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Valli had to admit that Gask had taken that rather well. He hadn't panicked. He hadn't screamed or bowed or recoiled.

Bowing probably would have been the worse. Yes, Valli was part god, but no, that didn't really change anything. It didn't make him a god. It didn't change anything, not really.

"To be honest, being exhausted is probably one of the better reactions. People arrive in the islands all the time unaware that the supernatural exists, and the range of reactions when faced with demons and monsters and angels and gods is... varied. Being exhausted and needing time to protest is normal. I could show you to your room, if you'd like?"

Gask sleeping would give Valli some much needed time of his own to process. He was still running because that was his job--to continue regardless of mental stress and compartmentalize until he had time to unpack--but that didn't make it easy.

"Your room is your bedroom - where you can sleep and keep your things, and decorate if you'd like."

 

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His room? He had heard of people having permanent sleeping quarters, rather than the tents and caravan trailers he was used to. He never thought about himself having one though, even after brokering the deal with Haven. Gask nodded once, taking one last look out the window.

"I will go to my room then. When can I go out there to see everything?"

Gask imagined by Valli's caution that he wanted to ease him into all of this. That was fair. But Gask had also never been one to not face down new challenges cautiously. Bravado and a willingness to rush in were traits often rewarded in his world. He couldn't sit idly by for too long.
 

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Valli's position in the world with regards to Gask was not clear at the moment. What was he, exactly? A mentor? Technically he'd never been anything but, and yet Valli couldn't help but feel terribly uncomfortable with the whole thing. Gask had been his superior in the simulation, even if not directly. He'd been in control, and Valli had looked up to him in a way. It felt strange to have things reversed, even though he should have known to expect it.

"I'm not going to say you can't today," Valli said. "But it would probably be a bad idea. I think... I think getting you settled in your room might be best, and then we can eat breakfast and go walking tomorrow. I'll show you the library."

Maybe the library would help. Maybe it would help him understand why Valli had brought him there.

 

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"Alright," was all Gask said. Valli obviously knew better about this world than he did. He lived here after all. He couldn't just rush into this, even as much as he wanted to. Like when he planned on taking Haven, he needed information. Only now he was basically on his own, with no Fire Eaters to send out and have report to him.

That wasn't entirely true though. He had Valgarður. As little of time as they had known each other, Gask had come to respect him. He was kind and leave headed. If this version of him was anything like the one Gask had met, he was sure he could trust him.

"So, ah... I can see my room then?"
 

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The worst of the tension seemed to have faded away. There were still a lot of issues--and being realistic, there probably would be issues for months to come--but there was no more threat of immediate danger. Gask knew the truth, and Valli accepted he'd been an idiot to try and hide it from him.

He should have told him from the start.

"Your room is over here," Valli said, gesturing towards the opposite side of the apartment that Gask had run down. "You were in my room over there. Your room used to be my office, but-" Valli paused, realizing he'd left that out. Did Gask even understand the idea of a job? After a moment's thought he decided that he must, because people in stories had jobs all the time.

"I work as a therapist, by the way. At the school, but also at my own officer, so turning it back into a bedroom was just a matter of moving everything back to the office."

Which, if nothing else, would probably help his absolutely disastrous work/life balance.

Valli pushed open the door to reveal a modest and rather undecorated room. He'd left it fairly bare, doubting that Gask would care for decorations, which meant the entire room mostly amounted to a wooden dresser shoved up against one wall, a bed in the center with more blankets then Gask was probably used to, and a bathroom with all the required toiletries.

 

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Gask found himself drawn into the room by the simplicity of it. Nothing fancy, like he had seen in old drawings and photographs from the old world. He touched the dresser, then the bed, his eyes traveling to each surface before he moved to physically touch it.

"This is mine? You can therapist... do therapy... without it?" That still didn't sound right, but it was close enough.
He still didn't understand why Valli did all of this for him. To him? It was hard to say which sounded more accurate. But Valgarður didn't seem to have any malicious intent in his actions. So maybe he was just being paranoid.

"Truth be told, I am not very sleepy. But I feel worn out. And maybe a bit hungry. This is all very much to deal with. Would I be presumptive in asking if I could be alone for some time? To gather my thoughts."
 

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It was a bit of a relief to see Gask reaching out to touch things. It meant he was checking the environment, establishing it in his own mind as real. As his. As something that existed.

It was a good sign.

"Yes," Valli confirmed. "Therapy sessions happen at the school, or in my office. I simply kept the office here as a place to store things and to read. I didn't use it much, and it's easy to keep them at the office."

Gask still seemed confused, but he was already doing better then Valli had assumed. After the blow--his cheek still smarting--he'd assumed the worst.

"Yes," Valli said. "You can have all the time you want. If you'd like, I'll make some food and call you in an hour or so to eat."

Assuming Gask agreed, Valli'd quietly excuse himself and go to do just that... with a short stop in the bathroom to see how his face was going to look in the morning.

 

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Gask nodded and took a seat on the edge of the bed. It was soft, almost uncomfortably so. He didn't really know how to deal with this kind of softness, this comfort.

A small "thank you" was all he could manage as he continued to absorb all of the information he had been given this far. It was too much, and despite his body not being tired Gask's mind was exhausted.

He merely nodded at Valgarður's offer for food, standing up only to gently close the door behind the other man as he left.
Gask trembled for a moment, his breath hitching. He knew what was coming, and he didn't want Valgarður to see it. No one could see him weak. So many times Gask had retreated to his tent on the pretense of planning, only to seek a quiet moment to let himself hurt. He cried silently, feeling his tears hot and wet on his face for the first time in his life.
 
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