wyspr #11

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Hello?

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No need to spam the chat

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Right. Sorry about that. I am new to all this telling secrets thing.

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Don't apologize, I'm the jerk here. Let's just say that's the first not-so-secret secret

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You want to tell one now?

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No, that's fine. Okay, well, to start. I sometimes think I am ruining my boyfriend's life by being with him, and if I just left the island he'd be happier somehow.

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Oof, straight to the heavy stuff, huh? Well, it's okay. That's rough, I can kinda relate. I fuck up the lives of everyone I deal with. Or at least it feels like that, it has happened so often. I'm probably jinxed

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So what exactly do you do to ruin your b-friend's life?

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Oh, yeah, sorry about that. I should have warned you... I dunno though, it feels like, well, just me existing at times is the problem. Like ever since we found out the truth about who we are, things are just different. I miss the happy-go-lucky boyfriend who was ready to take on the world.

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What about you, if you don't mind me asking?

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I'm not that great at relationship or any advice, I haven't been in any. And crushes don't count as experience. Well, all I can really say is hang in there? I mean, don't they always say communication and honesty are the most important things

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Me, well, when it comes to secrets I've got many, that's kind of my secret. I keep tabs on many things and people, know more than anyone could guess. It's an old habit

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But one of my bigger secrets...I'm thinking of leaving the island. Getting away. I feel like I'm stuck and if I stay I'll die inside

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Change is good sometimes. I think you should go if you really need to... maybe it's what you need. Some distance, time alone to find out what you want to do with your life.

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I can't just up and bail, I may be a fuckup but I got few people that I can't leave. I'm pretty sure they'd be super bummed if I wasn't around

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And I know I'm probably being a total sourpuss here, but don't those words match to you too? I mean, I stand behind the communication and honesty, but if after that it turns out that it really can't work between your bf and you, what will you do?

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