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Did it not count? Jude wanted to say no. Like someone getting mouth to mouth. Only it wasn't quite the same.

Jude paused for a long moment, lost in thought.

"No," he finally said. "it counts. Because we both wanted it to count."
 

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And Rory was blushing. That easy. She rubbed her heated cheek and tried not to look at him. Her friendship had always caused him strife, so why did he keep doing it? Who knew, but Rory wasn't about to look a gifted horse in the mouth, or whatever.

"T-That makes sense. I'm glad, then. Can mark that one off." She had to clear her throat to keep from squeaking.
 

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Was... was she blushing? For once, Jude was the one who was together, squinting at her as she got all...

Blushy.

"Still counts," Jude repeated. "And... I guess we should talk about that."

God. He'd told himself he wasn't going to freeze up or drag it out, but there he was, doing exactly that. Okay. Deep breath.

"I really like you. But... I think I like you as a friend. My best friend, but still a friend."
 

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Rory was glad to move on. She nodded, grabbing her feet and leaning over a little in a stretch. "Yeah, I figured. I... Hm. I don't know. I like spending time with you and talking with you and we've got whatever chemistry, but we couldn't anyway. For a long time.

"Was worth a shot though, right?" She snorted.
 

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No. Not for a long time. Jude had thought about it--about if it was worth it to try and give up Giltenn one day. If it was worth separating. But there was no pull tab he could pop and get rid of them. He was stuck with them one way or another.

"Worth a shot," Jude agreed. "Not sure Giltenn agrees though. It was... well, an experience. ANd we know now. So there's that."
 

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Rory was staring at Jude enigmatically. They'd been through so much and this was where they were now. It felt odd, being off this diverging path. They'd made it somehow. Friendship intact despite all the stupidity.

Christ, she was going to tear up. She sniffed and rubbed at her face in a poor attempt to hide it. "I'm glad you guys are my friends," she said barely above a whisper.
 

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In a nice world, he'd have been able to reach up and help wipe her tears. Only that would have been nothing short of disastrous, so Jude kept his hand very firmly to itself.

"I'm happy you are too. And... I don't know. I'm kind of happy we did it. To at least solve the... uh, will-we-wont-we-what-if-we-could-touch."

Because they knew now. or at least Jude did.
 

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Rory laughed hallowly at that. "Yeah. Been a firm won't we for a good long time. Really no other option. But you know what? I hope you find someone you like, Jude, and I hope they make you really happy."
 

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God. There it was, wasn't it?

"Back at you," Jude said. "I think we can firmly wingman for each other pretty well at this point."

He paused for a moment, just to let that sink in, and then snorted. "Except for the fact that neither of us has any experience."

In anything. Except that one kiss. Had either of them even held hands with someone they liked?
 

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"Oh god, let's never wingman for each other. It would go so badly, right? I mean we're both awkward as shit with romance and any kind of sexual situations. So let's just save each other the trouble and be... fuck.. an ear for each other I guess?

"If there's anyone in this house that I can trust with my secrets, it's you."
 
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