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<table><tbody><tr><td><div style="padding:15px;"><div><div><div style="border:8px solid #ffffff;width:125px;height:125px;margin:0px 10px 0px 0px;float:left;"><img src="http://i.imgur.com/5uZki9l.png" style="height:125px;"></div></div><div style="text-align:justify;">Anastasia could handle questions. Questions felt like routine, like things she could just talk about without having to think about how they connected. It was easier to answer questions than to sit in the silence, trying not to think about the whole thing.

"I don't know. I never really thought about it. What about the cold in particular?" It was a more recent thing, and not one she'd noticed particularly well. The older she got, the less she noticed the cold. Growing up she'd been only slightly more tolerant than anyone else, and by the present day she only just noticed that the bar was intended to be cold. She felt like there was a specific answer that Pasha was looking for, although her brain was moving slowly enough that she couldn't quite process what it was.
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What about the cold in particular? Pasha gave a small flick of his wrist, gesturing to their general vicinity.

"The presence of cold. Do you notice it very much?" The bar was usually freezing for the average person, but Anastasia had lasted the night in nothing but his oversized shirt. There had been other clues, like how she never seemed to shiver and how she was able to put her bare hand down on the counter for lengths of time.

Before, he'd chalked it up to just growing up in Russia.
 

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[thoth=http://i.imgur.com/5uZki9l.png]She supposed it was probably cold. She could see her breath a bit, and everything was ice - so it had to be at least below freezing, if not several degrees below that. Even then, she only felt a slight chill, and she paused to look around at the bar once more.

"No. I guess I don't feel it much." She admitted after a moment. "I didn't realize that was strange, but I guess it must be several degrees below zero here." What would an ice bar even run at? Cold, one way or another, and far colder than it felt.

She supposed that meant something than. "Am I the first? Of yours, and of... I guess whoever the other seasons are." There had to be other seasons, didn't there? There couldn't just be winter. Spring, Summer, and Fall had to be out there too, although there was no guarantee that Pasha would know who they were or be in contact with them.
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The cold in here was enough to send some people scurrying off for a coat, but Anastasia seemed all but fine. He was surprised that he hadn't taken immediate notice to it, but he supposed she was dripping blood absolutely everywhere the first time she'd been in the bar.

He turned the small, yellowed envelope in his fingers again as if considering the question. "There are other seasons. I am not acquainted with any of them." It was rather unfortunate that he was aware of their existence, and yet they'd never met. They were, in a sense, his colleagues. But the world was large, seasons died and passed on their powers and he could have brushed past one on the street without so much as raising a brow.

"But as far as I am concerned... Yes, you are the first." As much as he knew anyways, and considering the letter and Anastasia, apparently he didn't know very much at all.
 

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[thoth=http://i.imgur.com/5uZki9l.png]Things had changed too much in too little a time. Not even an hour since she'd found the letter. Not even an hour since she'd found out that her father was not her biological father, and Pasha was not just a family friend. The letter hadn't given any indication that her father was upset by it. In fact, the letter seemed to indicate that he already knew.

So had her mother cheated and his father forgiven? Or was her mother lying? Or had her father known all along, and it wasn't cheating at all?

A part of her didn't want to know, but Anastasia pushed that part away, feeling cold and detached, despite not being able to really feel the chill.

"How did you know my mother?" Even if she wasn't wording it crudely, she couldn't imagine that he didn't know what she was really asking.
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There was a broader story and unfortunately, it involved more than him. In fact, it involved two people who had been mowed down by gunfire a few months prior. Pasha was wise, but he'd never claim to read minds. That meant Anastasia would likely only receive his side of the story, and whatever was said in the letter.

And there was a whole lot that was said in the letter.

When Anastasia asked how he knew Yekaterina, Pasha couldn't help but sigh, letting his eyes fall closed for a moment as he composed the story in his head. It had been... convoluted. A long, marvelously rash and rather terribly illegal set of circumstances. How much did he want to tell Anastasia? How much did she deduce from the letter?

"I met your mother through your father first. All three of us were coworkers, in a sense." He met Mikhail first, but he supposed that he'd always been the braver of the two. Would he explain that part to her? "I left Russia in 1993, two years after the dissolution of the Soviet Union. I came back in 1996, hoping the situation got somewhat better."

And it never did, go figure. He even promised that he'd be back as soon as things calmed down.

He opened the letter again, his cold eyes skimming over a few particular lines. There were a lot of subtleties that he wasn't used to from Yekaterina. He just hoped that he could explain what she wanted to well enough.
 

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[thoth=http://i.imgur.com/0R1LetM.png]She hadn't wanted to know, and yet she so desperately had. Those parts of her warred inside her, demanding closure and knowledge and blessed ignorance. The stories kept building up in her head, over and over. Her father knowing. Her father not knowing. Her mother cheating. Her mother asking permission. A thousand conflicting possibilities that she might never get the answers for. For all she knew, the answers might have died with her parents. For all she knew, Pasha might never tell her the truth.

"When I was conceived." But he'd probably left before she was born. Or else he must have known - must have figured it out. "Do you think he really knew?" Had her father always known, if he had at all? Or had he found out later? That at least was a truth that had died with him. She would never know, unless by some miracle she happened to stumble onto her father's ancient diary from that period or something.
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Pasha took another slow breath; so she hadn't picked up on it. He shouldn't have really expected her to. The shock of finding out her father had never been her biological one must've been quite jarring, and it wasn't the best time to be combing through words of a woman who was well known to be blunt.

Mikhail had known, alright.

But how much should he tell her? How much honesty could she take before everything broke down in her mind? What would be in his best interest, and would that even be advantageous in any way?

He was still trying to wrap his head around the fact that she was his daughter.

"He knew." He replaced the letter inside the envelope, choosing his own words very carefully. It had been one of Mikhail's fears that his wife would find out.
 

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[thoth=http://i.imgur.com/0R1LetM.png]And that was where it stopped for her. SHe wouldn't go any farther. Knowing that was enough - or at least thinking that she knew. She would never truly get all the answers she sought, and going any farther would just make things worse. Some things were better left unknown.

"So what does it mean, that I'm your daughter? That I'm... what, half winter?" That didn't sound right. There had to be some other term she was missing, although it escaped her. "Although I suppose you might not know at all, if I'm the first." Wouldn't that just make things all the better. And of course it would be like that, because nothing could ever just be simple. There couldn't just be a guide book that would explain how things were going to go down, and what being half-season really meant.
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She didn't ask anything else of her father. Pasha definitely felt relieved by that, because then he wouldn't quite feel that obligation to explain to her what the relationship had been. It had been terribly convoluted and highly illegal in quite a few aspects, doubly so because he'd been a sort of national hero at the time.

"I was unaware that my powers were genetic." He had, in a sense, signed a "contract" and they had been passed to him when he had no powers in the first place. He'd been changed on a genetic level, which was news to him.

"I doubt you are actually half Winter itself. I think it's more likely that you've been passed some cold-based powers. As far as I'm concerned, the actual title of Winter must be handed down." And he hadn't done that. He was supposed to lose his powers if she was suddenly the new Winter.
 
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