A half frownish look was on her face as she tried to hold back more tears. She explained why it was so long, "That was my first real hug..." She closed her eyes and swollowed trying to keep from crying, she had so much pain in her heart. She wondered if Sonlath ever felt the same way...