Private Finished What A Mother Leaves Behind

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They'd been studying off and on, with some quick kisses in between. Nathan would shut his book, tossing it to the side, he'd more or less finished with his studying. Looking to Amber he'd give her a kiss on the cheek.

"I think I'm done with school stuff for today," he'd wrap his arm around her waist, they were hanging out in her bedroom, with the door cracked of course. "Surely math can wait until tomorrow."

Nathan would snug her. "You ok?" he'd ask, "you seem a little bit more distracted than usual." @Pallas
 

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Even as Amber tried to focus on her studies and help Nathan with some schoolwork he was having trouble with, she was still distracted by some thoughts that had been nagging at her. Thoughts about her and... her mom Pandora. While she returned every one of Nathan's affections, Amber could help but come off as somewhat distant and distracted throughout the session.

"H-huh? But haven't even... ah... yeah I suppose we can follow up tomorrow." agreed Amber, welcoming the break as she starts putting her materials away. Just as she finished up, she could feel Nathan snuggle up to her but his question caught her by surprise.

"H-huh? Yeah I'm... fine." assured Amber, gazing away at Nathan for second before following up "Why do you ask?"
 

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He'd tilt his head. "Hon....you gave in when I suggested we quit homework for tonight you never do that," there was genuine concern in his voice even though that was half a joke. "And you've seemed kinda distant."

Taking her hand he'd gently kiss it. "I'm not going to pressure you into talking about it," he'd gently snug her, offering a smile. "But I'm always here if you ever need to talk."

Nathan would kiss her cheek. "I'm always for you hon," he'd say, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.
 

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Amber responded with a shrug, not really feeling like defending her answer. She smiled to Nathan as he kissed her hand yet instead of being giddy she was rather indifferent to Nathan's affections.

"I know I know... I just... eh... feel like we did enough studying for today." said Amber, unable to think of anything to say. She wasn't all that surprised he picked up on her she wasn't acting like her normal self. But her felt like in was in a cloud and she didn't have the mental energy to really try to hide it.

As Nathan hugged her and pecked her cheek, she let out a content sigh and rested her head on his shoulder. As she lay there she quickly ask "Nathan... what do you like most about me?"
 

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He'd hum in thought. "Your kindness," he'd say, "you're probably the kindest person I've ever met." He'd look at her, giving her hand another gentle reassuring squeeze.

"You try to br friends with everyone," he'd chuckle, "hell you tried to be friends with me, even when I was a grumpy ass."

Nathan would look at her. "Is that related to whats bothering you?" he'd ask, gently leaning his head against hers.
 
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Amber almost wanted to laugh when he answered her with kindness. It was sweet but... a corny as hell answer. But still... it was times like this she appreciated Nathan's sincerity.

"Mhmmm... thanks babe... sometimes I wonder if I am too kind for my own good sometimes..." pondered Amber, drifting off in her thoughts for moment before Nathan asked about what was bothering her.

"E-eh? Oh its... fine. Just a lot going on is all." there was pause in her voice , Amber biting down on her lower lip lip until she spoke yet again "Hey... another silly question but... would you still love me... even if I became a completely different person?"
 

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"A completely different person?" he'd ask, tilting his head, "what do you mean?" That seemed like an odd question, but he wasn't going to push it off or anything like that.

"People don't just switch to being completely different," he'd say with a thoughtful hum. "But let's say you did change....would I love you?" he'd nod, "I would."

Nathan would give her another peck on the cheek. "Because I believe that no matter how much you might change, you'd still ne you....you'd still have all the things that make you you." He'd smile, "I know that's kind of a copout answer, but yeah, no one completely changes." He'd gently snug her. "What brought this up?"
 

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"You know... h-hypothetically speaking!" assured Amber with sheepish smile. Though she may be trying to play innocent, it was clear that there was some ulterior motive behind her question.

With Nathan's answer, she smiled and rubbed the spot on her cheek where Nathan kissed her. Her smile however soon faded away, a frown creasing on her brow as Nathan prodded the reasons for her questioning.

"No reason... just had a... funny thought was all." huffed Amber, wishing not to divulge her true intentions as she rests her chin on her wrist.

"So... nobody ever completely changes huh? Alright well... here is another funny thought... is it... a mistake to love someone someone whom would leave you behind? Can you still... love someone even after you learn how terrible of person they may be?"
 

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"A mistake?" he'd think a moment, "no, mistake is the wrong word, it's a complicated thing." He'd run his hands through his hair, "when someone you love does something bad, that doesn't immediately turn off the love you had for them, some pretend it does, but emotion isn't a light switch that can just be completely flipped by an event."

He'd look at her, gently placing his hand on her cheek. "Love mixing with hurt, it makes things difficult, confuses things," he'd kiss her forehead.

"Just....know you're not alone in this," he'd snug her. "I'm always here and I know a bit about what you're feeling hon," he knew about Pandora, had heard the rumors. "I'm always here hon."
 

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"Sometimes... I almost wish I could just... turn it off... "

Amber would seem, dejected by Nathan's words. Her legs tucking themselves in and making her look... smaller. Like doll she didn't react much as Nathan stroked her hair nor her cheek. It was only until kiss upon her forehead stirred from her melancholy to her more cheery self.

"H-hey~ Careful with those dangerous lips of yours. You almost got me in one of eyes with that one." she playfully retort just after he kissed her forehead as he narrowly avoided pecking one of her eyes. After having a giggle she let out sigh and looked Waddles in his tank swimming doing turtle things.

"I know... I have mom... Dalia... Violet... Malara... you. I think... guys are enough for me. Thanks... for the pep talk."
 
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